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10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by gistray(op): 8:03pm On Feb 17
It's as if I came to this world to suffer.
I've tried quitting masturbation for 60 days to see if things will change.

Why can't I uplift all my family members from poverty, people I showed the light and now light years ahead of me.... At this rate even 1 billion in my account will still make me feel irrelevant and empty.

I'm alone, 29 and alone... I can only afford basic things. 1 major purchase and I go back to square one.... Life sucks. I feel like resetting everything and going back to the creator
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Sirchiboy: 8:11pm On Feb 17
gistray:
It's as if I came to this world to suffer.
I've tried quitting masturbation for 60 days to see if things will change.

Why can't I uplift all my family members from poverty, people I showed the light and now light years ahead of me.... At this rate even 1 billion in my account will still make me feel irrelevant and empty.

I'm alone, 29 and alone... I can only afford basic things. 1 major purchase and I go back to square one.... Life sucks. I feel like resetting everything and going back to the creator
Return the money you took from the people u used to buy the land and in your account
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by ayoncox: 8:17pm On Feb 17
gistray:
It's as if I came to this world to suffer.
I've tried quitting masturbation for 60 days to see if things will change.

Why can't I uplift all my family members from poverty, people I showed the light and now light years ahead of me.... At this rate even 1 billion in my account will still make me feel irrelevant and empty.

I'm alone, 29 and alone... I can only afford basic things. 1 major purchase and I go back to square one.... Life sucks. I feel like resetting everything and going back to the creator
Chat me up on 08089456258 I can be of help
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Mrsoft3(m): 8:23pm On Feb 17
You need God.

You need God

You need God

You need God
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Zonefree(m): 8:30pm On Feb 17
Sirchiboy:
Return the money you took from the people u used to buy the land and in your account
Your papa money dey lost?
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Zonefree(m): 8:31pm On Feb 17
people I showed the light are now light years ahead of me....


This is where your problem lies. You're putting yourself in competition with others.
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Mariangeles(f): 8:40pm On Feb 17
ayoncox:
Chat me up on 08089456258 I can be of help
Yinmu! undecided

Chat you up for what?
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by ayoncox: 8:45pm On Feb 17
Mariangeles:
Yinmu! undecided

Chat you up for what?
The issue he is complaining about, the addiction sometimes need an accountability partner, meanwhile from experience I discovered that sometimes the issue is either spiritual or deep rooted in childhood traumas do you understand now
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Mariangeles(f): 8:47pm On Feb 17
gistray:
It's as if I came to this world to suffer.
I've tried quitting masturbation for 60 days to see if things will change.

Why can't I uplift all my family members from poverty, people I showed the light and now light years ahead of me.... At this rate even 1 billion in my account will still make me feel irrelevant and empty.

I'm alone, 29 and alone... I can only afford basic things. 1 major purchase and I go back to square one.... Life sucks. I feel like resetting everything and going back to the creator
This is the answer to that emptiness, that void you feel...
But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

Shift your focus to God, and watch everything [whatever it is that is going on in your life] begin to fall into place.
Follow hard after God with your spirit, soul, and body, and everything will follow hard after you.
Try it and see. Life with and in God is very sweet.
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Mariangeles(f): 8:50pm On Feb 17
ayoncox:
The issue he is complaining about, the addiction sometimes need an accountability partner, meanwhile from experience I discovered that sometimes the issue is either spiritual or deep rooted in childhood traumas do you understand now
Read my comment above, in case you need help also.
It might be of help to you.
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Zonefree(m): 8:50pm On Feb 17
Mariangeles:
This is the answer to that emptiness, that void you feel...
But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

Shift your focus to God, and watch everything [whatever it is that is going on in your life] begin to fall into place.
Follow hard after God with your spirit, soul, and body, and everything will follow hard after you.
Try it and see. Life with and in God is very sweet.
cheesy cheesy
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by LabStores: 8:58pm On Feb 17
gistray:
It's as if I came to this world to suffer.
I've tried quitting masturbation for 60 days to see if things will change.

Why can't I uplift all my family members from poverty, people I showed the light and now light years ahead of me.... At this rate even 1 billion in my account will still make me feel irrelevant and empty.

I'm alone, 29 and alone... I can only afford basic things. 1 major purchase and I go back to square one.... Life sucks. I feel like resetting everything and going back to the creator
Na only you know wetin dey worry you...
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by gistray(op): 9:22pm On Feb 17
Sirchiboy:
Return the money you took from the people u used to buy the land and in your account
I'm a software engineer.

I offer service and get paid
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by gistray(op): 9:24pm On Feb 17
ayoncox:
The issue he is complaining about, the addiction sometimes need an accountability partner, meanwhile from experience I discovered that sometimes the issue is either spiritual or deep rooted in childhood traumas do you understand now
My biggest regret in life is learning masturbation from my brother... Anytime something bad or I feel I'm not where I'm or I miss an opportunity... I always blame it on masturbation.

I've tried and stopped from 1month, 2 months, 4 months I always end on doing it again.

Nawaoo... Man with so much knowledge and skills yet still broke
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Jagermeister(m): 9:28pm On Feb 17
You can only afford ‘basic’ things with an account balance of 10 million? Brother we’re not on your level, we can’t give you advice because it’s above our pay grade.. only the Cubana’s and co of this world can… I wonder what your ‘basic’ things are; Rolex watches? A trip to the Maldives? A week at Eko hotel to clear your head?

Btw, why are you suddenly surprised your peers are ‘light’ years ahead? Didn’t you show them the brighter light that’s brighter than your light? Or don’t we rise by lifting others anymore? undecided
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Goodmarlian: 9:32pm On Feb 17
You get 10million you dey complain
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by ayoncox: 9:50pm On Feb 17
gistray:
My biggest regret in life is learning masturbation from my brother... Anytime something bad or I feel I'm not where I'm or I miss an opportunity... I always blame it on masturbation.

I've tried and stopped from 1month, 2 months, 4 months I always end on doing it again.

Nawaoo... Man with so much knowledge and skills yet still broke
You are trapped and need someone or a community to help you out.
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by gistray(op): 10:30pm On Feb 17
Jagermeister:
You can only afford ‘basic’ things with an account balance of 10 million? Brother we’re not on your level, we can’t give you advice because it’s above our pay grade.. only the Cubana’s and co of this world can… I wonder what your ‘basic’ things are; Rolex watches? A trip to the Maldives? A week at Eko hotel to clear your head?

Btw, why are you suddenly surprised your peers are ‘light’ years ahead? Didn’t you show them the brighter light that’s brighter than your light? Or don’t we rise by lifting others anymore? undecided
10m is less than $7k

Standard Rolex is $25k

I can't even afford 2016 honda accord.

Before I buy anything I always have 4x the cost of the thing.

Only a fooool will think he's made it with 10-50m networth.

Well I don't expect anyone below 28 years or 5 years out of university to understand me

I sincerely have 0 interest in women right now... I genuinely want to be in a relationship but the women these days are disgusting.

Even runs girls disgust me.

Anything female disgust me
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by ChilliPepper(f): 10:36pm On Feb 17
gistray:
10m is less than $7k

Standard Rolex is $25k

I can't even afford 2016 honda accord.

Before I buy anything I always have 4x the cost of the thing.

Only a fooool will think he's made it with 10-50m networth.

Well I don't expect anyone below 28 years or 5 years out of university to understand me

I sincerely have 0 interest in women right now... I genuinely want to be in a relationship but the women these days are disgusting.

Even runs girls disgust me.

Anything female disgust me
Abeg give me that 10 million before you kill yaself
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by gistray(op): 10:37pm On Feb 17
ChilliPepper:
Abeg give me that 10 million before you kill yaself
Send aza
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Lastpharoah33: 10:53pm On Feb 17
gistray:
It's as if I came to this world to suffer.
I've tried quitting masturbation for 60 days to see if things will change.

Why can't I uplift all my family members from poverty, people I showed the light and now light years ahead of me.... At this rate even 1 billion in my account will still make me feel irrelevant and empty.

I'm alone, 29 and alone... I can only afford basic things. 1 major purchase and I go back to square one.... Life sucks. I feel like resetting everything and going back to the creator
Either you're just catching cruise like me most times here or you're desperately craving for online validation/attention.

Either way, for a young man in his 30's that worth N30m feeling this empty?

What is your definition of happiness?

If I can get your perspective of what true happiness is to you, I can then weigh in and drop my own bit.
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Lastpharoah33: 10:57pm On Feb 17
Goodmarlian:
You get 10million you dey complain
We're so cooked as humans.


Suffering in the midst of plenty? What about those with radio station nos as account balance?
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by HenryStarlife(m): 11:59pm On Feb 17
"Lol, Nigerians will always be funny to me... cheesy So many weird comments.
Finding God is actually very easy: just act as if you have, and start letting go of some bad habits. I know you can’t stop everything immediately, but try to reduce how often you indulge each week. Try to go out more often; I know your job requires you to stay home most of the time, but privacy produces more urges than pornography does. Your mind is always searching for the fastest way to release dopamine, so instead, try watching some high-quality TV shows like Breaking Bad, Better Call Saul, Dark, or Snowfall.
Look for that secret talent you have and enjoy it, even if it seems silly. Do anything to occupy your mind when you aren't working on a project. Just do it.
I don’t have a ton of advice, but I think with proper habit management, good food, healthy relationships, and the gym... you will be fine. Learn how to trade meme coin, you can make X10 of what you are earning right now with minimum risk just within a week. This is just another phase on your path to greatness. Don’t let this stop you; make it your drive.
I’m autistic, so please excuse any typos or grammar errors. Thank you, and I wish you a successful recovery!"
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by lecowas: 1:17am On Feb 18
HenryStarlife:
"Lol, Nigerians will always be funny to me... cheesy So many weird comments.
Finding God is actually very easy: just act as if you have, and start letting go of some bad habits. I know you can’t stop everything immediately, but try to reduce how often you indulge each week. Try to go out more often; I know your job requires you to stay home most of the time, but privacy produces more urges than pornography does. Your mind is always searching for the fastest way to release dopamine, so instead, try watching some high-quality TV shows like Breaking Bad, Better Call Saul, Dark, or Snowfall.
Look for that secret talent you have and enjoy it, even if it seems silly. Do anything to occupy your mind when you aren't working on a project. Just do it.
I don’t have a ton of advice, but I think with proper habit management, good food, healthy relationships, and the gym... you will be fine. Learn how to trade meme coin, you can make X10 of what you are earning right now with minimum risk just within a week. This is just another phase on your path to greatness. Don’t let this stop you; make it your drive.
I’m autistic, so please excuse any typos or grammar errors. Thank you, and I wish you a successful recovery!"
Everything was good until u messed it up with unnecessary apologies. Nobody is here to mark typos and grammatical blunders, even when I could hardly find any but who cares anyway. Finally, alot of autistic people I know have very brilliant minds with high IQs, so there's no need to announce it everywhere you go.
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Tenrack: 2:53am On Feb 18
gistray:
I'm a software engineer.

I offer service and get paid
bro see you in Lagos? Perhaps what you need is to be able to see just how good you have it. And perhaps a friend.
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Tenrack: 2:54am On Feb 18
gistray:
My biggest regret in life is learning masturbation from my brother... Anytime something bad or I feel I'm not where I'm or I miss an opportunity... I always blame it on masturbation.

I've tried and stopped from 1month, 2 months, 4 months I always end on doing it again.

Nawaoo... Man with so much knowledge and skills yet still broke
my bro you're doing well. You just need an accountability partner.
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Tenrack: 2:55am On Feb 18
gistray:
10m is less than $7k

Standard Rolex is $25k

I can't even afford 2016 honda accord.

Before I buy anything I always have 4x the cost of the thing.

Only a fooool will think he's made it with 10-50m networth.

Well I don't expect anyone below 28 years or 5 years out of university to understand me

I sincerely have 0 interest in women right now... I genuinely want to be in a relationship but the women these days are disgusting.

Even runs girls disgust me.

Anything female disgust me
fr. I'm in my early 30s. Man...no be joke.
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by QuinQ: 4:15am On Feb 18
gistray:
It's as if I came to this world to suffer.
I've tried quitting masturbation for 60 days to see if things will change.

Why can't I uplift all my family members from poverty, people I showed the light and now light years ahead of me.... At this rate even 1 billion in my account will still make me feel irrelevant and empty.

I'm alone, 29 and alone... I can only afford basic things. 1 major purchase and I go back to square one.... Life sucks. I feel like resetting everything and going back to the creator
I can't say I blame you. N10m is really not a lot of money. Especially when you see your mates having real money. It can be soul-crushing
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Love800(m):
And what exactly is the masturbation doing to affect you negatively!
It doesn't waste ur money, and you are not going out to visit any sex-worker!

So what actually is your problem with it!
gistray:
My biggest regret in life is learning masturbation from my brother... Anytime something bad or I feel I'm not where I'm or I miss an opportunity... I always blame it on masturbation.

I've tried and stopped from 1month, 2 months, 4 months I always end on doing it again.

Nawaoo... Man with so much knowledge and skills yet still broke
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by Love800(m): 6:00am On Feb 18
Someone is having mental issues with normal life situations humans often experience. He is at the circle in which making decisions or life-options is complicated for him.

He really needs to find himself by reading books and training his mind.
Sometimes the answers to our problems are inside quotations in many journals, videos of wise people who once lived this life or are still breathing. And he should also associate with intelligent people too.

Here you are telling him to find the kingdom, spirit dis, church, dis, bible, lol!

Religion isn't the answer to everything.
Mariangeles:
This is the answer to that emptiness, that void you feel...
But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

Shift your focus to God, and watch everything [whatever it is that is going on in your life] begin to fall into place.
Follow hard after God with your spirit, soul, and body, and everything will follow hard after you.
Try it and see. Life with and in God is very sweet.
Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by franugo(m): 7:33am On Feb 18
gistray:
My biggest regret in life is learning masturbation from my brother... Anytime something bad or I feel I'm not where I'm or I miss an opportunity... I always blame it on masturbation.

I've tried and stopped from 1month, 2 months, 4 months I always end on doing it again.

Nawaoo... Man with so much knowledge and skills yet still broke
Lolz, How's masturbation connected to your 'brokenness'? And how exactly are you broke if you really have over 38m in cash and assets? I truly don't understand the purpose of this thread, so silly

Re: 10 Million In My Account 2 Lands Worth 18 Million But I Feel Like Khilling Mysel by HenryStarlife(m): 7:47am On Feb 18
lecowas:
Everything was good until u messed it up with unnecessary apologies. Nobody is here to mark typos and grammatical blunders, even when I could hardly find any but who cares anyway. Finally, alot of autistic people I know have very brilliant minds with high IQs, so there's no need to announce it everywhere you go.
Thanks chief
The last part make me laugh 😂😭🤣
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