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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Dammykrone(m): 12:35am On Jun 06, 2019
No Update Yet. Maka Why Na
Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Taniaa(f): 3:22am On Jun 06, 2019
kayo80:
The Diary of a Shy College Kid: Year Two

By

Kayode Odusanya


Chapter 1: Year 2 Begins

My second year at university of Lagos was the most interesting times I had on campus. Year two was nothing like year one. The holiday between was long, and people had enough time to upgrade. Girls that used to dress modestly changed their whole wardrobe; from clothes that covered their whole body, to body revealing dresses. At least seventy percent of us now had mobile phones, and a lot of guys had gotten cars; some pimped up their dad’s old cars, and other bought cars of their own. My friend, Sope had gotten a blue old school Nissan. It wasn’t so fancy, but we fixed a solid sound system in the car.

As usual, Sope and I got a room together; it was at a hall called Jaja, not too far from the female hall, Moremi. Not that that meant anything anyway, as I had already made up my mind to focus on only one thing this session- my books. I had to replace the constant urge I had for the companionship of a woman, so I found the bottle. We had a routine; go to class in the morning, come back to the hall to eat and shower, then go to class to read for a few hours, before heading out to the bar in Sope’s blue car. Beer was cheap…one hundred Naira for Larger beer, and one hundred and seventy Naira for my brand, big Guinness Stout. It was a constant cycle we kept going the whole session. I always had something to look out for at the end of the day, so it kept me focused. And it worked. I had my very best result in those two semesters of my second year in Unilag.

My department was fuller, as a lot of Diploma students had joined us- at least fifteen of them. Also, a few people transferred from Engineering faculty. It just so happened that one of the girls that joined us from Diploma was the light skinned girl I had seen at Debbie’s room the first time I went to see her. The girl had a yummy yellow complexion, dreamy eyes, and had the right curves in all the right places. I hadn’t recognized her at first on the first day of first semester year two when she walked up to ask about the time table. But when I saw her talking to Debbie later on, it clicked. She had a very warm demeanor, and it had an effect on me. I would have asked her out if I didn’t have bad grades and had vowed to stay away from females for as long as I could. She had a circle of friends; they were five in total- Sope and I used to call them Labella Mafia because of how close-knit they were. I bounded with one of them over our mutual love for music, and as an extension, became friends with a few of the other members of the labella mafia.

The guys from Diploma were fly; they dressed fly, and had cool cars. Most of them kept to themselves and never really mingled; they loosened up after a while. The guys that transferred from Engineering were cool, layback guys that had seen years of Unilag’s fast life. They had transferred to my department because of bad grades. Most would have probably been in their fifth year, but had to begin at year two with us. I ended up making friends with a lot of them after finding out one of them was a friend of my elder brother. I would eventually be in a clique with the engineering boys and some other of my course mates. The clique was called D12- dirty dozen. We were twelve guys that had become blind to the flashy lifestyle on campus. We would hangout after classes to talk about movies, music, and the world in general.

The combination of the various individual characters and cliques in my department made year two one of the most memorable years for me in the University of Lagos.
Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Taniaa(f): 3:22am On Jun 06, 2019
kayo80:
The Diary of a Shy College Kid: Year Two

By

Kayode Odusanya


Chapter 1: Year 2 Begins

My second year at university of Lagos was the most interesting times I had on campus. Year two was nothing like year one. The holiday between was long, and people had enough time to upgrade. Girls that used to dress modestly changed their whole wardrobe; from clothes that covered their whole body, to body revealing dresses. At least seventy percent of us now had mobile phones, and a lot of guys had gotten cars; some pimped up their dad’s old cars, and other bought cars of their own. My friend, Sope had gotten a blue old school Nissan. It wasn’t so fancy, but we fixed a solid sound system in the car.

As usual, Sope and I got a room together; it was at a hall called Jaja, not too far from the female hall, Moremi. Not that that meant anything anyway, as I had already made up my mind to focus on only one thing this session- my books. I had to replace the constant urge I had for the companionship of a woman, so I found the bottle. We had a routine; go to class in the morning, come back to the hall to eat and shower, then go to class to read for a few hours, before heading out to the bar in Sope’s blue car. Beer was cheap…one hundred Naira for Larger beer, and one hundred and seventy Naira for my brand, big Guinness Stout. It was a constant cycle we kept going the whole session. I always had something to look out for at the end of the day, so it kept me focused. And it worked. I had my very best result in those two semesters of my second year in Unilag.

My department was fuller, as a lot of Diploma students had joined us- at least fifteen of them. Also, a few people transferred from Engineering faculty. It just so happened that one of the girls that joined us from Diploma was the light skinned girl I had seen at Debbie’s room the first time I went to see her. The girl had a yummy yellow complexion, dreamy eyes, and had the right curves in all the right places. I hadn’t recognized her at first on the first day of first semester year two when she walked up to ask about the time table. But when I saw her talking to Debbie later on, it clicked. She had a very warm demeanor, and it had an effect on me. I would have asked her out if I didn’t have bad grades and had vowed to stay away from females for as long as I could. She had a circle of friends; they were five in total- Sope and I used to call them Labella Mafia because of how close-knit they were. I bounded with one of them over our mutual love for music, and as an extension, became friends with a few of the other members of the labella mafia.

The guys from Diploma were fly; they dressed fly, and had cool cars. Most of them kept to themselves and never really mingled; they loosened up after a while. The guys that transferred from Engineering were cool, layback guys that had seen years of Unilag’s fast life. They had transferred to my department because of bad grades. Most would have probably been in their fifth year, but had to begin at year two with us. I ended up making friends with a lot of them after finding out one of them was a friend of my elder brother. I would eventually be in a clique with the engineering boys and some other of my course mates. The clique was called D12- dirty dozen. We were twelve guys that had become blind to the flashy lifestyle on campus. We would hangout after classes to talk about movies, music, and the world in general.

The combination of the various individual characters and cliques in my department made year two one of the most memorable years for me in the University of Lagos.
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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Dammykrone(m): 8:12am On Jun 06, 2019
Taniaa:
Update
Pls Stop Quoting D Whole Episode

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by kayo80(m): 3:52pm On Jun 06, 2019
My people, I have been traveling a lot this week...I can't seem to get time to sit and write/edit. I will be back on Sunday for sure.

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Nobody: 2:35pm On Jun 09, 2019
op, please can you post 3 or 4 episodes today ?

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by kayo80(m): 9:53pm On Jun 09, 2019
Chapter 6: The First Trip to Ghana (Part 1)

I traveled to Ghana twice during my school year. The first time was shortly after second semester year two kicked off. Lectures weren’t that serious, and a final year student in my department packaged a trip to Ghana by road. I have always loved traveling, especially road trips, and the price for the trip wasn’t that expensive, so I convinced my dad to pay for it.

Even though I had vowed at the beginning of the school year to distant myself from girls, I had ended up making a lot of female friends over time. There was Bolanle, a dark complexioned, short and plump girl I had become friends with because of our similar taste in music. It’s hard to find girls that love rap music, and I naturally gravitated towards her after I heard her playing some hardcore rap music from her disc man. She was a member of the Labella Mafia- the diploma girls that joined us in year two. They were five in number. Apart from Bolanle, and the light skin beauty that used to be Debby’s roommate, I rarely spoke to the other members of the mafia. In fact, there was one I just didn’t particularly like, and I am sure she also didn’t like me too. Her name was Sally, and she was like the ringleader of the clique. Sally was slightly taller than your average girl, pretty, and was sort after by most guys in the department. But I never was charmed by Sally’s beauty.

There was one instance that made me even like her less. One Monday morning, while waiting on a queue for a cab to my department from school gate, I saw Bolanle drive by. She stopped to pick me the moment she saw me, and as I was about to move towards the car, I saw Sally turn to face her, and say something. They started arguing and I took a few steps back to join the queue. It was obvious from Sally’s body language that she didn’t want me in the car. And then Bolanle put the car in reverse, backed up towards where I was, and called out my name.

The back of the car was filled with the other Labella Mafia members, so I had to sit in front with Sally. That was one of the most awkward rides I had ever been in. I could feel the negative energy from Sally. It was obvious she hated the fact that I had to sit next to her. I was so nervous in the car and my voice shook while I spoke to Bolanle. I had conquered a lot of my shyness, but it sometimes kicked in when I was in a place I wasn’t welcomed. I remember not even waiting to walk with them to class when we got to the faculty car park. I just said thanks to Bolanle and walked off.

When people started paying for the trip to Ghana, and I heard that it was only Bolanle and another girl named Ayoni that paid from the Labella Mafia, I was happy. I didn’t want to have to be around bad energy during the trip.

There was another girl I was glad was going to be on the trip too. Her name was Tutu; she was in year 1. She was dark skinned, petite, and busty. I had been drawn to Tutu the first time I saw her wandering around the department, looking lost, with her hair scattered, and the white t shirt she had on clinging tightly to her body. I was like a hawk in the sky that had just seen a chick wandering alone. But before I could summon up the courage to walk up to her, another hawk was by her side.

I kept seeing her around, and watching her from a distance, but never stepped up to talk to her. Then one day, during first semester year two exams, the tip of my pencil broke, and I was asking one of my course mates for a pencil sharpener when the lecturer whose course we were writing walked in. He had thought I was trying to cheat, and asked me to leave the exam hall.
I was right behind him, and kept begging as he walked down the stairs of the art block, explaining to him what had happened, but he paid me no mind.

With the diploma students and people from engineering faculty joining us in year two, our normal lecture hall couldn’t contain us any longer for examinations, so in addition to our hall, we used a lecture hall on the ground floor of the art building. That was where the lecturer was headed. When he got to the entrance of the hall, he finally turned around to hear me out, and felt pity for me. He asked me to wait outside as he went into the hall.

I peeped into the hall and saw he was trying to create space for me at the back, and I realized I still had a broken pencil. I started asking everyone around for a pencil sharpener. No one had one. And then I found myself face to face with Tutu. All the while I had been trying to summon the courage to talk to her, now I was forced to talk to her. She said she didn’t have a pencil sharpener when I asked, but she searched her bag and brought out a razor blade. As I took the thing from her, I heard the lecturer’s footsteps approaching the entrance of the hall. With shaky hands, I tried to sharpen my pencil quickly, but I was messing it all up. Tutu grabbed the pencil and razor from me, and sharpened the pencil within seconds. By the time the lecturer stepped out and asked me to go in, she had already handed back the pencil to me. I thanked her with a smile before walking into the hall.

After the examination, I walked out of the hall happy, heading towards the stairs when I heard a female voice say, “How was it?” I turned around and saw her leaning on the wall, outside the scanty corridor of the lecture hall. It was obvious she had waited for me. I walked over to thank her properly, introduced myself, and asked for her name, even though I already knew it. We talked for a while before exchanging numbers and going our separate ways. I started talking to her frequently on the phone and in person, and we became real good friends.
When the day for Ghana trip finally arrived, I was so happy to see her on the bus. She was in the front of the luxury bus with some of her classmates. I greeted her and headed towards the back, where my friend, Babatope had kept a seat for me. Bolanle and her friend, Ayoni occupied the seats in front of us; I smiled at them as I put my bag on the luggage rack above. Babatope and I greeted with two hand slaps, and he shouted out my name in greeting as he usually did when he was excited. We were closer in year 1, but we were still real good friends.

When the bus took off moments later, I sat back in my seat, closed my eyes and visualized partying on a beach in Accra.

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by kayo80(m): 9:54pm On Jun 09, 2019
Electricboy:
op, please can you post 3 or 4 episodes today ?

Sorry, not possible. I am very busy these days.
Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Nobody: 11:25pm On Jun 09, 2019
kayo80 , 1 update per week ? please make time out of your spare time to cover up for the lost time....plsss
Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by olab059(m): 11:39pm On Jun 09, 2019
Electricboy:
kayo80 , 1 update per week ? please make time out of your spare time to cover up for the lost time....plsss

Bro, relax and let him go at his pace. If you like what he writes, let him go at the pace he is comfortable with, before he will start rushing, and quality drops...you can't rush great creative work. I am sure there are many other great stories on here, you can read them in the mean time.

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Nobody: 11:58pm On Jun 09, 2019
olab059:


Bro, relax and let him go at his pace. If you like what he writes, let him go at the pace he is comfortable with, before he will start rushing, and quality drops...you can't rush great creative work. I am sure there are many other great stories on here, you can read them in the mean time.

alright ,thanks
Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by superjaks(m): 12:35am On Jun 10, 2019
This trip go mad gan

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by prosper21(m): 10:19am On Jun 10, 2019
op, you're doing just fine. More strength

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by kayo80(m): 11:57pm On Jun 12, 2019
Chapter 7: The First Trip to Ghana (Part 2)

The results for first semester exams had been released a week before the Ghana trip, and I was in a real relaxed mood as I had good grades; Three A’s and two B’s in my five major departmental courses, and B’s in the three carry over GST courses from year 1. It was a major improvement from my year 1 result, so I was in the mood to have some fun.

The bus was noisy throughout the ride through Lagos traffic, but when we got to Badagry express road, and the bus was speeding through the free road, people started falling asleep one by one. The Badagry express road stretched on and on like it had no end. Babatope had fallen asleep a while back. My disc man batteries were down, and I was bored, looking outside at the rows of palm trees by the sides of the road. Just then, Ayoni’s head popped up from where she sat in front of me. She smiled and said she thought I had slept. We chit chatted for a few seconds, and then she sat back down.

Ayoni was the closest to Bolanle in the Labella Mafia clique, and they went everywhere together. Even though I talked to her every now and then, I couldn’t quite tell the kind of person she really was. She could be a tomboy today, and tomorrow be a slay queen. One moment she is talkative, the next moment she is quiet. I remember one time she walked up to me out of the blue and said, “You have a fine nose.” She walked away immediately afterwards, leaving me puzzled.

I was daydreaming, looking out the bus when Ayoni’s head popped up again and she asked if I wanted to switch places with her. I said, okay, and got off my seat. She walked over to get in my seat, next to Babatope, while I took her seat by the window, next to Bolanle. The excitement on Bolanle’s face was obvious when I joined her, and we started off talking about music. As much as we enjoyed each other’s company, our relationship never went beyond a platonic one.

When we got to Lagos-Benin Republic border, we were all asked to come down from the bus, and our bus was searched by customs. People took the time to stretch, walk around, and talk to friends. I looked around for Tutu, and we spoke for a few minutes before she said she had to go and be with her friends. She had been doing that a lot lately, and I was starting to think I was being too clingy, or maybe she didn’t fancy my company as much as I thought.

When people started getting back on the bus I went back to my seat as I thought of what I was actually doing with Tutu. She had already let me know she had a serious relationship, and we couldn’t be anything but friends. I had been friendzoned and had been comfortable with that, but as I sat and thought about it, I wondered why I was still hanging on. There and then, I decided to try and get close to someone else on the trip.

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We got to Aflao border, the border between Togo and Ghana at night, and couldn’t cross over, so we had to spend the night at the border. The guy that put the road trip together made arrangements for us to sleep in three empty rooms at the border. He disappeared for a while and came back with mattresses. He went back with a few people to get more mattresses and they were placed in the rooms for us to sleep.
The last meal we had had was in the afternoon when we had stopped somewhere around Badagry to eat. Someone spoke out about being hungry, and everyone echoed it. We saw a bread stand a few meters from us, and my course mates headed over there. At this point, I had already decided that if I was going to have fun on this trip, I had to avoid Tutu, so I stayed back by the bus. It was really cold, and I did the collar button of the blue and white checked long sleeve shirt I had on. I pulled out my Nokia phone, and started playing a game called “snake” on it.

People began returning after a while, munching on long hard looking loaves of bread. I remember the type of bread as a kid; it used to be called Togo bread. It looked really inviting, but I didn’t want to leave where I was. Just then, I heard a sweet sounding female voice say, “Do you want some? I don’t think I can finish it.” I turned to the left and saw it was a girl from Tutu’s class. I hadn’t even known she was on the trip. It was like she had just popped out of nowhere. She had the same physique as Tutu; petite, and busty, but she was light skinned. The way she spoke to me was like she really knew me, but I couldn’t remember ever talking to her. I said yes, and she cut the bread in half. We sat on a bench by the bus and started talking about how sweet the bread was, even though it was very hard. From there, we went on to talk about the long trip to Ghana, and then the conversation just flowed. By the time we went to sleep that night, we had become real good friends.

As soon as the border was opened the next morning, we continued our trip. We were already in Ghana, but it took us another 3-4 hours to get to the capital, Accra. As we drove through the streets of Ghana’s capital, I marveled at how neat and organized the place was. This was an African country like Nigeria, but it was a lot more beautiful than Nigeria, even though they obviously weren’t as rich as we were.

We drove straight to the University of Ghana, Legon, where we would be staying. There was a basketball court in front of the white painted three storey hostel building we were lodging in, and I thought about the contrast between the place and my hostel back in the University of Lagos. The greenery around was well tended to, and there was no thrash lying around the place. We settled in, and when I went to shower, I was hit with another shocker. I could actually eat in the bathroom if I wanted to; that was how neat the place was.

After settling in, we went out to eat at a canteen down the road from the hostel. I was surprised to see that we had a lot of similar dishes with the country. After eating, we headed out to the market. I was shocked to see Nollywood movie posters all over the place. It was obvious that they were big fans of our movies. That restored my faith in Nigeria a little bit.

My new friend, Dora was with me everywhere. We went to change money somewhere in the market, and the man that ran the place happened to be a Yoruba man. I couldn’t believe it when he said he had never been to Nigeria before. His parents had moved to Ghana in the 70s and never took him with them anytime they had to visit Nigeria. It was just so weird that he could speak Yoruba, but had never been to Nigeria before.

We went to a few spots after leaving the market, like the Kwame Nkrumah Mausoleum, and those that came with cameras took pictures. How technology has changed. Now everyone can take pictures on their camera phones.

Our last spot was at one of Ghana’s beautiful beaches. We stayed there till it got dark, listening to music, drinking, and chit chatting. Dora and I were at a table far from the rest, talking, while Tutu stole glances at us a few feet away. She was obviously jealous, but I just wanted to have fun. At some point, Dora and I started dancing. She had heard a song she liked and pulled me up to dance. Tutu passed by our side, and I greeted her casually. She walked around aimlessly for a while, and went back to her seat. I guess there really is some truth to the theory that girls mostly want guys that are taken. Like Janet Jackson said on that old song; don’t it always seem to go that you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone.

I don’t know if Dora was on a mission to piss Tutu off, but she started dancing really sensually with me. She backed her behind into me, and I had to hold on to her waste as we danced. She smelt so good, and her body was so soft. It felt so good holding on to her.

By the end of the night, people concluded that we were a couple. But, when we got back on campus after the trip, the friendship that had developed between Dora and I died as fast as it had come to life. Tutu on the other hand started valuing me more; calling me and coming over to my hostel room every now and then.

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by superjaks(m): 3:35pm On Jun 13, 2019
That's why I don't dull around friends like Dora, cause they could just switch off anytime

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by aprilwise(m): 5:23pm On Jun 13, 2019
Thanks for the update

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by FantasticJ: 6:36pm On Jun 13, 2019
Well done Op

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by kayo80(m): 8:16pm On Jun 13, 2019
superjaks:
That's why I don't dull around friends like Dora, cause they could just switch off anytime

Exactly! wink
Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Nobody: 7:13am On Jun 14, 2019
grin grin wink

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Ann2012(f): 7:47am On Jun 14, 2019
Thanks for the update

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by kayo80(m): 1:20pm On Jun 18, 2019
Chapter 8: The Last Day of Year 2

I have always had glossophobia- fear of public speaking. I think it was more than just shyness, but more like a factor of PTSD; post-traumatic stress disorder. Back when I was in primary school, I had a favorite teacher called Aunty Biola. She was my class teacher in primary 3, and during that time, I was always topping the class, so she grew fond of me. Even as I advanced in class, she kept a tab on me. But for some reasons I can’t really recall, my grades started dropping, till they were really bad. I hated school. At 9 years old in primary 4, I would sometimes skip school and walk around large markets till it was closing time. One time one of my neighbors saw me wondering around a quiet street and stopped to pick me up in his navy blue Peugeot 505. I lied I was just coming from the hospital. I told the same lie to my teacher when the man dropped me off in school. Even at that young age, I was already a tortured soul.

One Monday morning when I was in primary 5, I had come to school in rumpled and dirty uniform. Aunty Biola saw me at the gate and asked why my uniform was dirty, and I just smiled sheepishly and kept walking. It was already assembly time, so I went into the big assembly hall of my school, Yewande Memorial. I found a spot at the back, where I could remain invisible, sat down, and brought out my little ‘songs of praise’ book. They were singing my favorite hymn in the book, 444, and I sang along in my tiny voice.

There was silence after the song ended, and when the silence went on for longer than usual, I looked up. There on the stage was Aunty Biola talking to the teacher coordinating the assembly. After a while, the teacher left the stage for Aunty Biola. I was wondering what was going on, until I heard Aunty Biola call out my name and asked me to come on stage. I froze. My heart started beating fast; too fast. I thought I was going to have a heart attack, even though I didn’t know what a heart attack was at the time.

When she called my name a second time, and people started looking back at me, I had to step out and walk to the stage. I remember almost tripping as I climbed the stage; my body was shaking uncontrollably. I finally made it to Aunty Biola’s side on the stage, and looked down at the dozens of eyes looking up at me, wondering what was going on. Then Aunty Biola cleared her throat, and told the whole school that she was going to make an example of me for being dirty by caning. She said no one should be like Kunle if they didn’t want to be flogged. I couldn’t believe my ears. My favorite teacher had brought me out to disgrace me in front of the whole school; it was too shocking, unbelievable and traumatic for my fragile mind.

She went on to ask me to lie down flat on the stage, and started the flogging. I lay there, as the cane hit my bony butt continuously, still in shock. I didn’t even know when she had reached twelve strokes, till she asked me to get up. I dusted my uniform and looked into the eyes of all my schoolmates. I was already a shy kid with low self-esteem, but this single incidence shattered me. Aunty Biola asked me to leave the assembly hall and go to my class. Like a zombie, I walked to class 5b, sat in my seat, and looked into space.

After assembly was over, and people started returning to class, I saw some of my classmates murmuring and making fun of me. My seat mate at the time, a very energetic boy rushed over to my side to console me, and I could see in his eyes that he was just as hurt as I was. Once he said that word, sorry, I broke down and cried. I cried like a baby.

Ironically, the following year after that incidence, I became the assembly hall prefect. I don’t know how that happened. I guess it was the universe trying to fix me, but even though I arranged seats and ushered in students to empty seats, I was never able to climb the stage and face the crowd till I left that school. That phobia stuck with me.

Fast forward to more than ten years later, when I heard I was going to have to face the crowd during a class project presentation, the past came back to haunt me. I was restless the day before, cursing the professor for having us do this even after we had written the examination for his course. I had gone out with my friends, Sope, Babatope, and Tutu to our favorite spot, but I was awkwardly quiet at the bar. They all knew something was wrong, but I lied to them I was okay. I couldn’t tell them I had a phobia for crowds. They wouldn’t understand. They could never understand that I would rather jump off a building than face a crowd again.

When the day finally came, I sat in class, going through my notes. We were paired in twos for the presentation and my group partner was a very outspoken person. But I would still have to speak on some parts of the topic we were handling. I understood the topic well, that wasn’t even the issue; the issue was the crowd I would have to face. The eyes that would be on me, silently looking up to me, and dissecting my looks, even before they heard what I had to say.

The lecture was going to hold by 11am, and we didn’t have any classes before then, so around 10am, I took a stroll to a part of my school campus called Computer Centre. There was a canteen I liked to eat around there because of how clean and classy the place was.
I finished my food and was heading out when my eye caught something in their glass door refrigerator. They had cans of beer in there- Heineken, Star, and my favorite brand, Guinness Stout. Without hesitation, I bought two cans of Guinness stout and sat down to drink. People came and went, some looking at me awkwardly, probably wondering why I was drinking this early in the morning. I didn’t care.
I stayed there for about forty-five minutes. By the time I finished the second can I was fully relaxed. My heart was no longer beating fast, and I was, for the first time in a while, not scared of facing a crowd.
I gargled with water a couple of times before leaving the place- working on reducing the smell of alcohol on my breath. Then I bought Trebor, and started popping the white circular mints in my mouth as I walked to class.

I hadn’t been seated for more than five minutes in class when the lecturer walked in. He was in a hurry somewhere and told us he had enough time for presentation from just one group. He mentioned the group that would be presenting and asked them to get ready as he went back to get something from his office. I was in that group. I got up, walked to the front of the class, and leaned on the wall. People looked at me weirdly, wondering why I had come out when the name had not specifically called my name. They didn’t understand. I had to be sure I could face the crowd before the man called out my name; I was scared I was going to freeze.

When he walked back into the hall, he looked at me for a second, and then faced the class to call my name and my partner’s name. I nodded at him, and my partner walked out to the front of the hall to join me. My partner started the presentation, and I stood there watching the crowd as they had their eyes fixed on him. I was leaning on the side of the wooden podium my partner was making his presentation from, and when he moved his weight off the podium to go and write on the blackboard, I staggered backwards and almost fell. A couple of people found it funny and started laughing. I smiled when I looked into the crowd and saw some of the girls I secretly admired blushing. They had the kind of smile you have on your face when someone you like does something goofy. This gave me a little more confidence.

When it was my turn, I started out sketching the map of Nigeria on the board. I drew it so well, and in such a short time-frame that I could hear some of my course mates complimenting me. Then I faced the crowd, and started teaching. I spoke with so much confidence, and even asked one of my course mates to answer a question, which made people laugh again.
When I finally put down the chalk, there was a look of satisfaction on the lecturers face and a few of my course mates applauded me. I was just happy that I conquered my fear that day, the last day of year 2. Even though I had a little help from the late Mr. Arthur Guinness, I still considered it a big personal victory.

The End

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Dathypebruv(m): 1:39pm On Jun 18, 2019
Madd,Thanks for the update bruv

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by carloz685(m): 2:19pm On Jun 18, 2019
Am back... These are one hell of an update... They are always awesome... I still have that problem of facing a large crowd ���

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Nobody: 3:17pm On Jun 18, 2019
carloz685:
Am back... These are one hell of an update... They are always awesome... I still have that problem of facing a large crowd ���
same here

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by rayzar(m): 5:44pm On Jun 18, 2019
Nice One Bro Am The New Fan

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by sampz: 6:22pm On Jun 18, 2019
wish mine will go as smooth as yours.

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by Markzy1991: 8:19pm On Jun 19, 2019
ma mehn dope chapters. wen are gon post the nexts

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by kayo80(m): 1:21pm On Jun 20, 2019
Markzy1991:
ma mehn dope chapters. wen are gon post the nexts

When the story hits Front Page. angry

Just kidding smiley

Maybe Sunday; not so sure, as I am quite busy these days.
Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by kayo80(m): 1:22pm On Jun 20, 2019
sampz:
wish mine will go as smooth as yours.

Amen!
Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by kayo80(m): 1:23pm On Jun 20, 2019
Thank you all for the moral support.
Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by kayo80(m): 1:25pm On Jun 20, 2019
rayzar:
Nice One Bro
Am The New Fan

Cool. Glad to have you onboard. You can read some of my other stories before I drop the next chapter...It took me 10 years to write the 35 stories I have on Nairaland, so show me some love by reading and commenting on them. This goes to every other new fan reading this. Thanks in advance.

This is the link to all my stories on Nairaland...https://www.nairaland.com/4057216/links-all-kayode-odusanya-stories

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Re: Diary Of A Shy College Kid: Year Two (by Kayode Odusanya) by EkopSparoAyara(m): 3:22pm On Jun 20, 2019
kayo80:


Cool. Glad to have you onboard. You can read some of my other stories before I drop the next chapter...It took me 10 years to write the 35 stories I have on Nairaland, so show me some love by reading and commenting on them. This goes to every other new fan reading this. Thanks in advance.

This is the link to all my stories on Nairaland...https://www.nairaland.com/4057216/links-all-kayode-odusanya-stories

Jack and the Residents of No 7 Cole street was a good read when I stumbled by it... I'll go back and refresh my memory..

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