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Suicide keeps ringing on my mind each and everyday but i dont want to do anything stupid because my stupidity would definitely cause my family member's pains...

I am from a financially weak family,so after my secondary education i was not able to further to the higher institutions.I ended up a hustler on the street of lagos, doing any work that comes my way from party ushers to site workers(just any casual work sha).

I left home cause i thougt am old enough to look after myself(P.S my parents are not in lagos am staying here with one uncle like that)..i started sleeping in my friends house,for my mind i don turn big boy....
that was when i met one lekan like that..he's one low budget yahoo boy (all those yahoo boys that would be buying balenciaga with there salary to feel among)...
we became friends and i started moving with him(biggest mistake i made over the years) ..
he introduced me to all sort of gambling from virtual to schedule(ps2 virtual),snooker,dice and so on..

That was the beginning of my downfall..i stopped doing any work..i started gambling with any money that comes my way ,started borrowing to gamble,selling everything i have all because of gamble oo..
My uncle later heard about my miserable gambler's life he called my parents and informed them,my mom called me and gave me advise i refuse to heed, gambling was already in my blood..(i later heard my uncle left Nigeria for southy)..
i lost contact with everybody in my family..
Lekan sent me out of his house and none of my friends is willing to help..

i don't have anything..i started sleeping anywhere the night meets me..i became tired of this life..i wanted to commit suicide but one thing keeps telling me to keep struggling..i was sha living anyhow until i met one fashion designer guy ..he allows me to sleep in his shop he gives me food some time and he's very good to me.

i later contacted my family back but i can't go back to village because they are poor(i want to make them proud)...i have stopped gambling but am living on debt ...
the guy that harbored me in his shop is already giving me hints that i should leave..

i don't want to go back to the street ..
please Nairalanders am not begging for money, what am begging for now is a job..
am not a lazy person..i am ready to do anything legal..

Please save a brother from committing suicide..i had to shorten the story because if i want to talk about my life ehn...nairaland ink would finish..

Thanks for reading this far..

And here comes another one.

Well, we've given all the advice we can concerning members addicted to gambling.

We have been doing this for over 2 years now and few come back to thank us for the advice we gave them that changed their lives for the best.

Hope you can find one of the numerous threads we are talking about.

All the very best!

Sigh!

[quote author= post=92654652]And here comes another one.

Well, we've given all the advice we can concerning members addicted to gambling.

We have been doing this for over 2 years now and few come back to thank us for the advice we gave them that changed their lives for the best.

Hope you can find one of the numerous threads we are talking about.

All the very best!

Sigh![/quote]Nairaland has been one of the things that freed me from the shackles of gambling

Misyarn:
Nairaland has been one of the things that freed me from the shackles of gambling

We thank God for your life.

[quote author= post=92654855]We thank God for your life.[/quote]Thank you sir

So your way of looking for a job is by suicidal threats abi.. ?? u never ready.. Continue Betting

Misyarn:
Thank you sir

You are always welcome.

BTW,
We are not sir.
We are simply WE
Kindly take note.

shawnfamous:
So your way of looking for a job is by suicidal threats abi.. ?? u never ready.. Continue Betting

i am not threatening anybody with suicide sir..

getting a job would free my mind from all am going through..
Thanks

bet9ja don destroy many people lives

zangaozanga:
bet9ja don destroy many people lives

You can say that again.

But we are happy that this OP is making a right decision for himself .

zangaozanga:
bet9ja don destroy many people lives

swears bro..
i wish the governments can ban gambling..

Misyarn:
i am not threatening anybody with suicide sir..

getting a job would free my mind from all am going through..
Thanks

U had a job before and u were gambling... I don't think if u have another job it would make u any better

[quote author= post=92654944]You are always welcome.

BTW,
We are not sir.
We are simply WE
Kindly take note.[/quote]I'm sure this is a different person typing now. cos ur comments on this thread have been making sense

shawnfamous:
U had a job before and u were gambling... I don't think if u have another job it would make u any better

i was doing casual works...
serve in a party today
go to site tomorrow.
follow plumber to work another day...

i don't have stable job sir!!

shawnfamous:
I'm sure this is a different person typing now. cos ur comments on this thread have been making sense

Attention seeker,
Yaaaawwwwnnn.....

make una no derail this thread abeg!!!

Gambling is evil

youthsinitiativ:
Gambling is evil

biggest evil.. the root of the world problem

Go look for a job in a betting shop

DICKstractor:
Go look for a job in a betting shop

u want me to use the shop and the systems in it to collect loan to play virtual abii

Bauchi55:
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free this man bro

With the way I live money.. I can't throw it into gambling


My eye further cleared when I saw a friend get wrecked by gambling

Don't let it ruin u, but if u must bet, join bettingpayss on telegram. They make nothing less than 40%-90% profit from football betting every month. Gamble with sense....I have seen what they are doing and its good.

[quote author= post=92655554]Attention seeker, Yaaaawwwwnnn.....[/quote]Can u just comment and let others comment....


Ian tired of reading trash over and over again

If your parents really cared about you, they wouldnt have given birth to you in their poor condition, knowing fully well that they cant take good care of you.
They can wickedly force you into life to suffer, but the choice is yours to continue suffering because they wont be happy you ended the suffering.

They deserve to be unhappy, for bringing you to suffer.

I wish you the best of luck as you gather courage to do the needful.