I wish I'm dead
I really wish to die
I prefer not have existed in the first place
I'm always from one painful life into the other
I ask God to take my life and forgive me my sins
I can't handle it anymore for its too heavy for me
I will always be at loss in everything
I will always be disgraced at last wherever I'm honoured
My decisions will always wrong
Brothers and sisters I'm extremely depressed
My words will always be against me
Humiliation will be my honour after every honour
And bad wishers will always be happy over me at the end
But I really wish I'm dead
I'm serious about this I really wish I'm dead
So how I wish I'm dead
Its crumble all the way for my life
From one terrible mistake to another
When I expect "a" I will end up "z"
But when I expect z a will come
Just to make sure I will always be wrong
I will never be holy except I show unholiness to people
I will become filthy whenever people see me as holy
May I stop breathing
May my heart stop beating
May I be taken to my burial place
May God forgive me if I'm wrong
For I wish I never existed
I really do
I really do
Its not the fault of whoever wrongs me for this is my nature which I can't change
Oh! Are you an oppressor ?
You created a soul for a miserable life while you know in the first place?
Yet you cannot be questioned ?
You then made suicide unlawful punishable by eternal life in hell?
Everything in nature says you truly exist
Which means no refuge from you even after suicide
For me a miserable soul created, then you are a bully
Who bullys without any repercussion on him
But still the miserable soul just has to be patient
Patient for no one wins an argument with you
Only what I could wish is for me not to have existed
It could have saved me from the problems of being a being
Ah! You've made me into an energy
Which cannot be destroyed but transferred from one form to another
Yet you know I will fail
Why
Why
Why
I will obey you not because I love you But because I'm afraid of you.

Hmm!

Seriously?

luvmijeje: Seriously?

Yeah! How do u find the piece?

Modwator, I think I need to know what people think about this writeup...fwont page naw! *abeg*

Oh no!!.....cool
don't go attempt suicide.

fankasibe: Oh no!!.....cool
don't go attempt suicide.

Its just a type of (sadist) writing I've chosen. Thanks bro!

luvmijeje:
Seriously?

Its a writing style... *not personal*

well...