WHEN I SMILE

When I smile,
I smile from my heart
Allowing my face to glow
Revealing the joy in my heart.
When I sigh
I sigh with intense pain
Allowing my bitterness to show
Revealing the sadness in my heart.
I cannot smile and sigh
At the same time
For it is folly
To call a thing black
When it is brown

Don't force me to smile
And sigh at the same time.
Let me smile or sigh
When I will
So that you'll know when
I am hot
To retrace your steps
Or when I am warm
To come closer.

Ambivalence is deception;
Ambivalence is hypocrisy,
Like two-edged sword-
One draws you closer caressingly.
The other drives a dagger brutally
Into your bowels.