I'm crying tonight. I feel really awful. I rampaged against one of my twins, my 3 year old little angel. I hit her and I shouted and shouted and she was so scared of me. I never imagined I would be THAT mummy.

I'm TRYING to bring them up on my own and it's soo hard. My husband is in Nigeria and is an emotional cripple, i am pretty much a single mother. You take them out, you try to entertain them but it's never enough, nothing I do is ever enough, they are so demanding, sometimes I feel my head is going to explode.

There is soo much more background to my scenario, it just gets on top of me and I end up taking it out on my beautiful girls, I just need some coping mechanisms please if you have some motivational words or some parenting techniques you can give me. Any experience on developmental delay from anyone will be much appreciated

do you have family members there or someone you trusted with your babies so you can have some "me" time to yourself for a few hrs or even a day or two? When you have kids, you have to have me time, it is a MUST.

Also when you said developmental delayed, what do you mean?