A very big thank you to everybody that contributed positively on the thread. God bless you all. Am now alright.

And for anybody in a similar situation, tramadol is a quick solution, it is what helped me conquer my distress. It will make you happy and less depressed and its surprisingly also very cheap.

Thanks once again and God bless you all.

Rawdeal:
you want to stop becoming suicidal and become a drug junkie instead? hehehehe. I've come to realize not everybody has these thoughts (i used to think everyone did). Its a mental thing and you need to get over it. Theres stuff around you that you're allowing to get the better of you and you need to realize what they are, stop putting so much pressure on yourself, get rid of negative thoughts as much as you can, go out more often, just find ways to be happy and always think of good stuff when the thoughts come. You'll probably never stop thinking of it but youll be able to change your thoughts faster eventually.

PS: i have a friend that says this "find a reason to live, even if its for the love of fried plantain, just make sure its enough for you to want to live". i'd offer to be your friend but in this phase i'm in, i'm more likely to tell you how to kill yourself. I wish you luck. Just remember, find a reason

Do you also feel depressed? If yes, try tramadol its what helped me. Thanks for the concern, i wish you best of luck.

Michael is good to know that you are doing well. Just remember that the drug cured the physical effect of the depression. You still need to address the real issue - you still need to find a purpose in life. Visit http://www.jw.org/en/

You are welcome to an online support group on skype; the user id is SHARING SUPPORT GROUP. The group is a forum to share your concerns with a live person(VIDEO CALLS ARE NOT SUPPORTED YET). Hoping that a problem shared is half solved. You are welcome.

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