(2) just focus.
Forget about the past. Focus on the future. Since no past no future. The game of the winner is always at the end. For no winner at the start.
Stop condemning your future for greatness comes faithfulness. You might still render more. Just get that faith. Carry your coverage hold your braveness back your heart.
One day you might conquer but remember life is a continuous process moving at various speed. To be continued shortly.