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Story Of My Life by witnezHD(m): 10:52pm On Aug 30, 2015 |
since a taurus is stubborn and
emotional i fell in love so easily
despite my nefarious state of being i
wanted to be treated dearly
with all due respect to my feelings it
was my animal feelings kicking in
and emotionally i was sinking in
growing up without love i felt a need
to fill in
but what does a 9 year old know bout
love?
i now boldly question it
little boys fall in love so easily i can
see it
i couldnt decipher between love and
lust
cause love looked like lust and lust
like love
she had my heart and all i did was
fantasize
if were a mineral i must have been
fanta size
i was young and green when she first
mentioned marriage but we had to
preserve her virginity that was just a
mirage
i never touched her and that my
charity was a quantified
magnanimity
what happened a year later before my
entrance examination?
my best friend doubted she was a
virgin and so she granted him a
sexual entrance examination
to prove a point but she lost her
virgin to my best friend
i was left devastated and heart
broken at ten
so i learn to hate women at a tender
age then
i didnt let it affect my schooling
cause only there will my parents
screw me
easier to blame me,isnt it? but
parents only care bout your health
and academic performance
they do all the can to avoid
emotionally-related conversation
but my son will never lack that i
remind my intuition
even though i was 9 i was still
sensitive and i can still recollect all
that happens each passing day
those memories back then brings me
may day
but am stronger and different now
i focused and i got to the sec school
and in my senior level i humanly had
another girlfriend
who shared dreams with me,a virgin
like she told me
still slept with my best friend
under the same circumstance
heartbroken? maybe but have been
there before,so i started valuing sex
over love since everyone who said
they were virgin
always lost it to my friends under
doubts and a thin margin
i classed every woman the same,been
blinded to my folly
i may be young but have seen more
pussies than a midwife to realise sex
is not love and vengeance is not a
healer
or a right of a wrong
this certainy wasnt my plan to ever
break a heart
mine was broken and it was hard
then again my previous relationships
doubles my real age
am ashamed of things i did but not
the playerettes or play girls who tried
to play me and got played
am ready for something different,i
forgive every woman alive
2015 is a blessing and i pray jah
grants me peace of mind
am not different from every sinner,i
just have a broken past i ought to fix
it
have given my heart to girls who
crushed it
i grew up hating skirts like every gay
would
but i wasnt gay and wont dare would
but i had a trust issue and that cause
me my relationship
girls are beautiful i admit,have also
had my fair share of em i admit
every daughter of eve thinks you
complete when you cute,mild,young
,intelligent,talented and gifted
but there's more to life and a
potential partner than all of this
and that made me trust em with less
efforts
cause if you love me cos am always
top of the class you gonn leave when i
drop to the last
so i agree i never treated any woman
right
but am over that now...do i regret it?
NO THATS JUST HOW THE STORY
GOes AND HEARTBREAKS COMES
EASILY you have to be told.
never be with someone for the wrong
reason and little heart you break
might break a thousands
my story wasnt worth listening but it
was worth telling and i be now you
understand why i live the way i do!
#one day i will change 4 gud,aint
gonn hurt no woman no more |
Re: Story Of My Life by Daughterzion(f): 6:54am On Aug 31, 2015 |
Awwwwww so touching |
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