Hi everyone. Its not easy sharing this story but please try and learn. I don't even know why I'm posting this online but I need to.

I started this regretful life in the year at the age 17 I think. I always have affections for guys. Ever since my first sex, I could no longer hold myself but always wanted to have sex with any guys. I was young and some older ones took advantage of me. Its so painful a life.

I spent 5years always planning to change after having sex with a guy. There was a particular time I came across one popular gay guy in ibadan who introduced me into a club which I later pulled out from because that's not the life I have aways wanted.

At the age of 22, I already lost count of the number of guys I have slept it. You are free to judge me and call me names, I will accept it. I made an attempt of test for HIV two years ago and I was tested negative. But the fact his that I'm afraid to go for another HIV test now because I'm afraid.

Gay is not a life a stop being one ever again. We gays do say that we are born like that. From my years in this wasteful life, let me inform you readers that Lagos has the highest number of gays in Nigeria. Infact some may even be ur neighbor. Its not written on face except that person is feminine in nature though not all feminine guys are gays and that is why is difficult to say who is who. Majority of gays in Ibadan are HIV positive. Take it or leave.

I hate being gay. It always sadden me. I stay in ibadan and I'm afraid of going for HIV test because of the level of positive guys I have heard and known of.

Please help me!

Juz go for it..u have to test urself for ur own safety..

If ur negative then good for u and be careful next time...sometimes we have to face the most scariest time of our life...there's nothing u gonna lose if u will test urself.

KashyBaby:
Juz go for it..u have to test urself for ur own safety..

If ur negative then good for u and be careful next time...sometimes we have to face the most scariest time of our life...there's nothing u gonna lose if u will test urself.

Thanks

Eh ya! Only God can help you bro. Run and pray to him.

Bro u have to pray to God if it means fasting for some days. Being gay is not life. But then nothing is new to God.

Sex is a covenant. Once you did that act,you have entered a covenant bound by exchange of fluids. That's why no matter how you try,you always go back in.
Hence,you can only come out by the help of a higher spiritual force and that is Jesus Christ. So I recommend you find a true minister of God called in the area of deliverance from powers of darkness(not just any pastor) to guide and assist you break the hold of this covenant.
God will help you.

Bro may the Almighty GOD be your strength and save you from that kind of living Amen . It takes a strong and repentant mind to make a giant steps to pull out of gay cult by publicly denouncing gay. Pls for the sake of some guys who are tempted or lure with money by gays , kindly lists most of the disadvantages or negatives aspects of gay both shot terms and long terms. This will help a lot to reduce or save many lives through which God will assist you and help . Thanks ones more.

hand yourself over to the appropriate authority it's 14 farking years meen hand yourself over to the appropriate authority it's 14 farking years meen hand yourself over to the appropriate authority it's 14 farking years meen

You need Jesus in your life

I hope you finally find the peace you really need bro.


But lemme ask... is/was your problem being gay or having so many sexual partners leading to one-too-many unprotected sex?

With all the problem we're facing in Nigeria, na another man yansh you see to face