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Before You Do It, Why Not Read This... by Donlamzy(m): 1:38pm On Mar 22, 2017 |
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from
schoo l one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day .
You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close
the door , and take out that suicide note you’ve written
and rewritten over and over and over You take out those
razor blades , and cut for the very last time . You grab
that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down,
holding the letter to your chest , you close your eyes for
the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother
knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready . You
don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on
your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom
this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She
notices something is odd . She grabs the paper in your
hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up.
She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused,
runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying and sissy won’t
wake up.” Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your
mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to
your lifeless body. It hits him, what’s going on, and he
screams. He screams and throws something at the wall.
And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom
crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other,
crying. The next day at school, there’s an announcement.
The principal tells everyone about your suicide . It takes
a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone
goes silent . Everyone blames themselves . Your
teachers think they were too hard on you . Those mean
popular girls, they think of all the things they’ve said to you
. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he
can’t help but hate himself for never telling you how
beautiful you really are . Your ex boyfriend, the one that
you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can’t
handle it . He breaks down and starts crying, and runs
out of the school. Your friends? They’re sobbing too,
wondering how they could never see that anything was
wrong , wishing they could have helped you before it was
too late . And your best friend? She’s in shock. She
can’t believe it. She knew what you were going through, but
she never thought it would get that bad … Bad enough for
you to end it . She can’t cry, she can’t feel anything .
She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to
the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out .
It’s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town
came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile
and bubbly personality . The one that was always there
for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about
all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot
. Everyone’s crying, your little brother still doesn’t know
you killed yourself, he’s too young . Your parents just
said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister,
you were supposed to always be there for him . Your best
friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as
soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she
just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn’t stop for
days. It’s two years later. Your teachers all quit their job.
Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy
that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend
doesn’t know how to love anymore and just sleeps around
with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best
friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn’t succeed like you
did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the
truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he
does exactly what you did for years leading up to your
suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your
dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your
death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just
lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so,
but they do. Your choices don’t just effect you. They
effect everyone. Don’t end your life, you have so much to
live for . Things can’t get better if you give up. I’m here
for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. CC: lalasticlala, seun, mynd44, dominique |
Re: Before You Do It, Why Not Read This... by Donlamzy(m): 1:40pm On Mar 22, 2017 |
I wish thousands of people could see this and learn.. |
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