I have read books the Bible, Quran, book of witches, ultimate reality,Eck's books, magic and many books people recommended. I have learnt a lot as a skeptic but not yet satisfied. I want somebody to provide answers, or recommend books that can answer the following questions;

(1) What is our purpose here on the earth?

(2) If you claim that we are here to learn, what exactly are the things to learn?

(3) Why do you think learning these things is the only sufficient reason to be on the earth?

(4) Why do we have to learn before going back to the source?

(5) It is important that spirit has always existed as whole (that is if we are all one God) before we become an individuated being(White God, Black God etcs), why this?