BROKEN HEART, EYES SHUT


I usually don't do this
But anytime I feel this way, I do new things
Though my eyes were tightly shut
And they weren't looking

'Cause I was scared of getting hurt
Scared of my heart breaking
Subtly, you sneaked into my heart
Fraudulently, you got the key
Poor me, I thought you had a heart

Eventually, you weren't real
You've caused me pain
Lots of it, you've dished out
Sometimes I wonder what was my gain
You never showed love, 'cause it was ruled out

All your excesses, I endured
Your unending verbal abuses, I rebuffed
I lingered, even when I should have left
Just for the sake of the little love I have left


But now I'm done
Done with your aggressiveness
Done with your attitudes
Done with your madness
And done with your frequent restitutes

Now my eyes are tightly shut
And they aren't looking


Ayam_hOrPsY

nice one.

cassidy1996:
nice one.

Thanks bro.

HOW I WISH

Life isn't fair, it gives several restrictions
Dare to dream they say, ignoring limitations
My dreams are simple with traces of complexity
How I wish my wishes don't just remain wishes

How I wish I don't have to deal with fake friends,
So I can live a stressless life

How I wish I could solve everyone's problem
So they can live a stressless life

How I wish I could go back and correct the mistakes I've made
So I can live above regrets

How I wish I am super wealthy
So I can help everyone that comes my way

How I wish I'm fearless and super bold
So I can have a burning head for justice and a cool head for judgement

How I wish momma isn't scared about my dreams
So I can have one less thing to worry about

How I wish daddy is patient enough to understand my dream
So I can face the world and tell them I'm here

How I wish my friends see what I see
So we'll go far walking together

How I wish my heart is soft
So I can easily forgive those who let me down

How I wish I can see the future
So I can prevent terrible disasters

How I wish I control the weather
So I can make it favourable to everyone

How I wish I own economy blueprint
So I can make sure everybody is living comfortably

How I wish my brother is more gentle
So I can teach him a lot of things

How I wish I had an elder bro
So I can look up to him and make my life less complex

How I wish I could do all things as I wish
So I can satisfy all with high expectations from me

How I wish my sister was younger
So I can care for her like my daughter

How I wish people stop thinking they understand me
So they can stop getting confused

How I wish I could see people's hidden pain
So I can help comfort them

How I wish I could design my future wife
So she'll be my exact missing rib

How I wish my kids be like me
So they can see the world as I see it

How I wish life is fair
So no one will feel left out





Ayam_hOrPsY

Unveiling the Lady on Veil




I was surfing the net, on a dry day
The day wasn't lively like the previous day
Everyone's gone out but I decided to stay
No neighbours around I would have gone out to play

Then I saw something, it caught my attention
Lol, I wasn't sweating but I was on tension
She looked cool so I was treading with caution
'Cause of my past experiences I was moving on a slow motion

I don't know what, but I think I needed a friend
Not just any, but a female with vision
Yes, I have friends so dear to me that nothing can end
Too perfect that there ain't no confusion

I ignored the odds and sent a request
Waited patiently to confirm my guess
I don't know if she saw me as a guest
But I found out she wasn't any less

Here she comes I said to myself
Don't lie to her and to be yourself
Make her comfortable and she will be herself
So we can both enjoy ourselves

Lol, I don't do this shii, I thought
No one was forcing me 'cause it wasn't a most
But still I went on, avoiding any fault
There are still things to do, a lot

Here I am feeling like I've met her
A friend I hope stays forever
I heard her voice once but as a singer
It wasn't bad. It was softer

She looks innocent like a toddler
She acts maturely like a mother
Honestly, I cherish her like my sister
Feels like I've known her for ages, but alas I've just met her.



Ayam_hOrPsY