I have no idea why am losing faith in christainity. Seems i am tending towards becoming less religious. I grew up in a christain home, always engaged in church activities from childhood. But all through my late teens and now my twenties am gradually becoming distant with the bethren. The christainity of today is not the one i grew up in. Back then as a child in deeper life bible church, we were all more pious about holiness/honesty, you see it everywhere. But today what we see are churches financial success preaching, everybody come only on sundays to show of their new clothes. All the testimonies giving in churches is about how GOD provided,protected the individual but not how GOD bless their neighbours. Nigeria is just too corrupt, yet we all claim to be religious! It has gotten to a stage, where we cant trust our neighbours!have seen people who claim to be xtians do evil things. Why are we loosing it? Why is the church now something else? My mum is already labelling me the black sheep of the family. Now my fear is that i would never be as i was with the church as when i was much younger and it seems worsen everyday with what we see. Pls is there any way one can overlook these mordern trends in the church of today, or am i on my way to being an atheist for life?

Heb. 12:2

you should be happy my friend, turning Atheist is a revolutionary sign that you mentally free from religious virus that ruins the brain just to keep people submissive.