i will always love you...

please forgive me over what happened.

ive been such a fool

I Was speechless, and i was almost buying his bullcrap, not until i realised he was being fake because he had the traces of a woman's kiss on his shirt. I called him and said, Where were you before you came here? He said...

i decided id pick you some flowers on my way here, your favorite and.........

I told him to shut up before he could say his next word, and i pointed out the lip sign on his shirt and cheek, and asked him... to tell me where he really was coming from. He was and stammered out the words ....

on getting to the car from the florist's...

i got a phone call...

An old friend was visiting from chicago...

She was someone i had a crush on many years ago

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nicetohave:

I thought wearing the shirt i had on last night when you kissed me goodbye after dinner would be a good way of showing i can't live without you, those.........were your lipmarks

Nice to have, why draw us back now?

i thought you were forgetting something......

.....anyway she asked me what good ive been up to all these years

nicetohave was acting smart. He don't wanna leave that story line.

dablessed:

She was someone i had a crush on many years ago

And i couldn't resist kissing her, Hunnie, i really am sorry. I was baffled and i said..Ohh.. Get out of my house.

I didnt get it luv, he was genuinely confused........i did it for you, for our love to survive......i had to bid her goodbye for the last time. i turned this over for a moment in my mind and decided, okay no big deal its just a harmless goodbye, so......

And I went back home ruminating upon my losses and carelessness for him to take advantage of me.
And i made a firm decision not to have anything to do with any man again until I'm ready for marriage.

But l wasn't going to commit sucide because of him or cry ..........l made up my mind that all men are losers and l was going to find myself a nice new guy that would love me and not cheat on me................................so l decided to go and do my hair and my nails so that l could start afresh with a nice new guy

as i was coming out of the salon, i met my girlfriends and we decided to go clubbing later

but i remembered what happened last time, i remembered that aqua was a banged up sex addict so the temptation flew out of my head

i told myself what i need is a fresh start and not cassanova aqua, with relief i watched him drove by and out of my life

i sighed with relief as i promised myself not to fall for useless temptations again

What i need now is a vacation, plenty of sun and beach sand.....that would help clear my head, and who knows i might get lucky, again

come to think of it, why cant i get a real down to earth guy on nairaland, maybe i would go on that holiday, am thinking miami

or the caribbean, have fun......be crazy and wise.....so i head home to make plans

booked a flight and a ticket, was ready to put all my bad experiences behind me, how ever, something baffled me.

why are men even though so romantic at times can be such an asshole at other times.hmmm, i guess i am not playing my cards well too afterall _sighs

wel i have and am looking forward to my holiday

yea but i will anyway he aint worth anything off me again, so i decided to change my destination to France

I woke with a startle and realised it was all a nasty dream about my past experiences. as i was thinking about the whole dream i felt an arm around me and i turned and saw it was my hubby. A nice looking......

handsome, caring, soft spoken hunk of flesh

jeez, is this story all abt aqua..are u who u claim u are aqz

i was confused, i didnt want to be in the arms of aqua

as it happened i was still sleepwalking....my husband shook me awake and i recounted the whole funny dream to him. He smiled and told me " youve been working too hard hunnie, i think its time for that vacation we've been postponing for ages" so we packed up and made the trip to the bahamas, burying the thought and dreams and face of aqua forever, with his ghost too.