and it was the same guy i kissed oh bless!

there went the same smile again........and this time, i managed to smile back.........

...... a fake smile and ......

the guy knew it was nothing but a fake smile.... he whispered " Love goes to those who beleive in it, I know you have been hurt.. but can you give me a place in you heart; My name is the Nicholas aka thelaston he stammered.

I knew this was the Love of my life... maybe the end of the road for flattering around, he was such a sexy, bouty guy I thought to myself....

" I wanna grow old with you" he said... I was now wondering if this is a dream, I dont want to wake up from this lovely dream in my life..............

.....and then.......

he then said "i know you think this can't happening but you're not dreaming" and playfully, he pinches me, just to prove that we both are living in the reality of the moment and then............

he askes me out to dinner and ...............

i said yes, he was too sexy for.....

me to say no to .............plus he was a perfect gentleman

when we were at the diner, he pulled out my chair, took my coat and even offered to pay the bill. i was like...........

we talked like we've known each other for a long time......................

then the waiter came along and he ordered champagne, then the waiter said, ''is your wife having champagne too ? '' We answered him together that we aren't married. He said we looked and talked like we were happily married, then.......

he looked at me with his sweet brown eyes and asked, "would you find it absurd if i asked you to marry me?"...................

"nope!!!"

"well " he continued eyes still fixed

"only if you promise to handle with care"....i answered with our eyes still fixed at each other.........

and i said ask me to marry you again in the future and i will say yes, but now we just have to get to know each other very well.

and i decided that was good enough for me ( i didnt want to make hasty decisions). Anyway, after dinner..............

we both headed home.........together.............

on getting home, I decided we should organize a bible study..u know..like mom says, "put God first" so we spent an hour praying and 3 hours studing the bible...

and it was amazing too see how much insight in and dedication he had towards the word of God.He gave my spirit an uplift with the very words he spoke, i could hear God's voice though his, I for the whole 4 hours forgot everything about how cute he looked and my spirit yearend for more of his ministering, i thought to my self, God is awesome in his creations.............

and after our bible study, we.....

kiss each other good night.

and i hoped to see him again.........

and here he is

......right infront of my door step again ........and guess what it's 6 in the morning....

and he kissed her bum good morning

........ i just stood there hoping and wishing that it wasn't just a dream.........

and he kissed her again _{is dt still a dream}

...........felt her feet wobble....

After bible study yesterday nite, how could he have come back in the morning to kiss butt......it was the devil trying to decieve me, i rebuked him and he fled. Then my real guy came later in the morning to continue where he left the bible study yesterday