My mum was abusive to me

In the end I told her a few times I hope she gets cancer and dies

She got cancer

But I begged God
And prayed and cried
I did the absolute most
I repented

Surely,

I told her I wanted her to get cancer and die in anger

But many times from my heart I begged and prayed and told her and God that I want her to survive.
I used annoying oil
I fasted
I prayed
I went to different churches
I used my faith and action, I did everything
I even said God reduce my future success just so she will live

but she still died.

I feel like it is karma or is it not, what do u think?

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Fareedadey:
My mum was abusive to me

In the end I told her a few times I hope she gets cancer and dies

She got cancer

But I begged God
And prayed and cried
I did the absolute most
I repented

Surely,

I told her I wanted her to get cancer and die in anger

But many times from my heart I begged and prayed and told her and God that I want her to survive.
I used annoying oil
I fasted
I prayed
I went to different churches
I used my faith and action, I did everything
I even said God reduce my future success just so she will live

but she still died.

I feel like it is karma or is it not, what do u think?

She Came Very Close To Receiving Her Miracle Until You Used Annoying Oil. So I Think You Killed Her And Karma Is Coming To You Like Ballistic Missle From North Korea

Lol its not karma.. And no u didn't kill your mom
You said what u said out of anger. If things worked that way, our politicians would all be dead. I'm so sorry about your mom dear, I hope you made peace with her before she died. Now dear you should watch what u say, Asking God to take away your future success or wishing your mom cancer is crazy...cancer attacks anyone, and it's not something you wish for or wish away... Once more I'm sorry for your loss....