I had family problems

I am not lying - you will think how is this possible, but my parents were trying to destroy my life to the extent of when I was being treated so badly I tried to move to a psychiatric home to seek solice, and as I wanted to come back my mother told me to stay in the psychaitric home so that the NHS can give me a free council house

Even, when I was put in a hostel with drug addicts and rats - she did not care, she said stay there so that the NHS can give me a free house etc

Anyways, long story short I am in a hostel since 2016 and I pay £20 rent every week - I now have the opportunity to apply for a free council flat (1 bed room)

but I do not want it

My family do not believe in me, nor do my teachers , and to be honest I don't really believe in myself anymore

but I still believe in myself a little bit and I want to aim higher than a 1 bed room council flat, and to be honest £20 rent a week is a lot of money as in a month it is £80 , and when I get the 1 bed room council flat I will have to pay money to furnish it etc, money and time I could spend doing other things that are more productive for me.. e.g. pursuing an education and a career.

So I want to turn down the council flat/ leave the hostel and instead, stay back in my family home (the family problems have stopped, even though my dad does not want me here anymore) and I want to save that £80 a month towards my future or to use it more productively e.g. to live my life...

your story has no HEAD or TAIL.... pls stop taking drugs and tell the story well

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fit be cos say I no dey jand

Buh can't figure out exactly watcha sayn