Ever since I have been unable to foot some bills like pay my sister school fees and some other expenses it's been hell of a Life for me.
I wake up three times at night
just having thoughts of ending my life but I just think of the pain of putting my love ones thru
I wish I can disappear into thin air.
Just feel I should speak out Someone might help.
Am an orphan who is got younger ones under my care my both parents are dead.
Nigerians it really hurts to be unable to meet up with Some responsibilities.
I fuckin hate the air I breathe I try to be grateful but I lack Control at times.
I know am dying silently inside me even though I carry a smile around always.
Deep down am rottening am emotionally unstable.
I wish I can rent out my Life or sacrifice for a good course to make People around me happy.
Am just scared someone like me is just a threat in the society with thoughts running thru my head cos am scared at times of my thoughts.
Nigerians I need a Helper someone to support me.
Suicide is not way but it's a thought that comes to my mind.
I just wish am not alife.
I know it's cowardice to think suicide but at times I don't wish am living or alife.

Please dont commit suicide my friend.
Life is beautiful please

Your suicide will not make anything better, neither will it cater for ur younger ones.

Wise up dude!!

You are doing a selfless service taking care of your younger one already. Killing yourself will just make you selfish, and makes them suffer.

When certainly you feel this way, just relax and believe everything is gonna be okay.

Having money doesn't mean you are Gonna be happy, having a job doesn't guarantee happiness, nothing in this world guarantees Happiness. Happiness can only be created from within. You need to work on that. Tap happiness from your situation, save it and feed on it.

People die everyday, mostly for nothing. There is no honor in running from a battle.

I dare you to live longer, I dare you to shame those who think you can't make it, I dare you to succeed in life.

muyinice:
Ever since I have been unable to foot some bills like pay my sister school fees and some other expenses it's been hell of a Life.
I wake up three times in a night
just having thoughts of ending my life but I just think of the pain of putting them thru.
I wish I can disappear into thin air.
Just feel I should speak out Someone might help.
An am orphan who is got younger ones under my both parents are dead.
Nigerians it really hurts to be unable to meet up with Some responsibilities.
I fuckin hate the air I breathe I try to be grateful but I lack Control at times.
I know am dying silently inside me even though I carry q smile around always.
Deep down am rottening

first of be since you have younger under you, be the source of their strength and pillar. turning your pains into motivation, I know it is not easy especially when money is involved. sorry business has been for sometime now on my side if not I don't let this kind thing pass without extending a hand. please try and be strong make your parents proud

Quickly see your Pastor right now please.....what is your name please? You need serious prayer

Go online and search burial videos then come back and talk about hustling.
Your sister's school fees won't end up being paid anyway, instead you give them more expenses for your internment. .God forbid
Where there is life, there is hope...always remember that

For every hardship there comes a relief,

Do not lose hope nor be sad,Do not despair the help that comes above,Almighty God loves the orphans and always with them,

Remember no condition is permanent,One day you'll look back to glorify the wonders of God in ur lives,all you is patience and prayer while you keep trying.

Pls jettison the thought of suicide.

op I understand what I need now is for people to donate money for you

okwala gi