Someone should please come to my aid.. I have lost so much in life.. Right now, I am having suicidal thoughts ..

Everything at a standstill.. Don't know what to do.. I need advice.. I am dying slowly..

What ever is happening to you now will either kill you or make you stronger, but which ever direction you head will be the one you choose. Our greatest obstacle when we go through tough times is the ever present fear that things will never get better, especially when they seem to have dragged on for too long. All I can tell you from my experience is that it will eventually get better, no matter how bad it may seem now.