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Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Ayanwukoma: 12:27pm On Jan 11, 2022
I just finally realized drinking bournvita can quench my urge.


on my my second cup of hot tea this afternoon.



seriously am trying.



the urge is still there, but as soon as I take the tea it reduces slightly to the minimal but as hours goes on it comes back telling me to go get some.



I need to change my life....I need to Take control of my life.



I drink bournvita tea 5 times in a day because of my crack cocaine addiction.

llq


I know this storm will be over.

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Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Asquare84(m): 1:00pm On Jan 11, 2022
Why don't you meet a pastor for prayer and deliverance.
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by QuinModah(f): 1:10pm On Jan 11, 2022
Are you in Nigeria?
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Uyi168: 1:14pm On Jan 11, 2022
Asquare84:
Why don't you meet a pastor for prayer and deliverance.
.
he needs a therapist.
not a pastor!

how do you people even reason seff

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Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by missimelda01(f): 4:03pm On Jan 11, 2022
Cocaine? Bournvita? I'm still trying to find the relationship

But Op have you tried going to a rehab facility?
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Ayanwukoma: 4:27pm On Jan 11, 2022
Am on my 3rd cup of tea
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by socialmediaman: 4:47pm On Jan 11, 2022
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by yomi007k(m): 6:24pm On Jan 11, 2022
missimelda01:
Cocaine? Bournvita? I'm still trying to find the relationship

But Op have you tried going to a rehab facility?

The relationship is bournvita contains cocoa and sugar which gives stimulant effects just like cocaine.

He truly needs therapy. I hope he is strong enough to fight.

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Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Ayanwukoma: 9:05am On Jan 16, 2022
I feel cold even when they is heat.

I need just 2 direct.
I can't take this no more
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by socialmediaman: 9:22am On Jan 16, 2022
If you take Bourn Vita a lot don’t forget to monitor your sugar level especially if you’re not athlete-level active daily
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Ayanwukoma: 9:30am On Jan 16, 2022
15 days without crack cocaine in my system....like am dieing.
the urge keeps on building.

mood swings.....


I need just a heat.... fûck it.

but I don't want to.


how do I fight this battle
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Redomi(m): 4:15pm On Jan 18, 2022
Banku iis killing almost all the guys here
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by thorpido(m): 4:19pm On Jan 18, 2022
Keep at it.The storm will be over.
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Richy4(m): 4:36pm On Jan 18, 2022
Congratulations buddy... U have jumped the first hurdle which was admitting that there's a problem... A lot of people that were struggling with it hardly do that...
Secondly, u were on your own searching for an alternative which shows that you were truly serious about it..

A permanent remedy to that could be a rehabilitation... I don't even know if Nigeria basically got such facility....
Honestly, I am proud of you buddy cool

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Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Kobojunkie: 4:41pm On Jan 18, 2022
Asquare84:
Why don't you meet a pastor for prayer and deliverance.
A pastor? Why not send him straight to a babalawo instead? undecided
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by fineboynl(m): 6:12pm On Jan 18, 2022
You can do it through cutting it down. Not abruptly stop it like that.

Example if you take it every day skip one one days, after it because normal you can skip 3 or 4 days. So on and do forth

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Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by gfon(m): 9:11pm On Jan 18, 2022
Asquare84:
Why don't you meet a pastor for prayer and deliverance.
how do you guys reason atimes? Dem use religion swear for una?? Person need therapy,you talking of pastor.If you cum in 2minutes,i know you would call your pastor for prayers.
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Nozino: 11:06pm On Jan 18, 2022
Ayanwukoma:
I just finally realized drinking bournvita can quench my urge.


on my my second cup of hot tea this afternoon.



seriously am trying.




the urge is still there, but as soon as I take the tea it reduces slightly to the minimal but as hours goes on it comes back telling me to go get some.



I need to change my life....I need to Take control of my life.



I drink bournvita tea 5 times in a day because of my crack cocaine addiction.

llq


I know this storm will be over.



The storm is almost over brother!!! A friendly advice; cut off your supplier. Reduce contact with friends who do crack. Enjoy yourself. Don’t stay indoors doing nothing if you aren’t an indoor person. Go out to the movies, pools, go for walks in the evenings or just drive round town. If you ever want to chat, email me.
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Ayanwukoma: 6:08pm On Jan 19, 2022
all my body hot.


inside my head hot



but my feet cold


am shaking....am shivering.



This is so addicted to my system... telling me I need to refill it.

but I don't want to.


lord please let me hold on



18 days... going

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Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Mineisgrace(f): 7:55pm On Jan 19, 2022
Cocoa is a non addictive. So it can kill addiction of hard drugs. ..good luck on your journey op

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Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Foodqueen(f): 9:42pm On Jan 19, 2022
Keep it up

Best wishes
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Neddstark: 12:27am On Jan 20, 2022
Wishing you the best. I will like to advise you to follow up this battle with God. If you go to church more actively that would be great. I dont mean every Sunday. I mean every freaking weekly service. Infact do a church programme. You need spiritual strength on this. This is how my friend won this same battle. I believe you can too. You just need to get to day 40 and you will be okay.

God enable you.

Seun, Lalasticlala, this is worth front page. More support could really help this bros. Addiction is real.
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by irijuola: 1:06am On Jan 20, 2022
Be strong. I know it’s not an easy task but you can do it. Just keep on moving. I suggest you take up some hobbies like chess, learning a new language, etc
Whenever you feel like giving up, I pray that God will always renew your strength
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Nobody: 12:19pm On Jan 20, 2022
Asquare84:
Why don't you meet a pastor for prayer and deliverance.

You deserve to be a monkey stranded deep in the Amazon jungle.
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Nobody: 12:23pm On Jan 20, 2022
Someone who has never struggled with addiction will never understand op's predicament. If you need someone to talk to, I'm only a dm away.
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by emmanuelbrown26: 2:52pm On Jan 20, 2022
Uyi168:
.
he needs a therapist.
not a pastor!

how do you people even reason seff
DONT MIND ALL THESE ShEEP

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Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Kennyliga112: 4:22pm On Jan 20, 2022
Ayanwukoma:
all my body hot.


inside my head hot



but my feet cold


am shaking....am shivering.



This is so addicted to my system... telling me I need to refill it.

but I don't want to.


lord please let me hold on



18 days... going
Please hold on ,you will be free soon
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Ayanwukoma: 5:11pm On Feb 08, 2022
Sorry I relapsed.
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Ayanwukoma: 5:12pm On Feb 08, 2022
5 days and counting
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Ayanwukoma: 5:12pm On Feb 08, 2022
I just couldn't hold on again last week


I had to
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Ayanwukoma: 5:12pm On Feb 08, 2022
But have been clean for 5 days now.
Re: Diary of my Crack Cocaine Addiction by Ayanwukoma: 5:14pm On Feb 08, 2022
I relapsed because my bournvita finished...


Even till now I can't even buy it.




I need tea ALWAYS....to calm my urge.



Little money I had, should have saved it for the bournvita, instead I went to get one 5 days back

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