I really want to do better but all the odds are against me, i am gravely isolated.

I am painstakingly trying to stay afloat and stay alive but like i said nothing is working and the hope that has kept me awake is already getting dimmer, with uncertainties.

I pray help and succour comes my way before i finally give in to DEPRESSION that is seeping through and ravaging my disturbed soul.

Someone with genuine empathy should come through for me . 2ndchancey@gmail.com.
Like THE GAME quipped in 'POT OF GOLD' Ft C.B. 'Its a Cold world, everybody needs a Hug'

INTENTLYINTENSE:
I am hopeful someone will give me a listening ear, preferably a therapist, psychologist, wellness expert or a spirit filled counsellor and Pastor. I am at a crossroad and rock bottom due to my errors, indiscretion and bad judgement over the years and truth is i have mismanaged my potentials and goodwill.

I have to admit that i am on a steepy, downward slope and i am tired already. I don't want to self-destruct from my past, which was characterized by drinking, smoking different variants of high grade weed, such as loud, colorado and arizona: though at first it appeared i have the capacity and mental strength to handle the intake, so long it is not ciggarette, but what i did not know is that i was getting derailed despite the fact that i bagged a good degree from a reputable instituition.

That kind of lifestyle only endeared me to unscrupulous elements like internet fraudsters, cultists and people with all sorts of vices. I am tired and overwhelmed because i realized the road leads nowhere.

I am getting depressed by the day, losing my steam and scared of what tomorrow holds. I have no job despite bagging a professional degree and certification and no one to come to my succour for more than a decade after graduation.

I have been sober from drinking and smoking substance since the beginning of the year and i feel some relief in my body system and gaining my sanity.

I am very vulnerable now that i don't have a job , a trade or anything doing and in fact i have no one to confide in. I am scared of returning to a lifestyle that might finally ruin me.

I need a lifeline good people. 2ndchancey@gmail.com

how old are you and where do you stay?

IceColdVeins:
how old are you and where do you stay?

34 , Osun state

I'm sorry the kind of help I can render is location bound.
You seem too far away.

INTENTLYINTENSE:


34 , Osun state

IceColdVeins:
I'm sorry the kind of help I can render is location bound.
You seem too far away.

Oh, thanks anyway