It took me days to let go, but I will let go

You are wondering why?

I calculate and foresee great dangers ahead.

We both know we are the perfect fit,

We both know the pleasures ahead,

But you see yourself in the eyes of your friend.



I have never been this expressive

I took the risk and it payed off,  So I can be poetic too.

I don't think you know me yet and I am not willing to show you.

You said you wanted to love and be loved right back,

I was going to give you that.

Your indecisiveness in a relationship makes you imitate what others do.

This is the real world, they might just be acting, but I will rather show you.



I will go back to being me but I won’t return to my comfort zone.

I will take risk and challenges because that's what life is all about.

I have a secret, I am not as tough as I play out to be but I'm as soft that I don't want to be taken advantage of.

So I wear a mask and everyone seeks refuge under my umbrella

I seek refuge too but I express it with my user name.



I front that’s because you are fond of getting what you want, even in my weakness lies a stint of pride

I am your confidant, thank you for telling me so many deep things. I didn’t tell you deep things because a defeated lady has no hiding place.

We flirt, we say everything about life.

We laugh at each others jokes but you just want so much at the same time.

I wanted so much too but got my fingers burnt once. That singular act was good enough for me



You need to see the world with your own eyes.

You are not perfect but want perfection,

I am realistic and want a realist but if I get perfection then I earned it.

You are perfect enough for me that was why I never judged your escapades.

I was just honored that u trusted me enough to share.

You don’t know much about me because I have been listening to you.

Some of your explanations about games, I’ve written on here before.

I got you going from class to adapting, you now use words like Igwe and speak pidgin english once in a while on Nland.

I also got you listening to seal all day.

You like R&B, soul music now. I like music in general because of my name.



Even with my farewell, I’m still smiling,

That’s to show your worth.

But I will never ever change who I am to please no one.

I wish my weakness was senseless so that I can be who you want

I never asked for more because I am just fine with the way you are, thank you!

Now you will never find out my recipes,

But its life so we are still in it.



I know you would want to discuss this but I never go back on my words.

You still owe me that fish stew,

only now you get to cook it with your clothes on unlike what we imagined.

I was going to get us to act my fantasy together but I will just change the player, the story is still the same.


Damn good byes are so hard, just remembered you keep fit a lot.

I’m fit too, so I will just steer at caramel six packs at the gym.

Breakfast in bed, victoria secret on the beach, massage,

All we planned to have in 6 months time is no more again.

Wish it was you because you are everything I want

But I will always be a realist first before my heart

So I let you go

Wow I finally said it, it wasn’t so hard

190_@ i tink this is your latest baby

Interesting. Who could be this lover?

190_@:


huh

190,

I refuse to laugh abeg this is some serious matters of the heart. I'm letting go of something good.

Pls put a name to this lover.is it MMM,Mr cork,190,sexkillz?we wnt a name ooh

you write good poetry but what's with the suspense.

hope it's not that small boy matani.

Ooooh cuddlemii, you make it sound so final. . . . .

The look of your face can be replicated in the lines u have posted, love sometimes is never enough to carry any relationship through, sometimes walking away gives u inner strength, realizing when to walk away for Just reasons in a relationship is the epitome of love, it helps avoid regrets. Cuddlemii would be fine, ur discerning intelligence and allure would surely lead you to the right person.

Do people always have to let go?
this made me cry,cause i felt like it was referring to me.

iyatrustee:

190_@ i tink this is your latest baby

Iyatrustee,

rokiatu:

Interesting. Who could be this lover?

I will like to respect his privacy for now. Later I can/maybe spill. Lets see how it goes.

Cuteobi:

Pls put a name to this lover.is it MMM,Mr cork,190,sexkillz?we wnt a name ooh

None of the above.

tpia@:

you write good poetry but what's with the suspense.

hope it's not that small boy matani.

I will put all these up for him, No. abeg dont let him come and spark here oh for calling him that.

sista-jay:

Ooooh cuddlemii, you make it sound so final. . . . .  

It is so final. He makes mad sense, I won't lie. But he bases his judgment based on peoples experiences and ideologies. I can't be who I am not. He doesn't understand me, he thinks im some tough babe or something. i don't even know how to explain abeg. This what happens when Im trying to tell him who I am, I end up not passing any reasonable message across. He has that effect.

Roland17:

The look of your face can be replicated in the lines u have posted, love sometimes is never enough to carry any relationship through, sometimes walking away gives u inner strength, realizing when to walk away for Just reasons in a relationship is the epitome of love, it helps avoid regrets. Cuddlemii would be fine, your discerning intelligence and allure would surely lead you to the right person.

Thanx boo. Ur words are always soothing. Its was just about to kick off, like the starting stage. He wants perfection. He doesn't comment here but the education section. But he reads my posts and other posts in general. He got me writing poetry and inspired me to come to the Romance section.

Cuddlemii if u wer dat bold to hav him as ur lover,u shud be bold enuf to say,'NAME,i no longer want u.lets help u wash ur hands off him.

Cuddlemii:

Thanx boo. your words are always soothing. Its was just about to kick off, like the starting stage. He wants perfection. He doesn't comment here but the education section. But he reads my posts and other posts in general. He got me writing poetry and inspired me to come to the Romance section.

I do hope this dude isn't Prof. Ola. . . .I've got my eyes on him already. J/K

Cuddlemii:

It is so final. He makes mad sense, I won't lie. But he bases his judgment based on peoples experiences and ideologies. I can't be who I am not. He doesn't understand me, he thinks im some tough babe or something. i don't even know how to explain abeg. This what happens when Im trying to tell him who I am, I end up not passing any reasonable message across. He has that effect.

Now, I'm curious.

smh @ hypocrites .

cuddlemii

i told u i have alot of GF's,

still u went so far.

Ok i will nyash u and leave,
4 u 2 be happy so u can leave me alone.

M M M:

cuddlemii

i told u i have alot of GF's,

still u went so far.

Ok i will nyash u and leave,
4 u 2 be happy so u can leave me alone.

I wish you can just sshh,sometimes.

Cuteobi:

Pls put a name to this lover.is it MMM,Mr cork,190,sexkillz?we wnt a name ooh

sorry am not single,

is 2 late 4 her.

Goldieluks:






I wish you can just sshh,sometimes.

ok,

i will do dat when u nyash me sorry kiss me.

Cuteobi:

Cuddlemii if u wer dat bold to hav him as your lover,u shud be bold enuf to say,'NAME,i no longer want u.lets help u wash your hands off him.

We have not gotten to that stage abeg. We were about to but he has his rules and I have mine. So I dont want to commit myself to a fake life.

@27naira

This is not about heartbreak. Its about you want something, something turns you on, something makes sense, something has a close connection to you but something is going to be a dictator and you is a stubborn person. cant work out. Understand!

Cuteobi:

What do you want to know apart from his name?

Cuddlemii:

We have not gotten to that stage abeg. We were about to but he has his rules and I have mine. So I dont want to commit myself to a fake life.

Just curious for a name.lets get to know this dictator on NL.Since u dont wanna give him up,hav a heart to heart chat with him and let him know hes tryin to  turn u into who ur not.

M M M:

ok,

i will do dat when u nyash me sorry kiss me.

dirty dirty peeg.

Goldieluks:






dirty dirty peeg.

GF of dirty dirty peeg is what

I hope it isn't who I think it is cause I almost fell for this same trap. Anyway ndo my sister!

One man's misfortune is another man's fortune

Jackieugo:

I hope it isn't who I think it is cause I almost fell for this same trap. Anyway ndo my sister!

lolz babes u r funny. he is not who u think he is. dis one is 6 feet plus, nice ripped body, caramel, brain box, sexy romantic hot. no need 4 ndo. i am good. we have not gone deep. no biggy!

Connoisseur:

One man's misfortune is another man's fortune

hmmm. people are taking this thing more serious than I thot. but it makes it more interesting though

cuddle!