Since childhood, I've had the habit of noticing every single little occurrence around me.
I process everything, right from words when I hear them and I tend to think a lot over little things, one advantage I have had is my ability to make right decisions most times.
I am the kind of person that you can be talking to and I may not even be hearing you (I may be randomly thinking about solving bug in my codes, a recent tragic incident or just any random thought that may come up).
This has made people think I am too dull or boring to be with, so I tend to stay alone more recently. It is not affecting my academic grades at all, as I am just an average student. Sometimes I get lost in class too, right from primary school, I even get embarrassed by teachers at times when they are teaching, and I'd just be there staring not focused on whatever is being taught. I tend to be very quiet and I hate noise, I love making peace too which makes people see me as a weakling, but I don't care.
The only time I can say I truly I enjoyed blank, thoughtless peace was when I was surgically operated on, lasted for more than 8hrs…
I don't know, I've not met anyone experiencing this before and I know it can't be only me.
Thing is, I want to know if I should visit a therapist, or it's totally normal?

You might be struggling with after effects of childhood trauma. This might help you decide whether you need professional help


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjG7yR_k3wQ

Thank me later

Start drinking or smoking weed.