YcBeat: I wish i jst make this much awaited wealth lyk right nw atleast just to get this genuine 'fake' love from pple and siblings.....but it never going to happen!!! Im kelvin...ycbeat my id rationalyf my password.........thank you

YcBeat: U lot might call me stupid bt as im writing these, have got nothing in my heart bt pains and hatred to all these people i mentioned here... i want to thank my ex who left me for a much richer guy and her randy mother who always talk me down.....my mom who never liked me, my siblings who always pick fights with me.....and leaving me forlornly to suffer with my thought......thank you God for never being there, never blessing me with riches, thank you for bringing me to these bias world where some are very rich, while other are super poor.....thank u for not answering my prayers.....hope u don't judge me wrongly after i cross over......thank u seun thank you nairalanders.........BYE

YcBeat: MODS PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR AND MOVE THIS TOPIC TO THE FRONT PAGE CAUSE I NEED PROMPT ANS.THANKS.
My name is .....................(that is nt the issue here) the issue is that 'I AM VERY POOR' and its not that im lazy, cuz im not! But it seems that all my hustles are nothing but struggles.. I have read so many financial books yet no changes, i know so much about PERSEVERANCE but im so tired cuz 90% of my everyday life is fustration,sadness,pain......e.t.c........HOW DID YOU MAKE IT IN LIFE PLEASE TELL ME? Im willing to work as long as third mainland bridge if i see the reward of what im working for....so my fellow nairalanders HOW DID YOU MAKE IT?

FOLYKAZE: Winners dont quit man. When you run a race and fall, stand on your feet again and continue the race. Life is not always smooth as you think.

Everyone here have stories and experience the tragedy of life but just in different degrees. There are much I have experienced that make me cry, I find many reasons to push on and make myself happy mere by encouraging myself that I will make it. Taking your life is like surrendering to the storm.....while you will be sweep away like a dust. Why cant you add up some strengths and achieve something. Just get yourself into something that would make you happy.

I share a room with a friend after been sent out for been an atheist. My lovely family turned their back at me. I spent four years in the university but dropped out when the financial hammer cant hit my back again. Most of my friends are now my worst enemy. Some I cant face again because of shame. But I have to move on with life. I have to struggle in the street for survival. I have to revolve round what is fun and could make me happy. Happiness like I was told make person more healthier and stronger. So what I did and love doing is reading. I fitted into depression and lone state. Since I cant make some cash for books, I subscribe 5mb with ₦5 everyday which I use whenever I want to read some stuff online or get connected with internet friends. This is folykaze moving from physical world to internet. My addiction for internet arose from here. I have to do petty jobs in a prostitute hotel before I can feed myself. Yoruba people said 'ti ebi ba ti kuro nishe, Ishe buse' meaning if feeding can be reach in impoverish condition, then the condition is covered.

So why would you want to end it here? I would appreciate it if you can create oppourtunity for yourself rather than taking path through eternal escape route which is suicide. You can make it.....more better than you ever dreamt. Suicide is not removing the problem here, it will only terminate everything about you. You are a MAN....FACE WHAT BEFORE. Be happy and focus. Pls if you need a friend, I promise to be there with you. Just dont commit suicide.....you will make it.

Tgirl4real:

Nice hearing something like this from you Folykaze.

Happy new Year.

YcBeat: I felt relieved when i was with a friend today after tryin to drink methadone capsules mixed with alcohol but i couldn't, it was really hard for me to take my own life....have realised that anytime im lonely i get really depressed and i wish to do something drastic....im okay now, its just that i get this awkward feeling occasionally when im alone to commit suicide.....pls nairalanders help me!!! Im really depressed...

YcBeat: I felt relieved when i was with a friend today after tryin to drink methadone capsules mixed with alcohol but i couldn't, it was really hard for me to take my own life....have realised that anytime im lonely i get really depressed and i wish to do something drastic....im okay now, its just that i get this awkward feeling occasionally when im alone to commit suicide.....pls nairalanders help me!!! Im really depressed...

lomomike:

I'm glad u felt relieved, I trust you will come out of that depression and become a stronger person I also see you becoming that man you've always dreamt and wished to be. Just don't lose faith in God and your life. Keep hanging out with positibe minded friends and optimistic people.
I'd keep praying for you
I love you and I need you to be alive and great!

adavize:

Yc. the Action of committing suicide is a mental issue. I am not saying you are mad. read more on suicide on wiki pedia . but I think it's best you talk to a psychiatrist in a govt hospital so you will be helped. personally my advice is that this is a new year. bee hopeful, keep been hardworking be as prayerful as you have always been. this year will be better.

YcBeat: I felt relieved when i was with a friend today after tryin to drink methadone capsules mixed with alcohol but i couldn't, it was really hard for me to take my own life....have realised that anytime im lonely i get really depressed and i wish to do something drastic....im okay now, its just that i get this awkward feeling occasionally when im alone to commit suicide.....pls nairalanders help me!!! Im really depressed...

rapture_ready:

Have you had yourself checked out for any of the psychological disorders? you know, bipolar and all that. You may need treatment for clinical depression.

So sorry.

YcBeat: Wish i had Ahzheimer disease.......just to forget everything

DrummaBoy:

I am grateful to God that you are still alive.

When there is life there is hope.

First, I think you should edit that post where you put your real name and password; so you still have your access to this forum yourself and not having people come as you when you could be dead!

Next, I request you tell us what state of this nation you live. Nairaland is a large community and we could get one of us visit you. If you live in Ibadan, I can visit you in an hour. lol!

Next, let us know your educational qualification. Your experitse. A summary of your CV, etc. You will be suprised there is someone ready to give you a job straight away.

And lastly, as you get on your feet I will also recommend seeing a therapist to help you coordinate your thinking. If you have entered the suicide mode before, there is nothing stopping you from entering it again. You need someone to talk to and I am sure you can get it free of charge. And if you are a christian there are hundreds of us on the religious section that can help counsel you in Christ.

Let me know your take on all this!

Vessi: Dude, I am living a worse life, why d'u wanna go before me?

You want to kill yourself because you're poor?

...because your girlfriend left you for a richer guy?

...because your mom and siblings detest you?


My brother, if you've100 reasons to kill yourself, please think of the 2 reasons why you shouldn't:
1. After suicide experience
2. You will still make it.


Please sir, don't give up at the point of your breakthrough.
Even if you make $100m a month, a greedy woman would still dump you for a richer man who makes the same amount in a day.

Stand up to your feet. Do not allow anyone PITY you. Pity & emotional gibberish without Help will cause more havoc.

If you cannot find happiness/joy in times of lack, trust me, you can't get it with MONEY. Discover the happiness within; change negative folks, stay away from competition (We came to the world separately, and we'll die differently) so don't hustle to impress anyone NOT even your mom.

Above all, move closer to your creator. Join a vision inspired organization, a fellowship/church or a place of worship.

All these will change your thoughts about life. Lack of money doesn't kill; it is the thought of it. Fasting doesn't kill, you know? But starvation kills...
In the case of fasting, you're determined to get to a destination even though the belly is empty.

While you're making more efforts and praying, please accept the FASTING principle, not the STARVATION.

If you kill yourself, remember you're not only killing ONE person BUT Generations, comprising of your beautiful children, grandchildren and those whose destinies are attached to you directly and indirectly.


These are my thoughts and words for you, bro...



(wey my cv again, hustle continua...)