Amongst two things, I love the first one and want it, the second one I despise and don't want, do you know the one I end up getting?
Your guess is as good as mine. THE SECOND ONE. This has become a worrying trend. That I now start cheating nature or which ever devil's are following me about. I tend to get the opposite of what I truly desire, when I wanted to work, very eager to get a job, none came, the moment I abandoned the idea and tried entrepreneurship, I had multiple job offers, I was journeying from one organisation to another turning down jobs and feeling like a don (beautiful 2006). Today I look at my existence and realise 80%of what I own and do are things I hated and didn't want.

80% of my female admirers are yansh less and they chase me about, while the big booty ones i personaly like, loathe me for no goddam reason

I am at a job I truly loathe doing, if I attend an interview for another of this same job, I will nail it even if I perform poorly or wore my underwear to the venue, give me a million dollar suit on my good brain day and I won't cross the first stage of a job I really will love.

I drive a car I truly loathe, the one I loved gave me so much problems that the day she caught fire, I fought off everybody who ran to help with their extinguishers, I warned them off and watched her burn, just as she has burnt my self esteem many times, so am left with the foolish Nissan I hate.

I live in a town I hate, the towns I love seems to have rejected me, even a maiguard job there to enable me finally live there and be happy eludes me, leaving me to a messed up environment filled with ugly women and boredom with a decent income I can't spend on my happiness

Etc. Too numerous to mention, I am tempted to stop fighting the direction of the wave but decieve it, I think I need to start liking flat yansh ladies with big boobs since the universe will auto reverse please me by granting me the opposite, which I secretly like. I need to do thar with my job and everything too, hopefully the universe will be decieved to grant me the opposite without knowing it's just been played.

Am I just ungrateful and paranoid?

OP please just hate the fact that I'll be richer than Dangote in 10 years









#Adonis3

HA
you need deliverance

that happened to me sometime ago, it stopped wen I didn't pay attention to it anymore, maybe u should try that too

Idydarling:
that happened to me sometime ago, it stopped wen I didn't pay attention to it anymore, maybe u should try that too

seriously? It stopped just like that. I wish it does. Am tired of things I don't want while I watch things I want pass me by

misspicy:
HA

you need deliverance

deliverance ke. Well maybe

Yes sir u do have a reverse or side wards destiny . Seriously u need to pray more & allow God direct u always, don't just rush into decisions.

Eddygourdo:
seriously? It stopped just like that. I wish it does. Am tired of things I don't want while I watch things I want pass me by

just try paying less attention, it might be a psychological interference of the mind

As soon as you stop wanting something, you get it.

op just forget about everything ,live your life like u don't care or need anything and everything will fall into place

Somehow I believe everything happens for a reason. There is probably a "blessing" somewhere that you would miss if all went the way u want it to. You are being prepped for something..


Just my tot.. I get that feeling sometimes and Iv seen things that I'd av missed out on if everything had gone the way I wanted..

LMAO!! Funny piece

Bosville:
As soon as you stop wanting
something, you get it.

exactly, common occurrence? Maybe I need to stop wanting money maybe I will get it, most times once I throw tantrums and threaten suicide, something good happens immediately

Creamish:
Somehow I believe everything happens for a reason. There is probably a "blessing" somewhere that you would miss if all went the way u want it to. You are being prepped for something..


Just my tot.. I get that feeling sometimes and Iv seen things that I'd av missed out on if everything had gone the way I wanted..

I wanna believe you, I wish it all for a better purpose, else it will hurt so much that I never was truly happy, always getting things I didn't want while things I want for no reason, just never wanted me. Very very hurt right now

cruzita:
op just forget about everything ,live your life like u don't care or need anything and everything will fall into place

I try to do exactly that, then one morning I wake up feeling today is a good day, I go out and have the worst possible day, I come back home almost amidst tears, I wake up the next day hoping to continue my bad day from yesterday, then I have the best day of the week, am really complaining cos it seems life wants me sad, angry and non expectant, that's the only time it goes in my favour

Mjshexy:
Yes sir u do have a reverse or side wards destiny . Seriously u need to pray more & allow God direct u always, don't just rush into decisions.

maybe cos I am not a very churchy person, dats why I don't know Wat God sounds like, well I will take what I get as what God wants me to get, just afraid that I might get to the end of my life and I never experienced true happiness, rather just opposites of things I wanted.

Go and read 'The secret of the ages' by Robert Collier.

Eddygourdo:
maybe cos I am not a very churchy person, dats why I don't know Wat God sounds like, well I will take what I get as what God wants me to get, just afraid that I might get to the end of my life and I never experienced true happiness, rather just opposites of things I wanted.

Oh i see! Life doesn't give us wat we desire at times because it may end up destroying or harming us, we may never understand but God knows best. I wish u can give God a chance, His ways are the best. I wish u all the best bro