im gonna use myself as an example. you see, socipaths are everyday people, its not written on their foreheads. a sociopath lacks emotions. i am so dark in my heart i dont feel anything..ever. i lack normal human connections and emotions. i wonder how i will marry, cuz that girl may kill herself after a while. i have no real personality, i just chameleonize my way through everything. if u meet me, i swear u will fall inlove with me at first sight. im very very goodlooking, forget photos i even look better in person. im the kinda guy everybody stares at, my face is hard to ignore i bet u. if u say hi to me, i can be so warm, funny and cool. u would think "wow i love this guy" people even compare me to 2face idibia. but im really a sociopath and i dont date cuz i pity the girls so much, i dont wanna scar them for life. the only girl i tried it with today hates boys cuz of me and she advices everyone to stay away from me. so before u start crushing on a guy pls try and read between the lines.

ayotrey:
im gonna use myself as an example. you see, socipaths are everyday people, its not written on their foreheads. a sociopath lacks emotions. i am so dark in my heart i dont feel anything..ever. i lack normal human connections and emotions. i wonder how i will marry, cuz that girl may kill herself after a while. i have no real personality, i just chameleonize my way through everything. if u meet me, i swear u will fall inlove with me at first sight. im very very goodlooking, forget photos i even look better in person. im the kinda guy everybody stares at, my face is hard to ignore i bet u. if u say hi to me, i can be so warm, funny and cool. u would think "wow i love this guy" people even compare me to 2face idibia. but im really a sociopath and i dont date cuz i pity the girls so much, i dont wanna scar them for life. the only girl i tried it with today hates boys cuz of me and she advices everyone to stay away from me. so before u start crushing on a guy pls try and read between the lines.

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What's the name of the movie/novel?

trust nigerians not to take this seriously. i only pity for all the girls lives i will ruin. at least God u know i came here and poured my heart out.

When it comes to personal issues on NL, I don't usually comment, but yours is just ........WOW.....

First is acknowledgement, at least you know you have a problem, that's wonderful, now stop telling us, FIX it.
Second is deliverance, I don't know how it works, I don't know where or who does it better, but I've heard stories.

But I personally think you have a long way to go, stop freaking being proud of it, I think you may be under a curse.

Hey, I know u have a struggle which no one can ever imagine. U know exactly what u re saying and I believe you sincerely. Even when u try, it doesn't just work out cos u lack emotion which could be as a result of repression at a younger age and u ve grown with it. So it sure gonna take a whole lot of time for you to be able to get over it and even then, u will have to keep working on it. As far as u re alive, it's a struggle u have to deal with. I know u wish it didn't happen to you Apparently, u re self absorbed, to cure that u will have to start doing things for people ... Develop that habit. It will be hard for you but I tell you, once u start, u will get used to it and it will become a part of you..when u do sth for someone, the satisfaction u will get will start to build up connections and feelings inside. It won't be spontaneous, just gradually. I understand though not exactly how u feel. There re processes u will have to go through to help urself so u won't end up depressed, confused and burned up with anger..... Incase u want to talk, PM....