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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by finalboss(m): 11:26pm On Sep 06, 2016
dryyansh1:
Since when Ive noticed you, you've only typed sensibly once sad A Lil kind word can do wonders sometime. I won't blame you though, you can't give what you don't have. Sometimes upbringing matters.
i love the piece
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Akanbibabatunde(m): 11:27pm On Sep 06, 2016
Y not just go use yourself for ritual... Very painless the moment dem carry calabash put for your head... That way, u yo dey useful
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Nobody: 11:28pm On Sep 06, 2016
dryyansh1:
Since when Ive noticed you, you've only typed sensibly once sad A Lil kind word can do wonders sometime. I won't blame you though, you can't give what you don't have. Sometimes upbringing matters.
you don't know me at all grin
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by dryyansh1(m): 11:34pm On Sep 06, 2016
tiredsoul:
Failure.
Failed relationship.
Hardship.
Depression.
Just getting it wrong all the time.

Those are just few of many issues in my life. People see me and maybe even envy my life but they don't know I don't have one ounce of happiness. If there is any form of joy in my life, am sure it doesn't last 1 hour.

The other day, I locked my room and tied a rope to the ceiling, I just couldn't do it, I don't know what's holding me back, maybe my mother's prayer. I tried suffocating myself, it doesn't work. I just wish I can get something quick and quiet that could kill me from my sleep. Life is not worth living anymore.

The other day, I read about a guy jumping from a roof, he escaped death, that would be worst. I don't want that.

Please, what could be wrong with me? Am losing it, am literally a walking ghost. And I can't tell anyone. Is there a quick and painless way to die.?
My Gee, do you have a Ma? Does she deserve to cry over you? Think about what would happen to her when you are gone, sad and deverstated. What you have to do is man up nigga. So many people have thought of suicide, they just realise it ain't the way. That's cowardice. It can only get better bro. God is your strength
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by dryyansh1(m): 11:37pm On Sep 06, 2016
CrazyQuinn:
you don't know me at all grin
And the idiota is even smiling. You obviously don't know the weight of your words. Such a kid

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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Nobody: 11:43pm On Sep 06, 2016
dryyansh1:
And the idiota is even smiling. You obviously don't know the weight of your words. Such a kid
I don't take anything about NL seriously, NL is not reality, so I can do or say as I please grin grin tongue ....now if you can excuse me, I have no time for serious people tongue grin

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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by dryyansh1(m): 11:44pm On Sep 06, 2016
yemsai:
Y dear? Pls dnt do dat...life is meant 2 b enjoyed...there are many people out there facing worst things dan u nd dey still learn to live with it...killing ursef is nt d solution to d problem..pls drop ur bbm pin if u hav one
You never ask for my bbm pin since these days o. Maybe I should post that I wanna commit suicide also grin
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by dryyansh1(m): 11:48pm On Sep 06, 2016
CrazyQuinn:
I don't take anything about NL seriously, NL is not reality, so I can do or say as I please grin grin tongue ....now if you can excuse me, I have no time for serious people tongue grin
It takes a mature mind to know that what they do or write online can affect the lifes of others. Like I said, you just a kid with access to the Internet.

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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Nobody: 11:50pm On Sep 06, 2016
dryyansh1:
It takes a mature mind to know that what they do or write online can affect the lifes of others. Like I said, you just a kid with access to the Internet.
too bad grin tongue
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by dryyansh1(m): 11:54pm On Sep 06, 2016
CrazyQuinn:
too bad grin tongue

Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by officialmcfresh1(m): 11:55pm On Sep 06, 2016
I have been observing your advice to folk in distress and you sound really inhuman, are you really sure you're OK? You need serious help.

You advised a girl to commit abortion and now you're telling a guy how to commit suicide? May God have mercy on you.

CrazyQuinn:
Carbon monoxide is one of the most highly toxic gasses, which can cause some serious health problems or even death pretty easily. It is dangerous because it does not have any odor taste or color and it is not even noticeable during the initial stage, which is why a person moves closer to death and does not even realize it. When carbon monoxide enters the body it mixes with hemoglobin, which eventually forms carboxyhemoglobin. When it is formed it stops the oxygen and hemoglobin from binding with each other resulting in hypoxia. This brings down the capacity of blood to carry oxygen a great deal.

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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Nobody: 11:57pm On Sep 06, 2016
grin I know already, you don't have to tell me grin cheesy thanks for the compliments tho I really appreciate it kiss [quote author=dryyansh1 post=49138330][/quote]
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Nobody: 11:59pm On Sep 06, 2016
officialmcfresh1:

I have been observing your advice to folk in distress and you sound really inhuman, are you really sure you're OK? You need serious help.

You advised a girl to commit abortion and now you're telling a guy how to commit suicide? May God have mercy on you.

but I'm human, I'm jut flawed that's all cheesy grin I think I really need help cry cheesy
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Oluwalosheleyi(m): 12:12am On Sep 07, 2016
tiredsoul:


I try to tell myself it will get better. It usually does after some time but it gets bad again. There is no peace in all these. What's the whole point of living? Too much pain cry
The only way to overcome this negativity is by countering it with positivity;do acts of kindness always and accept the suffering as your cross,immerse your self in the word of God and dedicate yourself to the ministry of God.Let happiness be your goal,and always know that true happiness is not gained from worldly pleasures but a sense of spiritual fulfilment.dont kill yourself please,you can save many lives,THE WORLD NEEDS YOU.

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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Oluwalosheleyi(m): 12:16am On Sep 07, 2016
tiredsoul:


I have tried religion. I gave everything I have to God, why am I still in this mess?
Dont give to God in exchange for physical/material solutions alone,right now what you need is not money or a new relationship,what you need is a heavy steady dose of joy,positivity and happiness.
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Snow5(m): 4:46am On Sep 07, 2016
I am also depressed... But listen..

I was to graduate with a good grade.. According to my intelligence... One thing happened to something... I came out with second class lower.. I am depressed...


My dad have this problem with his kidney issues..and at a time I was really scared of him dying and leaving us behind... I still pray for him everyday... I am depressed..


My immediate elder brother returned from school one sunny morning and stopped taking lectures again.. Never went to school after alota spending... He turned out to be a somehow a psycho... He reads much.. Dats y... He is not producing anything positive in his life now... As I speak... I am depressed....


My eldest brother died last year... And I couldn't hold myself.. I wanted to die too.. He married for about 8months before his death... No child.. No nothing to remember him here on earth... Just his pictures and voice note I do listen to when I needed to hear him speak and smile...... I am depressed...


I rounded up my my university life 2013/2014...and yet no job.. I only work not to earn... I work for free.. But I know someday I will be telling stories of how it is.. Bro I am depressed...


I am not in a relationship as at now... And I am 29yrs old... I don't have a woman I can call my own yet cos no work for hand oo.. I am still doubting if the ladies that are in my life will still stick around a moment more... Bro I am fvcking depressed....



And Hey.... I am a SICKLE CELL PATIENT... struggling with my health.. Issues... Buying drugs up and down with the little money I have just to survive.. I am depressed bro....



I take drugs everyday like I breath... It's my life and I can't change it.. Bro.. I am depressed...





Should I go on counting? Let me end here..


Oya read my story.. Tell me if u still wanna commit suicide if someone like me refuses to commit suicide..... Who are you to commit suicide?


Brace up man... Keep going... It will only get better..

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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Gideonaigbe(m): 5:48am On Sep 07, 2016
plsss get inline with me on WhatsApp 08033023247, or just flash 08096603353
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by LorDBolton(m): 5:52am On Sep 07, 2016
tiredsoul:


Thanks, I can see that am not even fit to be living. If you know a quick and painless way to go, pls let me know.

Oga no death is painless.

But the easiest would be sleeping pills... just take 15tablets and you'll sleep peacefully to wake up no more.

Now get out of romance section!

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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by greatgod2012(f): 6:05am On Sep 07, 2016
Any problem you might be going through is temporary. Suicide is permanent.
Why will you use a permanent solution for temporary situation.

Hold on, it gets better with time!
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Nobody: 8:07am On Sep 07, 2016
Snow5:
I am also depressed... But listen..

I was to graduate with a good grade.. According to my intelligence... One thing happened to something... I came out with second class lower.. I am depressed...


My dad have this problem with his kidney issues..and at a time I was really scared of him dying and leaving us behind... I still pray for him everyday... I am depressed..


My immediate elder brother returned from school one sunny morning and stopped taking lectures again.. Never went to school after alota spending... He turned out to be a somehow a psycho... He reads much.. Dats y... He is not producing anything positive in his life now... As I speak... I am depressed....


My eldest brother died last year... And I couldn't hold myself.. I wanted to die too.. He married for about 8months before his death... No child.. No nothing to remember him here on earth... Just his pictures and voice note I do listen to when I needed to hear him speak and smile...... I am depressed...


I rounded up my my university life 2013/2014...and yet no job.. I only work not to earn... I work for free.. But I know someday I will be telling stories of how it is.. Bro I am depressed...


I am not in a relationship as at now... And I am 29yrs old... I don't have a woman I can call my own yet cos no work for hand oo.. I am still doubting if the ladies that are in my life will still stick around a moment more... Bro I am fvcking depressed....



And Hey.... I am a SICKLE CELL PATIENT... struggling with my health.. Issues... Buying drugs up and down with the little money I have just to survive.. I am depressed bro....



I take drugs everyday like I breath... It's my life and I can't change it.. Bro.. I am depressed...





Should I go on counting? Let me end here..


Oya read my story.. Tell me if u still wanna commit suicide if someone like me refuses to commit suicide..... Who are you to commit suicide?


Brace up man... Keep going... It will only get better..

Bro, your story is very deep. You have been through a lot. I can imagine how you feel.

To be honest with you bro, I have not lost someone very close to me like you did and I don't have a sickle cell like you but for you to type all you typed, you are very strong. Even in your depressed state, you still chose to be positive.

On the other hand, I have a relationship (a failed one), I don't know if it's still qualified to be called a relationship because I am trying to mend it.

I also don't have a real job. I earn peanuts.

I wish there could be a community here in Nigeria for depressed people like it exists in the US. Like a counselling group where people share their own experiences.

I must say that your story has inspired me in a way. Although I still feel down but I feel something deep inside.
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by yemsai(f): 2:26pm On Sep 07, 2016
dryyansh1:
You never ask for my bbm pin since these days o. Maybe I should post that I wanna commit suicide also grin
Waiting for dat post...
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by DeLioncourt: 3:12pm On Sep 07, 2016
tiredsoul:
Failure.
Failed relationship.
Hardship.
Depression.
Just getting it wrong all the time.

Those are just few of many issues in my life. People see me and maybe even envy my life but they don't know I don't have one ounce of happiness. If there is any form of joy in my life, am sure it doesn't last 1 hour.

The other day, I locked my room and tied a rope to the ceiling, I just couldn't do it, I don't know what's holding me back, maybe my mother's prayer. I tried suffocating myself, it doesn't work. I just wish I can get something quick and quiet that could kill me from my sleep. Life is not worth living anymore.

The other day, I read about a guy jumping from a roof, he escaped death, that would be worst. I don't want that.

Please, what could be wrong with me? Am losing it, am literally a walking ghost. And I can't tell anyone. Is there a quick and painless way to die.?

Quick and Painless huh??

Here are a few options you might want to try.
- Jump in front of a dangote truck (they're specialists. you can't survive)
- Hug a nearby transformer. With over 5000volts of raw electricity, you're sure to be toast in a few seconds



- Or Just shut up and quit whining. There are millions of people living in worse conditions than you are in. People in syria thinking of how they'll dodge shells and bullets the next day...people in italy still recovering from the earthquake...people in nepal still recovering...even Nigerians that have faced the scourge of boko haram. you're here complaining about ordinary depression. Depression is like cough to a Nigerian.
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by DeLioncourt: 3:13pm On Sep 07, 2016
Gideonaigbe:
plsss get inline with me on WhatsApp 08033023247, or just flash 08096603353

Are you a professional hitman?? Please i get people wey suppose die like soonest!!!
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by harry2sexy(m): 3:42pm On Sep 07, 2016
Think twice

Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Snow5(m): 7:31pm On Sep 07, 2016
tiredsoul:


Bro, your story is very deep. You have been through a lot. I can imagine how you feel.

To be honest with you bro, I have not lost someone very close to me like you did and I don't have a sickle cell like you but for you to type all you typed, you are very strong. Even in your depressed state, you still chose to be positive.

On the other hand, I have a relationship (a failed one), I don't know if it's still qualified to be called a relationship because I am trying to mend it.

I also don't have a real job. I earn peanuts.

I wish there could be a community here in Nigeria for depressed people like it exists in the US. Like a counselling group where people share their own experiences.

I must say that your story has inspired me in a way. Although I still feel down but I feel something deep inside.
...

Sometimes we win the most.... When we have nothing to loose..


My secrete is this... I live every moment of my life like nothing really matters anymore... But make sure you do the important things that matters most.

Live like you ve got nothing to loose anymore.. Live like you don't care whatever may happen will not shake you(but be cautious of events)..

Pretend like you don't need anything more In this world other than your breath(but strive for the important simplest things)... Act like you don't care...


You will see things differently from the period u were wishing you had a job that pays billions... U had the beautiful of all the ladies on earth.. You had the most romantic story ever that has happened... U had the most expensive car... Don't pay attention to these things again... U will see your depressed state will die gradually... And u will be happy for once... And this things u were wishing u had will come naturally and u won't even take notice that these things were what u were dying for...


But mind you... In all... Make sure you stay alive to make your frnds and family happy.. Jst by seeing u alone...

Don't ever think of suicide again bro... We all gonna die someday... It's the bitter truth.. But at that... Don't hasten the death.... It will surely come naturally.... But before then make sure u are able to leave a true mark of honor by not committing suicide..


Live your life.. And let things flow naturally... Okay?..

And Hey... Don't let the peanut u receiving makes u feel bad.. Try and look past the income... Try to garner experience from the job... And make sure u have experience in it enough... From there... U will find yourself soaring high when another company hires you..

Your relationship? It's all in your hand.. You can choose to let relationship slide away for the moment.... Take a break.. Take a deep breath.. And tell your self what you really want in a relationship... Ad make sure u work towards it.... It will happen the way u planned it...


But in all... Put your trust in God!!!

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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Snow5(m): 7:36pm On Sep 07, 2016
DeLioncourt:


Quick and Painless huh??

Here are a few options you might want to try.
- Jump in front of a dangote truck (they're specialists. you can't survive)
- Hug a nearby transformer. With over 5000volts of raw electricity, you're sure to be toast in a few seconds



- Or Just shut up and quit whining. There are millions of people living in worse conditions than you are in. People in syria thinking of how they'll dodge shells and bullets the next day...people in italy still recovering from the earthquake...people in nepal still recovering...even Nigerians that have faced the scourge of boko haram. you're here complaining about ordinary depression. Depression is like cough to a Nigerian.
... Have you ever been depressed before..??

U have no idea how depressed one can be...

I laugh..
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by greatpablo(m): 8:37pm On Sep 07, 2016
please dont...your condition shouldn't be conculsion...here are 40reasons you shouldn't commit sucide
01. Suicide is final.
Once you take your life, that’s it. You have only one life. End it - and you’re done. You will never, ever get a second chance.
02. That special person.
The one who keeps you strong when nobody else does. The one who stands by you when everyone walks out. Imagine the pain, the sadness, the grief they would feel when you’re gone. Even if you don’t think you have a special person worth living for, you do. You just don’t know it yet.
03. Death won’t relieve the pain.
Killing yourself will NOT be a relief to the suffering. When you’re dead, you’re nothing. You no longer exist. If you want relief from your suffering, you have to choose to live. You have to reach out and find the courage to make tomorrow better than today. Remember, there is light at the end of the tunnel. There is hope and things will get better. You’re a strong person for living and you give me hope.
04. It will get better, I promise.
Remember, even the darkest hour only has 60 minutes. Stop focusing on the negatives, instead, look for the positive things in life. Do you have amazing friends? Are you good at an instrument? Remember, you’re here because a lady cared enough to bring you into this world. So embrace that, with both hands.
05. All the memories, the laughs, the smiles and the hugs.
What if you end up being the one that finds the cure for cancer? Or the one that discovers life on Mars? Or the one that ends up with the most amazing spouse and family? How will you ever know your true potential if you’re not there to experience it. All the people you will never meet, all the lives you won’t touch, all the souls you won’t inspire. The future is a mystery; don’t you want to discover its secrets?
06. Sunrise.
Imagine never seeing bright yellow rays light up the dark sky again. Never feeling the warmth of the sun, never feeling the beauty of way the sky illuminates as it grows brighter and brighter until the whole heavenly expanse is enlightened.
07. Dancing in the rain.
And seeing the rainbow when it stops.
O8. Smiles.
A smile is a curve that sets things straight. Without you, the world will have one less smile.
09. Music is a beautiful creation.
10. Hearing children laughing.
11. You are awesome.
12. Your courage to live inspires me.
13. Look at the children in Africa who are starving. Look at earthquake and tsunami victims who have lost everything. Look at the person next to you. Doesn’t their courage to live, their optimism and their hope inspire you to do the same?
14. Lying beneath the stars at night and hearing crickets sing.
15. Waking up every morning and realising that it’s a new day.
16. Bubble baths.
17. Giving and receiving random compliments from strangers.
18. If you kill yourself, you will hurt so many people. Imagine how much guilt, grief and anguish you will cause your loved ones.
19. Life is beautiful. Make the most of it.
20. Stop thinking about what is wrong with your life and start thinking about the little things that make life great.
21. How will the person who finds you dead feel? Do you really want to put them through that?
22. Singing in the shower.
23. Looking out the window and seeing the gentle breeze sway the trees.
24. Friends.
25. Stay strong. You are special. You are precious. You have still have so much to give.
26. This is your story. Don’t end it so soon. Live it to the max and come out a fighter!
27. The taste of chocolate melting in your mouth.
28. If you kill yourself, you’ll just become another statistic. Choose to live and make a difference in this world.
29. All those words you still haven’t said yet.
30. Feeling the rain on your skin.
31. Fresh baked cookies.
32. Freshly mowed grass.
33. Breathing in, and breathing out.
34. Hearing the beat of your heart.
35. Enjoying the warm summer air.
36. Walking your dog in the crisp evening breeze.
37. Sipping a coffee and reading the morning newspaper.
38. You’re an amazing person. You’ve lived this long. That gives me hope. Remember, every second is precious. Make the most of it.
39. No one deserves to die. You were brought into this world to live. So LIVE!
40. I’m begging you not to. It would break Gods' heart. No one deserves to die. No one.
last bullet==its your loss,after suffering here on earth,you will still go hell and suffer for enternity. “Place your hand over your heart, can you feel it? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason so don’t ever give up.”

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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by tobbie247(m): 8:58pm On Sep 07, 2016
tiredsoul:


Please, what could be wrong with me? Am losing it, am literally a walking ghost. And I can't tell anyone. Is there a quick and painless way to die.?

Your mind is just messing with you. Remember, what you feed grows. You have fed yourself with so much negativity overtime to the extent that negative means normal. Your mind now naturally searches for negativity in everything you do.

You are not your mind or what you think. You are a living being.

I recommend you read these books.

The power of now by Eckhart Tolle
Man's search for meaning by Viktor E. Frankl

A simple google search and you will be free forever.

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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by TrapHedges(m): 9:01pm On Sep 07, 2016
OP let's negotiate don't, watse your miserable life. Let me use you for ritual fam.. I'll give your family 9%.
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by sunnymornin1(m): 9:01pm On Sep 07, 2016
Do u know I sleep on the street and I am still counting, dis is my nine years, my dear life is too funny to miss out of all the actions
Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by tobbie247(m): 9:11pm On Sep 07, 2016
DeLioncourt:



you're here complaining about ordinary depression. Depression is like cough to a Nigerian.

OP, you need to stay clear of people who don't understand you. Depression is not and its never ordinary but it's something you have power over. You will win this.

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Re: Tired Of Life, Want To End It Anytime Soon by Goyim: 9:38pm On Sep 07, 2016
Jarizod:


Listen carefully.. [b]Ending your Life dosent make the pain and suffering go away..its actually just the beginning of your sufferings..
Try to list out the things that make u sad and depressed.. Try to avoid them..See a psychiatrist also or talk to someone that can help
[/b]

So when you're dead, you still feel pain and suffering? Hmmm
Really makes you think.

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