darbeelicous:
...... Lemme pity u
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She's scared to tell her crush she might be in love with him
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At least that's what I got from the half I read

OlufemiAbisola:
Jodha
Lol..... We are close. Very sef..... We are friends so if he wants something else he could just say it

OlufemiAbisola:
Hey guys, I am new here. Won't you welcome me?

lolz..... Oya who is bringing the rope.....
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I'm holding her legs already!

Jodha:


Thanks dearie

Love kpo gi her there.. Just help me and Aderola.. We wanna tie her up

darbeelicous:
lolz..... Oya who is bringing the rope.....
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I'm holding her legs already!

hahaha...... Op name na sorry today, ur own don finish
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@olufemiAbisola, just keep calm, act like nothing's happening if u think it's too sensual, give a little space. If he loves u too he'll ask y but if not, he'll just move on and u can do the same! The worst thing that can happen to a bae is friendzone....... As for telling him u love him, its a big NO for me, don't give him ur mumu button o....

Jodha:


Hold her tight oo

Lefulefu.. What's delaying the rope? ... Do fast biko before she runs..

Jodha:


Hold her tight oo

Lefulefu.. What's delaying the rope? ... Do fast biko before she runs..

Aderola15:


Oya oya, lemme call my Paddie to bring the rope.

Lefulefu please bring rope.

lefulefu:

sorry for the delay ..here it is

lefulefu:

dont worry ..i have tied up op...she's safe now

ToriBlue:
You are in love.



Do you also feel butterflies in your stomach?

OlufemiAbisola:
@Jadoskii , wehdon sir...... Is this how you decieve all dem girls and make them fall for you?

OlufemiAbisola:
@Jadoskii..... Iffa iffa iffa hearl!

OlufemiAbisola:
Lol... Jadoskii ...... U can still buy d Apple juice na.... U then hustle hard for the Iphone7... Iphone7 not ifong o

OlufemiAbisola:
Lol.... Jayson1, these words are my thoughts not copy and paste

ToriBlue:
You are in love.



Do you also feel butterflies in your stomach?

OlufemiAbisola:
Have you ever felt timid when talking to someone you like?

Why am I afraid of asking you questions?
Why do I look forward to talking to you and then become speechless when i get the chance to?
Why do I feel intimidated by you?
Why do I feel so comfortable yet nervous around you?

This is not love, is it? I'm quite the out-spoken type. I always speak my mind,what I feel n how I feel it.
That's one of the things my past lovers and my friends like about me. I always put my feelings, any kind, into words.
But now, it's different. I feel like a fool. Stammering and blabbing like an idiot. I feel too vulnarable when am with him. Weak.
After the pleasantries, I hardly have anything to say because these questions, (too personal questions) i want to ask won't let my brain rest.
Yes, I like him. I don't know if I love him but I do like him alot. We are friends. He never indicate the otherwise. Even though our chat is just like that of lovers. Quite personal and sensual, yet he never made mention of anything too close.
I don't want to raise my hope high too. I just want to enjoy the flirtationship that exist between us. Nothing serious attached. No commitment, no nothing. Just the sweet words and cuddles. That's the exact thing I told myself I want. That I need.
Maybe I'm scared of breaking this tight( tight?) bond between us. Scared of saying or asking something that might spoil everything. I don't want to get too personal. I really don't want to. Like i said, he didn't indicate he wants more.

Now that's the issue!
That's what, exactly, I'm trying to avoid. MORE! I think I want more. No I don't. Well, maybe I do. I want it all. Everything that goes with it.
But I have made this mistake once. Asking for more where there was nothing. Am still suffering from the pain it left me. The scars are still fresh.
After all the promises I made to myself, here is history repeating itself. Please don't tell me am in love! Please don't. I don't think so. I don't even think I know what love is anymore. It's just this problem of feeling weak everytime I hear his voice. Thank God for distance! I might just drop dead everytime I see him.

He does urge me to open up but what if I do?
What will happen if he sees am getting too attached to him?
Will he run away just like the other?
Will he stop talking to me?
Will I end up losing in both ways?

I don't like this feeling of immaturity. This feeling of incompetence. This feeling of cowardice. I feel 12 when i talk to him. I wasn't like this before. I want to go back to how it was. Friendship and nothing more.
Maybe I should try avoiding him. No, i won't. I have learnt from experience that 'that' won't work. But I need to find a solution before this get out of hand. Before I hurt myself. Before I lose control. I will need to caution myself. I don't need 'MORE'. I really don't. 'MORE' hurts. I just need to keep reminding myself on that. 'MORE' hurts.