*TALES OF A COLLEGE BOY BY CRAZY_MERV*
*EPISODE 22*
Have you ever been in a situation where u had to choose between a girl and ur guy, well I have, sorta, so there was dis girl, Keren, I saw her around skul, she was always on her own , she was cute, quiet, and hot, I wasn't really big on approaching girls so I usually jes admired her from far, then I met dis guy, Solomon, we vibed gud, like real gud, nd he took a personal liking to me, so we'd hang nd chill together, then we became close, on the long run I figured he knew Keren, nt jes dat, he had a mad crush on her, at d time i dint care cuz I dint knw her, one sunny afternoon, we were walking and I saw Keren walk pass , he started smiling like a fool, he really couldn't control himself around her, we walked up to her and he introduced us to each other, she seemed kul, we flowed gud, we had good vibe, I actually did like her, we started talking, spending time together, I had notin in mind at first but seeing d way guys were all over her, I thought it'd b fun to make them all jealous, though I let Solomon know notin was happening nd he seemed kul wit all of it, but I really did like her , well we made a bet one day if I lost I was to give her 1k nd if she lost she was to kiss me, luckily 4 me I won, nw my inner god sed "guy u wan kiss ur guy crush" that voice in d corner sed "do it, its nt like they're dating" that voice in the corner won dis one, I mean, its nt lyk we were having sex, it was jes a kiss nd I wasn't going to tell him and an sure she wasn't going to either, wat he dint know wasn't going to hurt him, I let her kiss me, she was skeptical at first but she gave in, damn, mammy culd kiss, we flowed, d same rhythm, we switched lips at d same time, she understood me, she left, she seemed kul about all of it , den I realized she dint call me in a while , I called and she ignored, she ignored me for about 2 weeks till we talked and she told me she felt guilty kissing me, I understood and gave her a Lil space, I was talking to Solomon one day and kerens matter came up, he told me dat she dint love him d way he did, that she was ok wit dem been close friend but she wasn't in love wit him yet ,I dunno y dat news made me feel gud inside, we got talkin again, I and Keren, it was lyk dat space I gave her changed sumtin in her cuz she came close to me a lot more, I always teased her bout d kiss nd asked if she could kiss me and her reply would be "dream on" well dat day she was at my place, we were talking about random tins , it was fun been wit her, I asked her to massage my back, honestly my back was aching, she massaged 4 a while den she stopped, I begged her and she refused to continue, I laid face down on d bed and she sed, "turn front I want to kiss u" now it felt like she was kidding so I dint answer her, she sed it again and I hurriedly turned, she laughed and said "see dis one looking 4 kiss" mtchew dis girls was playing with me, I wanted to face down again, she held me in place and kissed me, I dint believe it, I dint kiss back, she stopped and looked at my face, she saw d disbelief and smiled, she put my hands round her waist and kissed me again, this time around I kissed back, my hands moved down to her ass, I still couldn't believe keren dat every guy wanted was kissing me, I turned her and was on top of her I kissed her from her neck down to her cleavage, I pushed her shirt down slowly below her breast, I circled her nipples wit my tongue , her boobs were biiiiig , I stopped and looked at her, she covered her face, she was shy, then she sed "I think I've fallen in love wit u, and it may ruin our friendship" ...

That should be episode 23, sorry

:Pride on bro

*TALES OF A COLLEGE BOY BY CRAZY_MERV*
*EPISODE 24*
Growing up , almost every one was going to be a virgin till marriage but u realize that it's not as easy as it sounds, well in my case I pulled through with it, my wedding was tomorrow and I had no idea wat it felt like to have a dick inside me, I was what you'll call a good girl , good grades, few Friends, never kept late nights, I had guys make advances towards me but I turned them down in the most polite way, I had plans and goals and I wasn't going to let anyone deter me from achieving them, I graduated without attending a single party , no bf , good grades, I felt fulfilled, I wasn't slowing down, I had my masters nd got a gud job at a popular company, good pay, everything felt perfect, then I started to feel lonely, most times my friends would invite me to a double date and I'd always decline cause I had no one to go with, then I met nonso, he swept me off my feet too fast, B4 I knew it I was head over heels in love with him, I told him I was a virgin and though he wasn't, he respected my choice and never tried or pushed for sex, I had no idea how all this worked, I had read erotic novels earlier but doing it all in person felt different, I wasn't really ok with him touching me till after we were married, so we occasionally kissed and when it seemed like it was going too far I'd stop , well after tomorrow , he could eat me up , I was his in all ramifications.
Wedding was a blast, we went from d reception straight to our hotel, the moment we got into the hotel , I started feeling tensed, I had been with him alone but this time it was different, we were married, I started to panic, wat if I didn't do well in bed, I called a few of my friends and they assured me that it'll be fine, we were tired so we went to sleep, I really couldn't sleep, I was tensed , I was waiting for him to put his hands on me , about 3 in d morning I felt his hand slide down my laps, I shook, this was it, he sensed my fear and laughed, he told me to calm down that he'll be gentle, he kissed me everywhere, I mean everywhere, I had Neva felt like this B4, sex was sweet , painful a little but pleasurable.

I deviated a little from my main story, but I felt like doing this , so pls read and enjoy

I took the bedsheet out in the morning, it was stained with blood, my blood, it was official, I wasn't a virgin no more and it felt awesome, our honeymoon went smoothly, the sex was good, we went back to our regular lives , we were going to to wait one year before having kids, nonso was all I wished for in a husband , about 6 months after our honeymoon , I started sensing that something was wrong, nonso was always asking me to suck his dick and I hated the idea, I wasn't completely used to sex yet and he was asking me to do dat, I declined Everytime and it ended up in a quarrel, it didn't seem like a serious issue till I overheard him talking to Benjamin, his best friend , he was complaining that I was boring sexually, I listened more, he said I wasn't spontaneous, that I always waited for him to make the move, it was true but it wasn't my fault , I didn't know how it all worked I Neva had a bf till him, I didn't even watch porn , I was sad, he said the sex was gud but it was the same every day, nothing new, and it was almost boring, he complained that I won't suck his dick, he complained that I always waited till night, he talked bout that time he wanted to have sex in the kitchen and I refused cause it made me feel like a prostitute, I didn't know all this got to him, I thought of ways to improve, but I just didn't know wat to do, it's not like I could become a sex expert over night, I couldn't watch porn either , I called my friend, she recommended I go for a sex seminar, I thought about it but the idea seemed off to me, nonso didn't tell me anything was wrong, he didn't want to hurt me i guess, I noticed we stopped having sex as much as before, formerly we could have sex 6 times a week but now we barely had sex thrice, it was eating me up, I felt him distancing himself from me, I didn't know my lack of experience could affect me ever, but my mum was a virgin till she got married, she didn't tell me any of this, on one hand I was happy I was a virgin till marriage, on the other hand I wished I was a little more exposed , my marriage wouldn't have been as messed up as it was now, I'm off to get help, I'll tell y'all how it panned out.

I wrote something new, not the regular school stuff, I'll go back soon though

There was a blinding light, and then I was on a queue, was that it? I thought to myself, I thought death was supposed to be painful but it wasn't, I turned back and I was shocked, when I got here I was the last on the queue but looking back now , I couldn't even even see the end of the line , I still didn't know where I was, a part of me knew this was judgment, but I didn't want to believe, cause if it was true i was surely going to hell, I thought back to my life, the mistakes I made , it wasn't really my fault, I blamed God for taking my dad away, that's where it all started, my family was a typical Nigerian family, my dad fending for the family, my mom taking care of the home , and me, the only child, destroying the home, I turned 10 and 2 days later my dad was diagnosed of Cancer, I didn't know much cuz I was young, in Jss1 then , but I noticed things started going downhill at home, I wasn't getting my regular Saturday ice cream and pizza, on some days we won't even eat 3 square meals, I started paying attention and found out that daddies cancer therapy was eating up all the money, we sold our car , 6 months after the whole thing, daddy died, it took me time to adjust , most times I'd wake up and go to greet him then I'd remember he had died, it was so painful. 14yrs old now, I was in ss1 , I looked in the mirror, I had grown breast, a little more than people my age, I attributed it to my chubby physique, also I had blood coming out of my "we we" place, mummy told me I was becoming a woman now, mummy also told me she was getting married to uncle John, I didn't mind , uncle John was nice to me, he'd always get me sumtin weneva he came by, and he'd cheer me up weneva the kids at skul made fun on me cause of my weight. The 1st 6 months of having uncle John as my new dad was good, it was feeling like a happy family again until that Saturday, mummy had gone to the market and I laid on my bed listening to cardi b's bodak Yellow, I had on a short skirt and a tank top cuz it was hot, uncle John knocked and walked it, I changed my sitting position to cover myself well, we were pretty close so I thought he'd come to gist with me since it was just us both at home, he made me laugh a little , then asked me if I had guys around me, I didn't, cause of my weight, guys made fun of me rather than talk to me, he smiled and said he could give me the pleasure those other girls were getting from those boys, I had no idea of wat he was saying, before I could even reply, he had his hands up my vagina, I gasped and pushed his hand away and ran to the far corner, he followed me and said he was doing me a favor, that no guy would ever near me cause of my weight, a part of me believed him but it still dint feel right, he eventually forced himself on me, my vagina was sore, he told me not to tell anyone, ,I normally didn't have friends so I didn't know who to talk to, I opened a fake account and joined this group of people who were molested, the best advice was to tell someone, preferably my mom, but I saw how happy uncle John made her, she smiled a lot more than usual, she was even adding a little weight and the crying stopped, I didn't want to ruin all that for her, so I kept it to myself , uncle John had sex with me at least twice a week, it was really bringing me down, I spent most of my free time plotting ways to kill him and make it look lyk an accident. Wassce and jamb was around the corner, my chance to finally leave the house and go to the university, I put all my energy into studying so I won't have to spend even a day more than I needed to, my jamb was perfect, 280 and my wassce came out good, I applied for a school in the east so I'll be far from home, from uncle John, uncle John slept with me from 14-16yrs , it almost became a norm and my mum had no clue, I registered for a gym , I was ashamed of my body and uncle John didn't help, he was always quick to body shame me and point out that he was doing me a favor by even touching me, i went really hard in the gym, I lost weight, I went from fat to thick , i still didn't think I was perfect. Well I was off to school for first semester, IMSU, in owerri, the town of flexing, this was the first time on my own, I met this girl , a family friend and we were roommates, she was kul, her dress code was completely different from mine, I somewhat envied her style, but I wasn't really past uncle johns body shame to dress like her, about 2 weeks into school, something happened my roommate stained the trouser I was supposed to wear, I washed the remaining and they weren't dry yet, she was sorry and asked me to wear her skirt, I was taller than her so her skirt seemed short, normally I'd have stayed home but I needed to finish my registration today, I didn't have d courage to walk alone so my roommate decided to accompany me, we were not half way up the street when a guy walked up to us and said "hey beautiful" I didn't even answer, I had no idea he was referring to me, I looked away, he tapped me and said "am talking to you pls" I froze, he called me beautiful, my first compliment , honestly I didn't hear any other thing he said, I still couldn't believe he called me beautiful, my roommate shunned him nd dragged me off, through out that day I got compliment, a lot of guys walked up to me, I gave a few my number, I got home and for the first time since my dad died, I felt good, really good, the next day I went to the market and changed my wardrobe, I got all the sexy things, I'd wear a g string pant then a leggings so my ass would pop out, the compliments increased, I became popular, I became bolder, I was comfortable exposing my body if it'd get me compliment, I never got compliments as a kid. A group of girls approached me and asked me to join their crew, I agreed, we'd club all night and sleep most of the day away, they started hooking up with older men, it wasn't new to me , and I was Hot, there was no uncle John to satisfy me so I'd usually watch porn and touch myself but it wasn't enough, I started hooking up with those men , the sex was gud, they paid good, everything was going nice, I hadn't attended class in ever, we'd sort all the courses, I didn't even go home during the break , I made up an excuse to my mom and stayed back, it was 200L nw , I was going to be 17 in a few days, but I looked well over 21, I guess good food and good sex, had a way of making u look better, I was preparing to go out when I started feeling dizzy , I woke up in the hospital, my roommate beside me, my girls , my cartel were nowhere to be found, the doctor told me I had hepatitis and I was pregnant, my world crumbled, I ran to my girls hoping they'd help but they blew me off, I later found out they were happy, turns out most of their clients wanted me instead, I had no one to talk to, my emotions were everywhere, I decided to remove the baby from my womb and start a fresh life, I didn't want the news to get out so I googled things to take to remove a baby, it's actually surprising the amount of suggestions, well I saw one, it seemed legit, I went to a pharmacy far from school got the drugs, came home and mixed it, I passed out and landed on this queue, I really wished someone had noticed and asked me if I was ok when uncle John started molesting me, I wish someone had called me , even if it was to check up on me, I wished my mom paid enough attention, I wish I had the courage to open up, this was it, I was headed to hell.

It was 3am , my wife was still asleep, I was standing beside the bath tub filled with water, I was contemplating dropping him in it , I looked at him, my son, well he wasn't really my son cause I wasn't his father, but my wife was his mother, I looked at his face, I could see the monsters face in him, God, it was painful, if only my wife knew hw much pain I went thru looking at him alone, but I had to be strong for both of us, my mind flashed back to the day it all started, it was Friday night, there was no light, u could hear generator sounds everywhere, my wife had earlier suggested we go out for the evening, maybe to a bar, or go see a movie , but I really wasn't in d mood to be out , so we stayed home and saw a movie, I walked in to go use the toilet , when I came out ,I saw 3 guys in my sitting room , one holding my wife closely, I wanted to shout, but when I saw the gun held to my wife's waist, I froze, a lotta tins ran through my mind, who could they be? Who could have sent them? Was it someone from my rivals campaign team? Did they come to kill us? , One of them told me to sit, he seemed like the leader, I tried my best to be calm, I asked what they wanted, his reply was scary he sed "we'll take whatever we want" I noticed he was too close to my wife, she was scared, shivering, I signaled to her to stay strong, the other two guys had raided my kitchen, they were eating the chicken from the stew my wife prepared earlier, my wife had on her night wear, a short gown with nothing underneath, he couldn't take his eyes off her laps, deep down I was praying, I summoned courage and I said "please take wat u came for and leave" I was about saying something else when one of them punched me in d face, damn, it hurt, I hadn't been hit in about 10yrs , my wife screamed, a part of me hoped someone heard her and another part of me knew no one did cuz of the generator noise, he started rubbing my wife's lap, slowly, she was shivering, tears dropped from her eye, he squeezed her breast, God, my heart broke, he continued stroking her laps and squeezing her breast, the other two guys were holding me down and laughing, slowly he put his hands in my wife's pussy, she let out a gasp, it felt like my heart had burst into pieces, I looked at my wife, she was crying, he massaged her pussy, she sobbed and moaned at the same time, at a point I wriggled free from the two guys holding me and lunged myself at the guy holding my wife, b4 I could get to him, they caught up with me and gave me the beating of my life, my wife screamed, I laid face down on the floor, too tired to even think, the two guys held me up and made me watch, he put my wife face down on the dining, raised her gown up , he looked at me and smiled, he kissed her ass, massaged her pussy with his fingers, I looked away and they hit me on my ribs, so hard I felt my ribs crack, he unbuckled his belt and put his dick in my wife, she screamed, I screamed, I didn't even know I was crying, he bleeped her so hard, so rough, she was crying, in pain, I was sad 4 her, and he came , in my wife, one of the other guys asked to take a turn and he agreed, he unbuckled his belt and was about putting his dick in when we heard sirens ,they ran out , my wife couldn't get up from the dining table, I couldn't get up from the floor, after bout 20mins , I summoned courage and walked to her and helped her to the cushion, she hugged me tightly, crying, begging for my forgiveness, we agreed among ourselves nt to tell anyone, we went to the hospital, she stayed bout 2 days and was cleared to go home, I took treatment too, for my ribs, they actually did crack, 2 months later my wife realized she was pregnant, it was a big blow, we were Jes moving past the whole thing, she was heartbroken, I loved my wife dearly, and I secretly blamed myself, if only we had gone out like she wanted, I had to be strong for her, she was considering abortion, but I talked her out if it, I told her we'll keep the baby and raise him as our own, and I meant it, I dint know it'd b dis hard , now holding him beside d bath tub filled with water, I considered putting him in nd walking away, but then I'd be a murderer, a killer, God, it hurt , I just held him there and prayed to God for strength, and Grace to love this child

Let's end the year with one last one... Thank u for giving out ur time dis year to read, I'm grateful

*TALES OF A COLLEGE BOY BY CRAZY_MERV*
*EPISODE 25*
Christmas was around the corner, though there were shiny lights everywhere, it didn't feel a lot like Christmas , maybe cause of the heat or was it cause I was broke, I really couldn't tell , I initially made plans to go have fun with my friends , but from the looks of things I was going to have to cancel cause I didn't have a dime on me, things were really not moving forward at home, there was no money, I tried to be considerate , to understand that my parents were trying their best but sometimes it was frustrating, to see a lotta things you couldn't buy, to miss out on outings with your friends cause there was no money to spare, I was young , I was supposed to be having fun , a little , but there was nothing, you're probably wondering why I didn't get a job, well I searched, there was nothing, most people preferred females to males, recently my friend made a huge sum of money, he was a G boy, we were kinda in the same boat here, his parents didn't have much too, he did G to see himself through school, he paid his rent and other things too, I didn't blame him , I didn't judge him either, though G wasn't good, I wanted him to go to school, so there really wasn't much of an option, I know you're wondering if I didn't condemn G, why didn't I do it, well the thought crossed my mind, almost every single day, but I just couldn't do it yet, I wasn't a very spiritual person but I believed in karma, i believed in action and consequence , I believed every one would atone for their sins somehow, even if I wasn't punished, I believed my generation would suffer cause of what I did, I know you're also wondering why I didn't do it and Get some money to settle my current problems, but I thought about that too and I realized it wasn't easy to stop free money, every single day I battle with my morality, I look for reasons to justify G(Yahoo , fraud) , things have been harder lately and the idea of G is really looking like the best now, sometimes I hate my morality, a friend of mine says it'll take me places but nothing's happening yet, I'm literally fed up. A part of me is hoping I man up and do G , a part of me is hoping I don't.

How I made out with my friends gf*
It's not what u think, ok it's what you think but when I explain, you'll see if I was wrong or not.

TALES OF A COLLEGE BOY BY CRAZY_MERV
EPISODE 26 I think?
Her name was Chantel , his name was Uc , I and Uc go way way back, I've literally known him all my life , chantel moved in our area a little later, I was friends with her before uc , we had a little relation , hope you know what I mean by "relations" , it was nothing serious, just basics , but on the long run she and Uc started having shit cause I made it clear we were not in Love , I just loved how her body felt against mine and she smelled so good, when it was certain her and uc were together , we stopped having relations, I did miss her body, damn she always smelled so good, like shawarma , that's weird abi, lol , but honestly I was happy for Uc, he really needed a lady, on occasion I'd playfully remind her of what we had , she'd laugh it off completely and say It'd Never happen again , I smiled, she didn't know what was going on, I and Uc talked about almost everything, now here's the juice, he was apparently dating another girl , it was cool and fine , Chantel suspected a lot and asked me, as my guy I covered up 4 him, but on the long run , Uc started to complain about my friendship with Chantel, he'd always tell her to not visit me, he'd complain if it was ever just us two in the room, now he didn't know we had relations earlier so there was nothing to be suspicious about , but he still complained, to the extent that if we're talking and he's coming , she'd run away , I didn't want to talk him about it , I really didn't Care about her that much, but she was so chill , I missed our convos , this guy was cheating but wouldn't let his gf talk to any guy, later on they had a fight and the deal was to make him jealous with me , but she really liked this guy, she'd cry sometimes when they fight , and from what I know, Uc actually liked her, I just happened to be in the middle , the plan was working, he was jealous and begged her and she got back together, but while we were playing that game with Uc, thoughts started to come in, we started reminiscing on the old days, nothing happened immediately but we had already sowed that seed , we kept on talking and then one fateful day she came to visit, and she smelled so good , I had to know if she tasted as good as she smelled, she did. I didn't feel guilty, maybe cause I knew he was cheating, she didn't feel guilty too , for clarity , we didn't have sex , I can't do that to my guys girl , it happened about 2 more times and I think Uc started to suspect and told me to cut all contacts with her, he was my guy but I wasn't going to Leave a nice friendship when I know he wasn't loyal too , so I told him I wasn't going to , that it was Chantels choice to make... I think he cajoled her but she asked to stop seeing me and blocked me on WhatsApp, I felt bad that she was willing to throw away our friendship that easy, I mean, look at me , I'm awesome, well I sucked it up and blocked her too, I and Uc went back to our usual talk , Chantel called me later on and begged me that he blocked me with her phone and was checking to see if she unblocked me , I didn't care anymore, if she actually left me blocked then she wasn't my friend, so I told her not to text me anymore , we don't talk now, and I think she broke up with Uc too.

Is anyone still following this? Lol, I've been off for so long

nice writeup bro..d story is nt heading to anywhere bro..dnt expect any comment