It all started with a scene that displayed the enticing erotic moves… I watched keenly to the porn act, l would have opted the sight but it seems my fingertips were frozen at the moment. I saw myself watching another, and it continued again and again.

The sex views did form an internal urge in me that made me want more of it….l did not stop, l viewed it with my index finger having affair with my tongue. I hated what it did to me but it was my choice to press the play bottom.

The desire formed a black cloud in my fairy lifestyle, each day l did drag my self to the pool l knew would drown me someday but l did not stop… I never loved the feeling l had afterwards, especially spilling the eve’s milk after the show.

I was a church girl in the midst of all this, being viewed as the perfect chorister, wife material, daughter….l did pray for all of it to go away but l felt prayer brought me to the very path pornography was treading…

I did not ..... ........ ........

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...and yet females want men to believe that they do not watch porn. I have seen a lot of porn in women's laptops who later swear it was their first video. Ok, na, your ‘first video’ is a one terabyte library.