I'm feeling so much pain right now. I can't help but wonder what kind of being. I do good but I'm the one always getting hurt. This year has been the worst so far. I lost everything.
I just want to disappear. I don't want to be here anymore. It hurts here. There's no happiness,at least for me. It seems i am in a tight corner and nothing seems to working financially, relationship, family, educationally .Every aspect of my life seems to be Fuxked up. I really wish all these can be over soon.


Nb: I'm not in need of anything from nairalanders, i just want to rant about how shitty i feel right now.

Idonweak:
I'm feeling so much pain right now. I can't help but wonder what kind of being. I do good but I'm the one always getting hurt. This year has been the worst so far. I lost everything.
I just want to disappear. I don't want to be here anymore. It hurts here. There's no happiness,at least for me. It seems i am in a tight corner and nothing seems to working financially, relationship, family, educationally .Every aspect of my life seems to be Fuxked up. I really wish all these can be over soon.


Nb: I'm not in need of anything from nairalanders, i just want to rant about how shitty i feel right now.

scam

You forgot something.

Your account number.

silentEXPLOSION:
scam

You forgot something.

Your account number.

Whatever you think dude, I don't fuxking care. I am not hungry.

Idonweak:


Whatever you think dude, I don't fuxking care. I am not hungry.

You don chop bellefull na why u dey rant.

If better hungry catch you, you go drop your account number.

silentEXPLOSION:


You don chop bellefull na why u dey rant.

If better hungry catch you, you go drop your account number.

Okay. It was first scam because you think i am trying to rip you, please you can just ignore if you don't have anything sensible to say.

Idonweak:


Okay. It was first scam because you think i am trying to rip you, please you can just ignore if you don't have anything sensible to say.

You are SCAM

silentEXPLOSION:


You are SCAM

Okay I'm scam. Are you happy or you have any other allegations.

Rant..
It's good, a perfect way to let it all out..
Don't stop here, you need to speak to someone, people you trust preferably.. You're depressed and it's dangerous..

It's a thirsty beast and there's no sheltering the beast inside.. It'll pretty much decimate you in the long run..

I hope you find all you're looking for in the end bro, nothing else matters..

Idonweak:


Okay I'm scam. Are you happy or you have any other allegations.

No. I'm not alleging you.

But before you disappear, if you have anything(property, money et all)valuable, don't hesitate to let us know.

silentEXPLOSION:
scam

You forgot something.

Your account number.

calm down bro or shut d fucckkk up rather , u don't know what words can do to people, d op isn't asking for money, we are all facing enough already..
As a footballer I've been going for trials without success as per Naija needs connection, got a woman who wanna help me into Leeds united at UK but no money for d trip.... don't u think dat enough depression

KiidaACE:
Rant..
It's good, a perfect way to let it all out..
Don't stop here, you need to speak to someone, people you trust preferably.. You're depressed and it's dangerous..

It's a thirsty beast and there's no sheltering the beast inside.. It'll pretty much decimate you in the long run..

I hope you find all you're looking for in the end bro, nothing else matters..

Thanks. I don't really have close friends. That's why i am pouring my heart here

At the end of every tunnel, there's light. Hang on brother. Trust me, been there, still get there sometimes we all do, but somehow when all hope is lost something just happens.

hkidola00:
calm down bro or shut d fuucckkkkk up rather rather, u don't know what words can do to people, d option isn't asking for money, we are all facing enough already..
As a footballer I've been going for trials without success as per Naija needs connection, got a woman twho wanna helps me into Leeds united at UK but no me for d trip.... don't u think dat enough depression

Then face your front.

Don't constitute nuisance on a public space.

If you are depressed, fine.

If you need money, ask.

Stop using FORMAT.

grossintel:
At the end of every tunnel, there's light. Hang on brother. Trust me, been there, still get there sometimes we all do, but somehow when all hope is lost something just happens.

I appreciate bro. I'm trying to hold on to hope.

KiidaACE:
Rant..
It's good, a perfect way to let it all out..
Don't stop here, you need to speak to someone, people you trust preferably.. You're depressed and it's dangerous..

It's a thirsty beast and there's no sheltering the beast inside.. It'll pretty much decimate you in the long run..

I hope you find all you're looking for in the end bro, nothing else matters..

Op, take this advice. Turning to alcohol to forget your sorrows is another problem you will be creating.

silentEXPLOSION:


Then face your front.

Don't constitute nuisance on a public space.

If you are depressed, fine.

If you need money, ask.

Stop using FORMAT.

If you look at this thread well. Who's actually the nuisance here?

Idonweak:


If you look at this thread well. Who's actually the nuisance here?

I won't sugar coat anything for you.

You are either a SCAM or a weakling.

Shikena

silentEXPLOSION:


I won't sugar coat anything for you.

You are either a SCAM or a weakling.

Shikena

Wow, you must be from krypton. Thinking depression is weakness says alot about your mentality.

You don't know you're actually the weakest one here.

Idonweak:


Wow, you must be from krypton. Thinking depression is weakness says alot about your mentality.

You don't know you're actually the weakest one here.

So you think only you gat a story.

If every one is put in a large hall, with their problems on the table in front of them
and asked to exchange their problems and drop any table.

My guy, you would jejely carry your own troubles and leave the hall.

Don't come here to rant.

So it's either it's a SCAM or you are weak.

God bless you and God bless Nigeria.

Idonweak:


Thanks. I don't really have close friends. That's why i am pouring my heart here

Life sucks,, I know..
We been there, done that and it sucks..
But relationships, bonds and love with and from people closest to us are what keeps us going most times be it friends or family..

If you have no one at all, then this is a problem which only you can solve but I believe there should at least be one person who gives a hoot about your existence..
You don't need much people or friends to feel better, just a few'll suffice cause the worst thing in life isn't being alone but being surrounded by people that make you feel alone..
You need to go closer to your closest family or friend out there but just in case you can't do that, remember this ;

A season of loneliness and isolation is when the caterpillar gets it's wings.. Let this stick to your head next time you feel alone.. You're better than you think and you can make something off yourself with or without the help of anyone, you only need put your mind to it..

Suck it up bro and don't throw in the towel yet.. #NoWhiteFlagsAboveOurDoors

silentEXPLOSION:


So you think only you gat a story.

If every one is put in a large hall, with their problems on the table in front of them
and asked to exchange their problems and drop any table.

My guy, you would jejely carry your own troubles and leave the hall.

Don't come here to rant.

So it's either it's a SCAM or you are weak.

God bless you and God bless Nigeria.

It's not a competition bro, I am not here to compete who is facing the most problem with you. But, anyways it's good. Thanks for the prayers though

KiidaACE:
Life sucks,, I know..
We been there, done that and it sucks..
But relationships, bonds and love with and from people closest to us are what keeps us going most times be it friends or family..

If you have no one at all, then this is a problem which only you can solve but I believe there should at least be one person who gives a hoot about your existence..
You don't need much people or friends to feel better, just a few'll suffice cause the worst thing in life isn't being alone but being surrounded by people that make you feel alone..
You need to go closer to your closest family or friend out there but just in case you can't do that, remember this ;

A season of loneliness and isolation is when the caterpillar gets it's wings.. Let this stick to your head next time you feel alone.. You're better than you think and you can make something off yourself with or without the help of anyone, you only need put your mind to it..

Suck it up bro and don't throw in the towel yet.. #NoWhiteFlagsAboveOurDoors

Thanks so much bro. I am really feeling a bit better.

Idonweak:


Thanks so much bro. I am really feeling a bit better.

You're welcome, it'll pass..
These things become stories..
I believe you'll tell them well in the future

Op try go bar on monday night drink and watch arsenal play


start up some argument with some fans around , trust me after the match by Tuesday u will start seeing some of those guys u argue with around your area , greet them . then go again on Tuesday for champions league again


hope it will help , if am new in any area . I normally start from football bar or football field ,