pls forgive my typos

it all started when I lost my dad. he's this type of over protective father, he doesn't allow me do stuffs that will stress the hell out me.

fast forward after his death, he left few properties for us(the kids) that is were d problem started, my step siblings doesn't even want us to have anything to do with us, but they are after the property, hence after my life. late last year, I had a partial stroke, note am 25 years old, but now fully recovered.

I hardly relate with people due to the way I was brought up. I have no job, I even tried to get menial jobs so that at least I can always feed myself and assist my mom, but none is coming my way. I feel so suicidal right now that I have written a suicide note already, but the only thing stopping me is the thought of how my mom will feel about my death. note that I met a former classmate who is now living fine as a scammer(yahoo) and told me to join him, but I have always said I would rather be dead than scam someone of his hard earned money, so I had to turn him down.
but things are not going my way at all. I really need help, sometimes I hardly sleep because I can't feed myself, my heart is really heavy. last time I checked my bp, it was 180/100, the doctor advised I should stop thinking so that the stroke shouldn't come back again. but why won't I?

I really need ur helps and not money, if only anyone can take me in and mentor me, train me and feed me as am also ready to serve. please I beg as I don't know what else to do again. though I learnt a skill last year, that is:
Bleach
Medicated and non medicated soap
Body toning cream and soap
Petroleum jelly
Liquid toilet wash
House paints
Customized candle
Yoghurt drink
Custard
Perfumes
Skin treatments formula
Pink lips balm
Organic and non organic soaps
Air freshener
Liquid washing soap.
Germicide
Toothpaste formula
Izal
Balm
Condensed milk
Scouring powder
body cream with Shea butter
Production on toilet wash
juice formula(Chapman)
production laundry bar soap and lots more. but I don't have the financial capability to start producing and selling any of them. please anyone who's willing to take me in or assist in whatever way, I would be grateful for life.
even if am to work as an house help or gateman, I wouldn't mind. I just need someone to save me and feed me

I have an old NAIRALAND account, and am willing to share with whoever wants to know it

Sorry dear, God will turn your sorrows to joy

Trabelsi10:
Sorry dear, God will turn your sorrows to joy

amen ijn

Baba u also need money to run online business now ..do you have laptop & android phone?..

Pk01:
Baba u also need money to run online business now ..do you have laptop & android phone?..

yes i have an android phone and also a desktop computer. though its been long I put it on. but I will put it on, if it will be needed to fetch me money but not scam

Oya go learn android app development.

porkermann:
yes i have an android phone and also a desktop computer. though its been long I put it on. but I will put it on, if it will be needed to fetch me money but not scam

Pk01:
Baba u also need money to run online business now ..do you have laptop & android phone?..

I'm interested please. My own condition is very critical as well.

may help find u soon.. I feel for u oo

Pk01:
Oya go learn android app development.

pls how do I do that.. how can I start feeding myself with it.

mummyire:
may help find u soon.. I feel for u oo

thank u ma

Chat me up on what's up

Yusufisraelj:
Chat me up on what's up

ok sir..
my name is abayomi adebowale

someone should pls talk to me, give me hope.
any menial job, pls offer me, am ready to do. I haven't eaten any thing pepperish today except from d semovita that I drank this afternoon

porkermann:
someone should pls talk to me, give me hope.
any menial job, pls offer me, am ready to do. I haven't eaten any thing pepperish today except from d semovita that I drank this afternoon

Quote me your account number... let's me send u something to eat this night

BstOLDsn:


Quote me your account number... let's me send u something to eat this night

thank u so much, God bless u sir..
6779812012
FCMB
S. Adebowale

and I also plead to u if u can help me with any job also

porkermann:
thank u so much, God bless u sir..
6779812012
FCMB
S. Adebowale

and I also plead to u if u can help me with any job also

Sent!....use dat to feed...Nd good luck on a better job

BstOLDsn:

Sent!....use dat to feed...Nd good luck on a better job

thank u sir

pls help me, frustration is taking over me already.. I want a new life, a job, a new family..

Your own better self
if i lay down my own you go pity for me ogbeni
Buh God no go shame us

EzegeNdiigbo:
Your own better self
if i lay down my own you go pity for me ogbeni
Buh God no go shame us

amen, thank u