I have been on this platform for over about 8years now, I had to create a new account just to seek for advice. My write up may be boring but please take your time and go through it as I Seriously need help.
It all started since when I was about 7 years when one of my neighbors uncle david made me suck his dick.
When I was 13years I was exposed to porn but what surprised me then was the kind of porn I was intrested in. Then I watched animal sex with human during this period I stumbled on gay sex.
When I was 15 years I stopped porn and dedicated my life to Jesus.
I gained admission to university at age 18 all those period I was off porn, off masturbation and I never had a girlfriend.
When I was in 300l I had a roommate who was like a younger brother to me. I notice some nights I will find myself touching his penis while he's sleeping. From there desire set in and I started watching gay porn again but never masturbated.
I ask God for forgiveness and I moved on with my life.
After my roommate I have also molested two younger friends of mine while they were sleeping till date. I got frustrated and tried my best not to sleep on the same bed with any male.

After my NYSC 2020 that was when I started masturbating and till date it still haven't freed me.
I have prayed and open up to some distance friend about the masturbation but I never told them the kind of video I masturbates to.....

I am really sick and tired of this life. Now I am 26 no job, never had a girlfriend and I can't figure out where my life is heading to.
Gradually I am losing my faith, as spiritual exercise I found interesting before are now boring.
I feel empty without the Holyspirit.
Each time I confess and decide I will never watch porn, or masturbate, I still find my self going to my vomit.

Normal sex porn don't even arouse me anymore, I am scared of what I am turning into.

Have anyone been in my shoes before please I need help.



Modified: thanks to everyone that contributed each words you said have really been of help on the decision I am to take..... I went through every comment words for words for the past two night

I have decided to stay as the man God created me to be and not a sex pervert the devil want me to be....
I will try to leave my introvert lifestyle, go for deliverance and live a rededicated life like before.
I will also go on counseling sessions.( I will be glad if anyone can recommend a counselor)
I will also try to get a girl friend ( not for sexual desire)
I will have to go off internet / big phone to avoid watching porn.

I really appreciate you all.
I will do this to observe If there will be a change for the first six month.

If there isn't MAY GOD SAVE MY SOUL.

Self righteous ones will storm this thread to throw stones at gays... Call em all sorta names!!!


Hypocrites


And for you OP you are a confused being and trying to seek validation from unknown/virtual beings will only get you more confused


May Allah give you the wisdom to do that wish is right

M

You need professional help

hmm..na wa

Please, seek deliverance and counselling.
I believe homosexuality is demonic, and the demon can transfered from one person to another through homosexual involvements whether consexual or not.

I advice you visit MFM for deliverance.
May God deliver you from this.

Please remove that gradually

You don't like what you're (which you shouldn't BTW). Seek the help of a counselor/therapist

Or maybe when you're tempted, don't try it with much younger folks but older and muscler wey go fit deck your soul of your body

butterfly777:
Please, seek deliverance and counselling.

Deliverance from what?

Mr Rev kings

You can also do self help:
Steps:
1. Give your life to God or repent of your sins.
2. Command any spirit influencing you into gay-ism to depart from you. Do this believing. Check Mark 11:22-25 for better understanding of this.
3. Develop a strong spiritual life by practicing holiness, praying and studying the Bible regularly.
4. Resist the temptations and gay feelings if it comes again. Remember, the Bible says that evil spirits may seek to re-enter someone that have left before. Command the spirit involved to leave you if the feeling persists.

The Lord is your strength, bro.

.

Hmm. Sorry

Holly Gram This same matterz AGAIN!


This matters don TIRE me for this NL..


The SOLUTION is WEED!


I REPEAT... the SOLUTION is WEED!


SMOKE like 6 to 7 rap of WEED per DAY, by the time wey u don high INTOTO and ur EYES don be like PESIN wey SLEEP de catch!


Make I SEE how u one take REASON NONSENSE!


Abeg rain de fall seriously and I de one local ASHAWOO joint!


LITE UP my CIGARETTE in peace bcus u no FIT BLA WEED here!


WTF MAN!

Child Molestation Damnnn! God is your strength Bro.

Bro Cherubim and seraphim came go reset your physical and spiritual life
Thank me later

HELP1234:
I have been on this platform for over about 8years now, I had to create a new account just to seek for advice. My write up may be boring but please take your time and go through it as I Seriously need help.
It all started since when I was about 7 years when one of my neighbors uncle david made me suck his dick.
When I was 13years I was exposed to porn but what surprised me then was the kind of porn I was intrested in. Then I watched animal sex with human during this period I stumbled on gay sex.
When I was 15 years I stopped porn and dedicated my life to Jesus.
I gained admission to university at age 18 all those period I was off porn, off masturbation and I never had a girlfriend.
When I was in 300l I had a roommate who was like a younger brother to me. I notice some nights I will find myself touching his penis while he's sleeping. From there desire set in and I started watching gay porn again but never masturbated.
I ask God for forgiveness and I moved on with my life.
After my roommate I have also molested two younger friends of mine while they were sleeping till date. I got frustrated and tried my best not to sleep on the same bed with any male.

After my NYSC 2020 that was when I started masturbating and till date it still haven't freed me.
I have prayed and open up to some distance friend about the masturbation but I never told them the kind of video I masturbates to.....

I am really sick and tired of this life. Now I am 26 no job, never had a girlfriend and I can't figure out where my life is heading to.
Gradually I am losing my faith, as spiritual exercise I found interesting before are now boring.
I feel empty without the Holyspirit.
Each time I confess and decide I will never watch porn, or masturbate, I still find my self going to my vomit.

Normal sex porn don't even arouse me anymore, I am scared of what I am turning into.

Have anyone been in my shoes before please I need help.

this country is bleeped there are rich gays in America so don't blame any holy spirit

It's all in your big head.

Good morning, why are you gay?

Candidlady:
[s]Self righteous ones will storm this thread to throw stones at gays... Call em all sorta names!!!


Hypocrites


And for you OP you are a confused being and trying to seek validation from unknown/virtual beings will only get you more confused


May Allah give you the wisdom to do that wish is right[/s]

see who no dey confused. Even get mind dey mention Allah. Tueh! Some things are just naturally deluded.

Abeg shey Allah/islam dey okay with LGBTQRSTW people? Abi na another Allah e dey refer to. Well I'm not surprised sha.

Being gay is not the end of the world bros. For u not to have any gf even at 26 it means u never pansh. My bros u are gay? Stop hating yourself, be open to all possibilities, access yourself by yourself. And after all these exercise, accept whatever you find with an open mind. You might sexuality might even be more than queer sef, this one you’re watching animal and human porn. Abeg o haha. No matter what it is, accept it and move on. No matter how hard you try, you can never change yourself.

Ah! Am coming

HELP1234:
I have been on this platform for over about 8years now, I had to create a new account just to seek for advice. My write up may be boring but please take your time and go through it as I Seriously need help.
It all started since when I was about 7 years when one of my neighbors uncle david made me suck his dick.
When I was 13years I was exposed to porn but what surprised me then was the kind of porn I was intrested in. Then I watched animal sex with human during this period I stumbled on gay sex.
When I was 15 years I stopped porn and dedicated my life to Jesus.
I gained admission to university at age 18 all those period I was off porn, off masturbation and I never had a girlfriend.
When I was in 300l I had a roommate who was like a younger brother to me. I notice some nights I will find myself touching his penis while he's sleeping. From there desire set in and I started watching gay porn again but never masturbated.
I ask God for forgiveness and I moved on with my life.
After my roommate I have also molested two younger friends of mine while they were sleeping till date. I got frustrated and tried my best not to sleep on the same bed with any male.

After my NYSC 2020 that was when I started masturbating and till date it still haven't freed me.
I have prayed and open up to some distance friend about the masturbation but I never told them the kind of video I masturbates to.....

I am really sick and tired of this life. Now I am 26 no job, never had a girlfriend and I can't figure out where my life is heading to.
Gradually I am losing my faith, as spiritual exercise I found interesting before are now boring.
I feel empty without the Holyspirit.
Each time I confess and decide I will never watch porn, or masturbate, I still find my self going to my vomit.

Normal sex porn don't even arouse me anymore, I am scared of what I am turning into.

Have anyone been in my shoes before please I need help.

Bro you need a girlfriend to get off it. Try going on social media like tinder to meet new people if you're a shy person. That line you are towing there is no light at the end oo. Number is in signature if you need more guidance

HELP1234:
I have been on this platform for over about 8years now, I had to create a new account just to seek for advice. My write up may be boring but please take your time and go through it as I Seriously need help.
It all started since when I was about 7 years when one of my neighbors uncle david made me suck his dick.
When I was 13years I was exposed to porn but what surprised me then was the kind of porn I was intrested in. Then I watched animal sex with human during this period I stumbled on gay sex.
When I was 15 years I stopped porn and dedicated my life to Jesus.
I gained admission to university at age 18 all those period I was off porn, off masturbation and I never had a girlfriend.
When I was in 300l I had a roommate who was like a younger brother to me. I notice some nights I will find myself touching his penis while he's sleeping. From there desire set in and I started watching gay porn again but never masturbated.
I ask God for forgiveness and I moved on with my life.
After my roommate I have also molested two younger friends of mine while they were sleeping till date. I got frustrated and tried my best not to sleep on the same bed with any male.

After my NYSC 2020 that was when I started masturbating and till date it still haven't freed me.
I have prayed and open up to some distance friend about the masturbation but I never told them the kind of video I masturbates to.....

I am really sick and tired of this life. Now I am 26 no job, never had a girlfriend and I can't figure out where my life is heading to.
Gradually I am losing my faith, as spiritual exercise I found interesting before are now boring.
I feel empty without the Holyspirit.
Each time I confess and decide I will never watch porn, or masturbate, I still find my self going to my vomit.

Normal sex porn don't even arouse me anymore, I am scared of what I am turning into.
Have anyone been in my shoes before please I need help.

You need both spiritual and psychological support. Stop exposing yourself to any manner of porn for now

The Bible says that when an evil spirit is cast out from a person, the evil spirit returns later to check the person and if it finds the person empty, it will go and bring seven evil spirits deadlier than itself to dwell in that same body.

Steps to take
1. Go back to your God. Get into a covenant with God & try very much to keep your part of the covenant. You also need to pray fervently cuz greater evil spirits are in you ryt now.

2. Get something doing, don't be idle. Work not for the money but to keep your mind off vile thoughts.

3. Avoid company of young or small boys. Always be in the company of older people.

4. Most importantly, have a positive mindset. Tell that thing that lies to you that u r gay that u r not gay. Always tell ur subconscious that u r not gay.

I believe you will start seeing canges in a little while.
Please , please & please never listen to those that will try to tell u that being gay is Normal. Always have it in mind that like terms repel while unlike terms attract. This is a universal law of nature.
I wish u all the best and I'm looking forward to the day you'll come here to tell us that u r finally free!!!

Nawa o..























You're gay and you no get work.. pray hard Bros cause Nigeria is not for you

Praying has never solved a matter that has to do with someone being gay, you either accept and work with it and be more decent, taking responsibility for your actions, or keep living in denial and could mess up things with your hide and seek lifestyle. Look for people who could counsel you and help you discover yourself. You said you have been born again and probably prayed and speak in tongue, how come it never disappeared. It is high time we stop attributing sexuality to demonism. My late younger bro was gay and that doesn't stop him from doing anything.

Quote me only if you have ever helped anyone successfully come out of it, if not....go and bath.

I think you just need someone to talk to… like face to face… maybe that might trigger you into expressing more of your hidden desires that might help you unlock your recessive identity… do not be quick to conclude on what you are or what you want to identify as.. in all i wish you the best in your path to discovering your true identity

Scientific research has shown that sexual orientation is not something that can be changed. Conversion therapies try to change one’s sexual orientation, but they have not been successful and in fact may be harmful. Several U.S. states and countries have actually banned conversion therapy. But don’t despair- speaking with a BC counselor or a LGBTQ-friendly advisor can help you work through the conflict that you are feeling.
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Guy you need help seriously.
Personally it has never been difficult for me to stop doing anything the very day I convince myself that that thing is bad and I want to stop. There was nothing I loved more than smoking. Not possible for me to sleep without one or two sticks. Or after meals.
But the very day I told myself that I wasn't getting any younger, and that I need to stop smoking because of it's health impact. That very day I stopped. And that's like 9yrs ago.
The day I stopped drinking alcohol, o didn't even plan on stopping. I was on my 3rd bottle. Already getting high and dazed. Then I asked myself why I was trying to get myself high. That moment I convinced myself I will never ever again spend my money taking something that jeopardizes my liver, dulls my perception, and make me vulnerable to diabetes. That very day I stopped drinking. That's like 20yrs ago
About a year ago or so, a friend introduced me a hook-up site. I patronized a couple of girls. About 10 girls within that period. I became alarmed that I was getting addicted to it (something so terrible). The last girl I patronized her pusssssy smelt like rotten raw fish. I being someone who things easily irritate, that incident made me almost lost interest in women entirely, if not for the fact that my girlfriend is so clean and so sweet. But I deleted that hook-up app. And I have never patronized those girls again. Knowing myself I know I will never do that again.
I used to masturbate as well. But I stopped about ten years ago. But having girls flocking around me always made it easier for me to drop that addiction. Girls have always flocked around me since my primary/secondary school days.
If I want to end an addiction, all I need do is research and dig out all the disadvantages of that very act. And I will stop.
You need to define ur life yourself. Don't allow ur feelings define ur life. That would be destruction

C2Ok:
I think you just need someone to talk to… like face to face… maybe that might trigger you into expressing more of your hidden desires that might help you unlock your recessive identity… do not be quick to conclude on what you are or what you want to identify as.. in all i wish you the best in your path to discovering your true identity

He doesn't need to discover any identity mista. He needs help to find a way to end his homo addiction. Period. Which kind yeye discover identity

Rubyjade:
Scientific research has shown that sexual orientation is not something that can be changed. Conversion therapies try to change one’s sexual orientation, but they have not been successful and in fact may be harmful. Several U.S. states and countries have actually banned conversion therapy. But don’t despair- speaking with a BC counselor or a LGBTQ-friendly advisor can help you work through the conflict that you are feeling.
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Mista sexual orientation can be changed. All that is required is discipline. When I was in JSS 1 as a boarding student, a senior student almost got me into homo situation. I was young and didn't know it was despicable. He would sneak into my bunk late in the night to sleep with me like someone who cares for me. He would try sneaking his diccck into me. I thought it was normal sex until my landlords son joseph who happens to be 4yrs older than me, told me that it was bad. That God destroyed a generation because of that. I was so alarmed at the very thought of getting that close to something so dangerous.

This one strong oh