dammytex:

Well I think I do.
It was in my first year in the Uni. we were level mates and she was about to be awarded the most beautiful fresher on campus. I happened to be her tutor in some first year courses. We got closer, we read together all night at different places including my room (stayed off campus) and we both felt something; I guess. She was the first to be sensitive about us while I was the Sanguine. She tried to caution and model me towards her ideal kind of man. I was jelling, and in the act, I began to fall slowly. Her presence near me began to quicken my heart rate, making me uncomfortable. She couldn't look me straight in my eyes anymore. She was 18, I was 19. I always smiled to her which she always returned. I never said anything. I was a big slacker then. (You can't blame; it my first time of feeling for someone).
Exams started in Dec '00, She left on the day of the last paper (Dec 15). She gave a very tight warm 45 sec hug before she left town for home that same day. The same day, her award was announced which was received by her friend on her behalf.

I promised to speak up whenever we resume in Jan 01. Nationwide ASU strike came and we never resumed until Aug 01. By then, things had gotten messy.

I lost her. The feelings were now weaker since it never had the chance to materialize. We were still friends but it became obvious we'd never be more than that.

We graduated in Aug '06 (Engineering). She's married now with a kid and by some strange reasons, she still calls me her husband, even in front of her husband.

Those five months were still the best part of my emotions and affection till date. I never for once thought about sex for those five months. I only wanted to tell her that I was falling in love with her but I couldn't.

Orikinla:

Your first love or your first lust. In many romantic experiences what humans often mistake for their first love is actually their first lust driven by their sexuality and shallow. The guy who deflowered you may not be your first love, but only your "first fork". Your first love is the first person you have fallen in love with TRULY and gratis.

True!

Mynd_44:

^^^
And how did you come to love someone who does not give a hoot how you feel?

MzDarkSkin:

@ MMM lol soo true.

intimate tension was definitely the culprit that attracted me to my first heartache or as u all say love. that bastard fed me lies and i believed him cos he was cute, good (at many things lol) and seemed believable to my at the time 18 year old naive self.

i learned that 90 percent of what he told me was a lie two damn years after we broke up. damn he goat.

Tjluv:

Exactly what i meant by falling in love with the wrong person,on the other thread.