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Goodbye
by hazeleyez

Today I received a phone call
I listened to your message over and over again.
No we can't get back together,
No we can never be friends.
I'm sorry I had to hurt you
I know it don't seem fair.
I tried to let him go,
And I tried to keep you near.

It took me this long to realize,
That you were just a faze for me.
I know this sh*t is hurtin' you,
And that is why I gotta let you be.

I can't face you, knowing,
That all along we would never last.
I know it's not your fault,
I couldn't let go of the past.

You need to just move on,
Take this as a lesson learned.
Can't you see I'll hurt you again,
Don't you know that you'll get burned?

You wish that things could be different.
I wish things stayed the same.
Who would ever have known,
That I would call you his name.

I can't say that I never loved you,
That would be a lie,
But can't you see I'm no good for you?
When all I do is make you cry.

Every gift that you bought me,
I threw them all away,
I can't remember anything about you,
In my heart you can never stay.

Must I be so blunt,
I don't want to be this callous
But constantly ringing my phone,
You causing me to react with malice.

Stop writing me love letters,
Stop sending flowers to my job,
If I were to ever kiss you again,
Can't you see it's your heart that I'd rob?

I know in time you'll get over,
All this hurt and pain,
I hope one day you'll see sunshine,
I hope someone new will stop the rain.

Until then you gotta shake this,
No matter how much you wanna turn back.
You have to start all over,
Get your life back on track.

Don't even wonder about me,
Keep me out of your mind, please try.
I cannot explain the reasons,
It would take a week for me to explain why.

This is the last you'll hear from me,
I'm moving outta town,
He said he wants to marry me,
I can no longer have you around.

Goodbye,

Lord,
Please make me a man,
One who understands my fears,
One who wipes away my tears.
One who knows my body's curves,
One who calms my fragile nerves.

Can he be as smart as me?
Will he have wavy hair?
Can you give him a go-tee,
And maybe a sparkle in his stare?

Oh, please make him understanding,
When at times I'm not in the mood,
Please give him lots of patience,
Give him manners, don't make him crude.

Add a drop of sternness,
And a sprinkle of control,
Give him sturdy hands,
To massage the worries from my soul.

Of course I'd like him honest,
He could never tell a lie,
And it would be nice for him to cook,
Maybe bake me a sweet potato pie.

Can you make him sensitive,
To all my feminine needs?
Will he shield me from all evil?
Clean my cut, when it bleeds?

I hope I'm not asking too much,
If I say that I need unconditional love,
I'd like for him to shower me with kisses,
And sing me sweet songs, like a dove.

It's important that he be faithful,
Can't let his body stray,
Please make him open-minded,
Not always seeing things his own way.

I don't care if he has big ears,
As long as he will listen,
It's more important that he cares,
Makes me smile, and makes my eyes glisten.

Lord, please make him trust me,
Any time that I go away,
For he is always with me,
He should believe every word I say.

Can't forget to make him a good father,
Build a strong and stable home,
To always set a good example,
And from their lives, he'd never roam.

And most importantly,
He must believe in you.
For without you, he could never be,
Together we will praise you, I'm thankful you gave him to me

copyright by hazeleyez-2000

You said it with such passion,
You said with such care,
I didn't know you'd do this,
This shit just don't seem fair.
Told me you'd come over,
I waited for your call,
I waited till I grew sleepy,
Realized you wouldn't show at all.

I thought that they were lying,
They said my man wasn't mine,
Now I lay here nearly crying,
Got shivers climbing up my spine.

I tried so hard to remember,
When was the last time we made love,
And suddenly it hit me,
You refused me with a shove.

You pretended you were angry,
But it was all a front,
Probably was out creepin',
Instead of chillin, smoking blunts.

You really had me going,
I thought it was just me,
You were tellin' me to move on,
But I just wouldn't let you be.

So, instead of just saying it,
You started playing games,
One night I peeked through your cell phone,
And say all these bitches names.

Nigga, you ain't nothing,
You think you got a fool,
You been playing with my emotions,
No, this shit ain't cool.

I'm tired of your lying,
You aught to be ashamed,
I see your kind all the time,
And myself, is who I blamed.

Don't think I never notice,
When your sleeping in my bed,
That you smell like you been fucking,
Or some bitch been giving you head.

I passed it off as suspicion,
Of what I thought couldn't be,
I have to admit that I was gullible,
For this once, you made a fool of me.

I must understand now,
That you're no different from the rest.
I now know not to trust so easily,
This relationship was just a test.

It's over now, I know this,
Just remember, you've been warned.
This is really the beginning,
Cause now, I'm a woman scorned, 


copyright by hazeleyez-2000

Blackberry Mollases
by hazeleyez

Sweeter than any Man I've ever known, 
Will you feed this empty body of mine?
With the love and tenderness that makes my soul moan, 
Blacker than any dark knight
Yet brighter than any shining sun, 
For I cannot breathe without the scent you possess
Now that I know that you're the one, 

Raw is your touch upon my back
Gentle as the nibble you give my ear, 
Sweet is the kiss you lay upon my brow
Ever so slowly you wipe away my tear, 

Where have you been all my life?
I never knew love like this before, 
My eyes were so shy when we crossed paths
As the days pass, I'm anxious to find what you have in store, 

Blackberry Mollases
Sweeter than a sweet song from a dove, 
Where have you been all my life?
I never knew there could be such a precious love, 


copyright by hazeleyez

bluespice:
life is death,
death is life,
all is nothing,
nothing is all,
all that matters is energy,
energy is nothing.

I knew it would happen
I was ready since last Sunday
I knew the haters would come out in droves
and since I had a target on my back, they are coming for me
Well, I only have one thing to say about it: Just bring it on babes
I was ready when I made him my best friend, I was ready when I made him my boyfriend
I was even ready when all the mud slinging made it to my house, and trust me, I got mad a lot
but now I took a page from my father, when the haters hate, laugh at them, make them hate you more
Nothing you can say to me, nothing you won’t steal my joy! This is what I've been waiting on, so come with your best
and see if you don't get batted down! No matter how you feel about it, ticked and cussing everyone out around you
the point is my clear: You like everyone else must call me the MRS.

angel_empy:
[color=#006600][/color]OH MY GAWD, THIS IS JUST WONDERFUL.
NEXT CHAPTER, PLZZZZZZZZZZ

i echo your kind sentiments

one love