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HellVictorinho6:
it seems jesus doesnt need me so he doesnt mind if am drowning in a pool of misery



where 2 bathe/defecate has been a serious issue 4 me especially since 2019


am not saying it was heaven b4 then


but av bcom a thousand times more restless and disturbed


am so uncomfortable right now due 2 wearing same thing 4 days



i should be ready 2 die at least while asleep

i should not be scared while sleeping on the goddam streetz


nobody should spare me while stealing my small phone


let me be killed too


av lost 2 much

Have you ever opened your arms to Jesus?

HellVictorinho6:
My own was inflicted by PEOPLE


It all started years back when i expressed fears by creating a topic about dying on NL 4 the first time


I neva suggested suicide that day

I was RATHER afraid cuz i was having a recurrent terrible fever

I was also short of food


i was doubting my survival


but someone on dis 4rum decided 2 send me 3k

then he asked me 2 join him in delta state 4 a job


but after my dad and i spoke with someone he asked us 2 call

we discovered it wasnt exactly the way he made the job to sound

also, we never really told him that i or we cud affort transport fare(tot and fro)





but when he heard i couldnt relocate, he started ,alongside many other people who were so quick 2 join in the attack, he started accusing me of being a scammer,




people who were close 2 helping me started avoiding me



till 2day ,some still call me all manner of names,




but i still seek financial assistance cuz i wonder if am really alive



av been very wretched since i was born

4get my family/background


i consider it an obstacle as well










my problems av been compounded psychologically,financially,socially and physically on dis 4rum



but quitting the 4rum cant solve anything


itz 2 late


facebook hasnt helped either


av lost murny 2 some illuminati nonsense which i found on facebook

nothing seems 2 be working 4 me


av been sleeping in many different places

bathing anytime and anywhere possible

av got just 2 pairs of trousers and theyre old

i wear each for 5 to 8 days or more b4 i can change

keeping my belongings anywhere i can



so if anyone calls me anything



thatz not gonna change what av stated





itz a useless rubbish that av come across

neva the kind of story i wish 2 be telling anybody


fvck what av seen


fvck what av heard


fvck nairaland

I feel very sorry about your experience.

You really need Jesus, my brother.

HellVictorinho6:
Well, av experienced worse.

Hmm.

With this experience I can feel your pains at the time my brother.

Shame on him.

AntiChristian:
It is confusion!

For God to have many dispensations for the salvation of humans!

And you telling me before Jesus's death there was a method of salvation that ends at Jesus's death!

And Jesus's death begins another dispensation of God's justice!

Big time confusion!

I wish you like wise!

There are only two dispensations anyway. What do you even understand by dispensations according to the Bible?

AntiChristian:
Dispensations was Prophesied?



God is not the author of confusion!

Wish you likewise!

What makes it a confusion? That you're not aware of it does not mean it is confusing.

I wish you the best.

jaephoenix:
You dont need instruments. You need to go to their locations like Scottish lakes and Himalaya mountains, simple. So when are you going?

I've been there I didn't find them. If instruments are not needed, give me an answer to my question.