I think you are attracted to his bad boy nature.
You have already done what is called Emotional cheating. Especially as it's gotten to the stage of talking about kinks with someone who isn't your boyfriend.
I believe you should cut communication with him if you want to remain faithful.
Also, try talking more with your boyfriend about more intimate topics (kinks).
Other than that I wish you the best.

ItsTerah:
I know I'm going to get alot of insults from you guys and that's why I didn't use my original Nairaland account for this, but please hear me out and give me good advice.

I'm the kind of girl that doesn't love easily. I don't think I've ever fallen in love before. I have dated just one guy and I broke up with him when he tried to rape me. I'm still a virgin and the reason is because I have trust issues. I know that if I have sex with a guy I'll become very attached and my heart can easily be broken. So I'm waiting for a guy I can trust.

I recently just started dating someone. I'm not in love with him but we've been very good friends and when he asked me out I just had to say yes so that I wouldn't lose him. I've still not had sex with him and I like that he respects my wishes. My boyfriend loves me and although I don't love him equally I've opened up to him about how difficult it is for me to reciprocate love.

Then there is this other guy I just became friends with. I won't lie, I'm sexually attracted to this guy. My sexual attraction to him intensified when he opened up to me about his kinks which are similar to mine. He told me he has feelings for me and likes me alot and can't get me out of his mind. I admitted I am sexually attracted to him but that I don't have feelings for him. I know he is sexually attracted to me and has made advances at me and even asked for nude pictures all of which I refused. But I still talk to him. He knows about my boyfriend and is aware of my situation. Occasionally he flirts with me but I try not to flirt back. I've tried to bury my sexual attraction to him but he is just so physically appealing. I've made it clear that I want to be just friends and he seems okay with it. I know I'm principled enough to not allow him have sex with me I'm wondering if it's safe being just friends with him. I enjoy talking to him and don't want to end our friendship.

Just got a premium account from @Nerdnextdoor. It works well and I have had no issues. If you are interested in bettering your writing using Grammarly, this is the best way to go.

papabiz:


Sure

How much and how do I get in touch?

Still available?

Ocorian, an award-winning Alternative Investment, Corporate & Institutional, Private Client and International Growth service provider has held its maiden forum in Nigeria. The forum which brought together investment bankers, investors and policy makers highlighted the importance of alternative investment, corporate governance and adequate risk management to growing African companies and countries.

Declaring the event open, Richard Arlove, Regional CEO, Africa Middle East and Asia (AMEA), Ocorian, emphasized the developmental impact of alternative investment on corporates, financial institutions and the development of the African continent. According to Arlove, “for any nation to make remarkable progress, there must be an alignment of the business community and government. There should also be an alignment of human capital, financial capital, and government capital. There is a need for all of the capital to be aligned properly to allow businesses grow in Africa.”

Delivering the opening remark, Tonye Cole, Founder, The Nehemiah Youth Empowerment Initiative and Former Executive Director & Co-Founder, Sahara Group, drew attention to the role of the investment banking community to the attainment of the Sustainable Development Goals (SDG).

“The financial and economic liberation of Africa and Nigeria specifically is critical for business growth. I have over time worked with the team in charge of meeting the Sustainable Development Goals 2030 target for the economy. The United Nations estimated the capital required for the period to be $11.5 trillion. The issues related to poverty, hunger and malnourishment and zero access to basic healthcare are some of the global challenges.”

A highlight of the forum was a panel discussion themed: “Adding Value to International Business in and out of Nigeria - the role played by an International Financial Centre”. The panel discussion was moderated by Nousrath Bhugeloo, Regional Head, Ocorian AMEA, Business Development. Others on the panel were Wola Asase, head of Syndication and Trade Finance, Africa Finance Corporation; Tokunboh Ishmael, Co-Founder and Managing Director, Alitheia; Adesuwa Okunbo, Partner & Managing Director, Syntaxis Capital Africa; Ari Sengupta, Group Managing Director, Chicason Group and Richard Arlove, Regional Director AMEA, Ocorian.

The panel emphasised the need for companies on the African continent to build sustainable businesses by seeking capital from the most efficient sources for growth. The panel also identified constraints faced by businesses as they try to raise expansion capital and proffered solutions to the problems.

SYNLAB Nigeria, formerly Pathcare Laboratories, believes client experience is at the heart of its foundation. This has facilitated the relocation of its office at its new address on 64 Adetokunbo Ademola Street, Victoria Island, Lagos.

The company, renowned for high-quality clinical laboratory testing, resumed service at the new address on 1 April 2019. Dr. Tolulope Adewole, Executive Director, Operations, SYNLAB Nigeria, said “Our beautiful new location is more spacious with more than double the previous phlebotomy room capacity, reducing waiting time for our clients. The new location offers better parking facilities, while the modern interior and improved customer care is poised for a better customer experience.”

He urged residents and those who work on the Island to “come and visit us at our new home and experience healthcare as it should be, and not what we know it as.”

SYNLAB presently offers access to more than 5,000 tests, including some of the most advanced genetic tests. The company prides itself in the reliability and accuracy of their test results. In line with its vision to make healthcare accessible, SYNLAB has also opened a new ultra-modern laboratory in Abuja and a patient care centre in Calabar during the first months of 2019. Construction is already underway on its Abeokuta facility.

Over the past 15 years, SYNLAB has brought international expertise, world-class healthcare, new specialised services and enhanced medical diagnostic to Nigerians. The SYNLAB Group, Europe’s number one medical diagnostics provider, operates in more than 40 countries across four continents.

It still happens o. Imagine hold up from Berger to Redemption Camp.

bujebudanu1:


Yea.true.
Most hold ups here are within short distance.
The major area for hold up is the redemption camp area.
I don't know if people still experience it

In Abuja here.i haven't seen hold up where you get stuck for 20 to 30mins

Kabeeru:
FTC. Who this one go help?

Na FTC you go like. It will help crude oil production in the Niger Delta. which means more money to the economy.

NigerStar 7, a frontline operator in the services section of the oil and gas industry has officially renamed and launched its newly acquired vessel. The new vessel which has been named NigerStar 7 Adaba will boost capability in the maritime segment of the oil and gas industry.

The vessel is the most powerful Nigerian flagged DP2 Anchor Handler (140mT bollard pull) owned by a Nigerian company and operating in Nigerian waters. It has a 52-passenger-on-board accommodation capacity, 460m² deck space, and an Electronic Fuel Monitoring System. It is the first of its kind to explore Nigerian waters and has been hailed as a major complement to the local content policy of the federal government.



Speaking at the renaming ceremony which was held at Nigerdock Shipyard in Lagos, NigerStar 7’s Chief Executive Officer, Mr. Yann Cottart said, “our mission is to serve Nigeria’s offshore oil and gas industry by executing the largest and most complex EPIC deep-water projects, and today with this new addition to our fleet, we are closer to our goal as we become the only Nigerian Tier 1 EPCI contractor with a number of modern assets 100% owned and positioned in the country.”

“With this investment, NigerStar 7 is creating employment opportunities for marine personnel, our teams onshore and contractors/suppliers providing support services to our vessel,”.

On his part, the Executive Secretary of the Nigerian Content Development and Monitoring Board (NCDMB), Engr. Simbi Wabote extolled the partnership between NigerStar 7 and Nigerdock Shipyard while calling for more collaborations that can deliver on the goal of growing local content in the maritime, oil and gas industry.


According to Engr. Wabote, “we must commend NigerStar 7 for its renewed commitment to local content practice and the noticeable repositioning it has undertaken to project the value proposition it offers as an oil and gas service provider of high repute.”

He commended NigerStar 7 for its commitment to Nigeria and called on other companies to emulate the example of the company in terms of making visible investment in the Nigerian economy.

In accordance with NigerStar 7’s commitment to the Nigerian Oil and Gas Industry Content Development Act of 2010, the personnel on NigerStar 7 Adaba, including its Captain are Nigerians. The crew have a robust understanding of the peculiarities of the Nigerian environment and are set on delivery of quality service to clients.

Also speaking at the event, the vessel’s god-mother, Mrs. Olapeju Adenuga, who is also the company’s Legal Counsel said, “the name of our beloved vessel originates from its new habitat, Nigeria. Adaba emanates from the native Yoruba language of the western people of Nigeria and refers to the bird, Dove. The dove is symbolic as an embodiment of hope, reliability, guidance and loyalty. The sturdy bird also characterizes the strong build of our vessel.”

The ceremony was attended by key players in the oil and gas industry, traditional rulers and representatives of government agencies. Some of the dignitaries present include the Chairman of Jagal Group, Mr. Anwar Jarmakani, representatives of International Oil Companies including ExxonMobil, Total and Chevron, a representative of the Director General of Nigerian Maritime Administration and Safety Agency (NIMASA) and the Commissioner for Transportation, Lagos State, Mr. Ladi Lawanson.
http://www.nigerstar7.com/

Georgioo:
More action

WOW!!!! I WANT!!!!

GabrielYulaw:
So, I haven't played PUBG in months. Recently, I downloaded the updates -800+mb- and launched it. My experience have been really disappointing. So far I am unable to progress well enough, with my best being 48/100. Most times I will be jejely walking or running along, minding my business like a good Nigerian, when out of nowhere I will suddenly find myself dead because a no-good, assh000lic sniper just killed me without my even seeing or hearing him/her. It's not funny biko and the hardness level has gone stratospheric.

lol

Izzy2hero:
tell me infinix note 4 pro can play this game biko

It can. I use the Infinix Note 4 myself.

Who else is feeling the new PUBG update. I am in awe of the FPS mode.

The Bolead

chrislu:
lol, which one bro?

I need o. Let me support my bro's hustle

My Infinix Note 4 phone does not ring out when on sleep. When using the phone actively, if a call comes in, it rings out. I don't know how to remedy this issue. May someone help me.

fideli2us@gmail.com

Is Trump using a sword to cut that cake??

I no go reach Kogi till I see my allawee. If them like make clearance be everyday.

Where is my allawee? I don dey grow gray hair as I dey wait.

Eisenhorn: Xenos

gregyboy:
I laff op u wanna think like a whiteman u free but i asure u will die like a blackman whats all d crap that cat are lovely and cute and not posesss by witches these animal is among the dommestic animal that lives around humans and also they have the sight to operate at night so flexible to flee from danger so they are mostly used by witches along side with birds mostly if go to a native doctors house u most see a cat or dog so wen u in africa think like one wen u europe think like dem also as for me i dont like cat we are in africa

Have you been to a native doctor's house. Speaking without proof. SMH

No mind Glo. Na d same thing dem send me.

Gurus in the house; my HTC One M7 is not switching on, charging, or even registering on a laptop. When it is plugged in to a wall socket the red light at the top of the phone doesn't come on. This started after the charger blew while it was charging. Since then I have not been able to use it or eben repair it. What can I do? Or help suggest a good place where I can repair it in Lagos.

Add me up 08186993452

sweetorgasm:
shut d Bleep up

If he is dumb enough to sleep with a woman without a condom. He should face the consequences. Simple.

Be a good father to his kid

Abeg tell Dayo truth quickly. Kola has broken the guy code and deserves no mercy.

It is possible

See how small his short is

Those who live by the sword, die by the sword. Or in this case, the gun.