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Jobs/VacanciesRe: Nlng November 2016 Siwes Application Is Now Open. by Oselumhe: 12:44am On Jan 18, 2017
deewon56:
you did the test ?
Pls Add me to The whatsapp group....08163061883...thanks....wrote the exam on 12
Jobs/VacanciesRe: Nlng November 2016 Siwes Application Is Now Open. by Oselumhe: 12:43am On Jan 18, 2017
Pls Add me to The whatsapp group....08163061883...thanks....wrote the exam on 12
Christianity EtcRe: Africans And Superstition by Oselumhe: 7:05pm On Dec 27, 2015
joh nydon22:
No sir i don't
But you believe in traditional things and you don't believe in a dirty I don't understand your own oo.... lipsrsealed undecided....but the tradition deity forms the tradition belief you believe in
Christianity EtcRe: Renouncing My Christian Faith by Oselumhe: 2:59pm On Dec 22, 2015
vooks:
The myth that as a child of God He will bend to your wildest whims is why Millerz lost her faith.

Questions for you
1. You seem to have your own idea of what a Christian is. Have you given your life to Christ?
3. If you have, do you always have your way with God?
I didn't say God will answer all your prayers...he will only answer prayers according to his will...his will is for us to be healthy and am sure Millers may be passing thru a situation which is not the plan of God so if she is born again and pray God will answer her prayer....yes I ave givebn my life to Christ not because I go to church even I ave been a church goer before God saved me,..and there was a change in my life.....no I don't always ave my way with God but when I don't ave I still believe in him even though the devil may won't to discourage me
Christianity EtcRe: Renouncing My Christian Faith by Oselumhe:
dearpreye:
A very typical deeper life member who glories in their self righteousness and hypocrisy. This judgmental attitude from you people, amongst other reasons, was why I quickly the deeper life and move into another church where I'm currently enjoying MY relationship with God.

The greatest hindrance Christianity has is the cold and heartless attitude of many followers in it. Would Christ has spoken to Millerz the way you did? Won't he had shown her love a d compassion? I believe many of people are even in more dire need of a personal relationship with Christ. I can't stand your superman mentality.

Christ is real but many of his followers are mad....Apart from this medium, how else have you sought to talk with the OP so as to get a better grasp at her issues? May God have mercy on you all. You people needs salvation- the same one you accused the OP of not having.
God bless you but from what I wrote I neither accused the op of lack of salvation...........I only asked question if she was saved.....and tried to tell her that God only answers the prayer of those that ave given their life to Christ and also faith helps...pls brother point out where I judged her and I will correct my self....But you don't know if I had compassion for her.......pls point out how i am an hypocrite and a self righteous person....before I did my write up I ave read her write up,and you can see from her write up that it was when you came on NL she began to lose faith in God because the atheist write-ups...do you know that if she hasn't come to NL even with what she is passing thru she would ave not lost faith in God and want to renounce her faith.. But I went thru ur comment to some persons and I see that the way you reply isn't good for a christian..like using words like silly and irresponsible..you aught to be like Christ..hope you won't say I ave judged you......God bless you once again...shalom
Christianity EtcRe: If My Father Is Not Healed Before This Year Ends, Then God Exist Not by Oselumhe: 12:34am On Dec 22, 2015
Jadonjack:
Tell me whr he is and I will gladly give it to him
There are some certain things you need to know about God......for you to see him you must and can only see him by faith.....pls can you give me a photograph of the air? I will be glad if you can....am just telling you that you can't use physical means to get spiritual.......your can contact me on WhatsApp 08163061883
Christianity EtcRe: Africans And Superstition by Oselumhe: 5:36pm On Dec 20, 2015
johnydon22:
I heard shouts, people were screaming at top of their voices. Young men wielding long whips and sticks and machetes.

The shout grew and cracks of whips followed, painful groans rented the air, not that of children, not young men but old men and old women.

Cries from the old as the young meted out on them cruel treatment of a mindless nature..

Different kinds of relics, talisman and clothes of different colours were taken out from their homes and burnt while they looked on with whips on their back..

What was their crime?

they were accused of being witches and wizards and their involvement in the traditional practice was supposed to be proof of this.

Many of these youths have relics of Jesus hanging on a cross, Virgin mary standing ever pious, pastors smiling in pictures hung on their homes and religious talisman hung on their necks.

Why is it that the old men are accused of being evil for keeping a relic of their own belief but you have yours tied around your neck?

This was a sad event that took place right before my eyes in my home town..

Old men and women were accused of being evil, their homes invaded, dragged out into the cold, beaten and disgraced with no shred of evidence to support the idiotic accusations but mere speculations and nonsensical effects of abject phobia for flimsy superstitious suspicion.

Nobody cared for the evidence of their crimes, no human bone or skull was found on them, no gun was found on them they only kept relics of their beliefs and that automatically makes them the bad ones.

This is the case in a thousand and one places through out Africa not just my home town have seen such mindless idiocy from the youths but the whole of southern Nigeria is neck deep in such imbecility.

Africans needs to grow out of these sheepish superstitions.

Africans needs to stop being Afraid of imaginary foes.

Africans needs to out grow the unjust lynching of old men and women and even little children with the tag of witches and ogbanje.

Africans needs to stop regarding little illnesses to be attacks by demons.

Africans should outgrow idiotic fear of terming owls witches when they cry at night

Africans needs to stop regarding convulsions to be demonic possessions.

Africans needs to stop pointing at rats running about the room to be witches

Africans needs to outgrow blaming an imaginary succubus and incubus for sleep paralysis.

Africans simply needs to outgrow sheepish baseless superstitions that are only products of their own fears and unbalanced mind insecure in their own self.

the hold such simplistic superstitions have on many minds is disturbing, the rate by which violence is being meted out on unsuspecting souls because of insecure unsure speculations and assumptions from a fearful mind is demeaning.

when will we outgrow the fear of abstract things that are not there?

when will flimsy placebo not being dubbed the work of spirits.

when will pastors and men of god stop dipping africans deeper into these superstitions and fears of ancestral spirits and grandma witch craft.

When are we going to outgrow falling prey to cheap con men wielding bibles and roman collar suits accusing an uncle from the village of being the architect of our economic conditions.

when will africans learn one can never change an economic status by praying for it, if wishes worked we all would be richer than Bill Gates now.

when are we going to untangle our minds from such retarding and demeaning beliefs roped around our fears of the unknown or the insecurity of our beings.

If we are going to grow as a people we need to first of all develop psychologically and ideologically and this means we have to shed much of these disturbing superstitions and mindless idiocy and primitive state absurd superstitions has thrown us into..
So you believe in a deity
Christianity EtcRe: Deeper Life December Retreat Is Here Again by Oselumhe(op): 5:31pm On Dec 20, 2015
Osisie:
Pls, what's the address for Badagry?
I don't know but try to go to the one at Lagos ibadan expressway km42 or try to meet any pastor after tomorrow's bible study so that you can know the venue
Christianity EtcRe: If My Father Is Not Healed Before This Year Ends, Then God Exist Not by Oselumhe: 5:21pm On Dec 20, 2015
God doesn't work like that young man.......Give you life to Christ.......
Christianity EtcRe: Reasons Why Christians Are Falling For False Teachings And Doctrines ( Edited ) by Oselumhe: 3:27pm On Dec 20, 2015
moredendisc:
@frosbel

Essentially the clarion call is not solely an advocacy but also an awareness, problem resolution options and false teachings & doctrines control.

False teachers or dodgy bibles in the wrong hands will kill Christians.

Blind teachers will indiscriminately, if not deliberately fire shots at blind Christians.

If Christians can so much own or get a bible

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they, such Christians, since their lives depend on this,

should also invest in a "bullet-proof helmet & vest kits" and "X-ray vision kits" in the form of dictionaries, lexicon, concordances etc

Christians are preys and shooting targets, so if unable to duck or dive, when being shot at, the bullet-proof kit will give some degree of protection

The X-ray kit, like, as with the Bereans, will allow Christians succeed by themselves in understanding teachings, interpreting scripture or in other cases identifying false teaching or doctrines.

"And the people of Berea were more open-minded than those in Thessalonica,
and they listened eagerly to Paul's message.
They searched the Scriptures day after day to see if Paul and Silas were teaching the truth.
" Acts 17:11 NLV


# Every Christians should aspire to be teacher, as iron sharpens iron

# False teachers, beware, the chickens have come home to roost
You must be a Jehovah's witness.....at moredendisc
Christianity EtcRe: Renouncing My Christian Faith by Oselumhe: 8:03pm On Dec 19, 2015
ichommy:
If you notice, I hardly Argue here, but I use to hammer something. Atheists are once C or M. Am angry i wasted most of my life about Christianity. Fasting, praying, studying Story Book ( Bible ) its annoying abi Ebuka? I will rather settle for African Religion Dan foreign mumu gods :/

P.S Dont quote Story book for me, i sabi am pass U grin
Hmm a wasted life is a life without Christ.....you may laugh now very hard and insult God as you like......but a day is coming if you don't repent and give your life to Christ...you story will be oh I wasted my entire life not been a christian............Christ is calling you today...don't die without Christ hell is so hot you can't withstand it.....I pray God help you cry embarassed
Christianity EtcRe: Renouncing My Christian Faith by Oselumhe: 8:02pm On Dec 19, 2015
ichommy:
If you notice, I hardly Argue here, but I use to hammer something. Atheists are once C or M. Am angry i wasted most of my life about Christianity. Fasting, praying, studying Story Book ( Bible ) its annoying abi Ebuka? I will rather settle for African Religion Dan foreign mumu gods :/

P.S Dont quote Story book for me, i sabi am pass U grin
Hmm a wasted life is a life without Christ.....you may laugh now very hard and insult God as you like......but a day is coming if you don't repent and give your life to Christ...you story will be oh I wasted my entire life not been a christian............Christ is calling you today...don't die without Christ hell is so hot you can't withstand it.....I pray God hello you cry embarassed
Christianity EtcRe: Renouncing My Christian Faith by Oselumhe: 7:49pm On Dec 19, 2015
[quote author=Holyman3 post=41157849]Silly response as always.
He has been a Christian all his life and all of a sudden, Deeper Life is where the prayers will be answered.

Your Superman up there ignored his prayers ever since he was young.
And the moment he decided to quit bothering him like some of us did long ago, you jumped out of nowhere and invited him to a different kind of gibberish that has no evidence of ever working.
Why are you struggling to convince him to return to ways that has not worked for him?

Give me one example of your own prayers that has ever been answered, with evidence.

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Prayer for salvation the evidence is that old things pass away....you may not believe but pray the prayer and you will see the evidence.....God answered that and you too pray that and God will answer it.....I hope you can see that God answer prayer...cos when I prayed for salvation he gave me....and who told you God don't answer prayer it because when you hear about miracle...you don't believe in it......if you ave sufficient data go online and check the testimony from this year Shiloh(winners chapel)......that is if you will believe..,,you atheist believe if something can't be done medically no way...I pity you...God bless yoi
Christianity EtcRe: Renouncing My Christian Faith by Oselumhe: 7:45pm On Dec 19, 2015
[quote author=Holyman3 post=41157849]Silly response as always.
He has been a Christian all his life and all of a sudden, Deeper Life is where the prayers will be answered.

Your Superman up there ignored his prayers ever since he was young.
And the moment he decided to quit bothering him like some of us did long ago, you jumped out of nowhere and invited him to a different kind of gibberish that has no evidence of ever working.
Why are you struggling to convince him to return to ways that has not worked for him?

Give me one example of your own prayers that has ever been answered, with evidence.

[/quote
Prayer for salvation.....God answered that and you too pray that and God will answer it.....I hope you can see that God answer prayer...cos when I prayed for salvation he gave me....he evidence is that old things pass away....you may not believe but pray the prayer and you will see the evidence.....God answered that and you too pray that and God will answer it.....I hope you can see that God answer prayer...cos when I prayed for salvation he gave me....and who told you God don't answer prayer it because when you hear about miracle...you don't believe in it......if you ave sufficient data go online and check the testimony from this year Shiloh(winners chapel)......that is if you will believe..,,you atheist believe if something can't be done medically no way...I pity you...God bless you......I just invited her to come to a program where God can heal her....,deeper life is not the only place prayer is been answered....God answers prayer
Christianity EtcRe: Renouncing My Christian Faith by Oselumhe: 7:22pm On Dec 19, 2015
Millerz:
Hi,

Seasons greetings to every one that reads this. This is actually the very first time I'm creating a thread cheesy[color=#006600][/color]

So, I want to use this medium to openly renounce my Christian faith. I've been a Christian since the day I was born. Maybe not fully devoted, but I spend quality time praying, fasting and reading the bible on my own. For the past 3yrs, i've experienced unimaginable pain, nothing has worked out for me, and my life seems to be going in circles. I've been praying to God, but havnt got results. Nothing appeals to me anymore. All I think about is suicide and I already got poison. My parents are the reason I haven't taken my life. They would be devastated cause I'm the last child. Money isn't the problem cuz I've tasted money that some working class people have never seen.

Before I joined NL, I never doubted God, but seeing all the hate and negative comments from NL atheists has made me question God. The pain in my heart is too much and I wonder why an omnipotent God would let me or anyone suffer. I dont know why God remembers everyone else but ignores me. For the past one week, I've not prayed because I figured why pray when it won't be answered. So yeah, I've officially dropped Christianity today.

Thanks for your time!!
Well from your write up I see that you tend to renounce your faith,because of some atheist write up......well what you don't know is that this atheist may eventually become christian later and you that they ave misled well now rot in hell....but pls answer this question.......were you born again?.....I mean ave you ever in your christian faith repented from sin and given your life to Christ?........reading the bible,fasting,praying doesn't make you a christian....God will only answer the prayer of someone that ave given his or her life to Christ.....and faith also helps in answer to prayer.......but if you won't mind you can come to our December retreat coming up from 24-27th December......at any deeper life camp ground......God bless you......
TravelRe: Lady Narrates Experience Shopping For Peppers In United Kingdom by Oselumhe: 2:36pm On Dec 19, 2015
lankysimz:
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this guy is a scammer.....don't fall for it oo.....I fell for something like this....which is 1500 for 5gb....their likes are scammers
Christianity EtcRe: Christianity Betray Its Own Logic by Oselumhe: 12:41pm On Dec 08, 2015
MizJanet:
welcome , welcome

How are you today ? Hope all is well . I want us to actually think together about this , i know you will ask that "what" ?

Have heard the preaching of many giants of religion like t.d jakes, Crefto dollar and many others , have also listen to their audios and many of them preach the same thing in common . Thats where we are going , according to an audio i listened to , the preacher says " when you die, only your body is in the grave but as for you yourself, the real you , you neva die , you are immortal. "

Hmm, hope you also belive this ? If yes i have a question: when Jesus of Nazareth died , does the real person called Jesus died or its only the flesh that died while Jesus of nazareth himself neva die ? Think

At least, that preacher said the real you, the real person is immortal. So why did you christians believe the real Jesus die, when he is indeed immortal ?
Well mizjanet Jesus died for our sin,he was killed by during on the cross of calvalry......when someone dies his breathe sizes and nothing in his mortal body stops.......but your soul is immortal remember the bible said fear him not that can only kill your body..........your soul and spirit lives your body after death.....so Jesudied for our sin.....,do you understand cool cool
Christianity EtcRe: Deeper Life December Retreat Is Here Again by Oselumhe(op): 12:31pm On Dec 08, 2015
Oselumhe:
In this time when the love of many is going cold and the faith of many is waxing feeble.....and many are not really preparing for the coming of the lord....,that the Deeper life bible church is organizing a retreat themed READINESS FOR CHRIST COMING....If you think you are standing,it is still an opportunity to be standing well and if not you can still come so that you can be ready....the date is 24th-27th Dec at every states of the federation....try to locate any deeper life church in you area to know the venue....,I won't miss the blessing of God will you miss it.....pls I will like to know your response......,,Are you ready?,why not come and be blessed
Cc lalastical. In Lagos venue is Km 42 Lagos ibadan express way stop at deeper life camp.
Akure -opposite futa north gate
Pls if you know venue in your location kindly drop it here
Christianity EtcRe: Deeper Life December Retreat Is Here Again by Oselumhe(op): 12:26pm On Dec 08, 2015
Gayjesus:
White gay jesus and his slave,pedophile kumuyi
Why can't you keep a date with us.....we will do you good.....just try and attend and you will see what God will do in your life cool cool
Christianity EtcRe: Deeper Life December Retreat Is Here Again by Oselumhe(op): 12:25pm On Dec 08, 2015
zik4ever:
In Port Harcourt, the venue is Deeper Life Camp Ground Rumuodara (near Tank) along the East-West road.
Thank you bro
Christianity EtcDeeper Life December Retreat Is Here Again by Oselumhe(op):
In this time when the love of many is going cold and the faith of many is waxing feeble.....and many are not really preparing for the coming of the lord....,that the Deeper life bible church is organizing a retreat themed READINESS FOR CHRIST COMING....If you think you are standing,it is still an opportunity to be standing well and if not you can still come so that you can be ready....the date is 24th-27th Dec at every states of the federation....try to locate any deeper life church in you area to know the venue....,I won't miss the blessing of God will you miss it.....pls I will like to know your response......,,Are you ready?,why not come and be blessed
In Lagos venue is Km 42 Lagos inadad express way stop at deeper life camp.
cc: lalasticlala .Akure -opposite futa north gate

EducationRe: Reasons Why First Class Students Never Become First Class People In Life by Oselumhe: 10:53pm On Jul 27, 2015
Datamega:
Lies from the pit of hell
quote pls don't send any money or card to dis guy oo..he is a scammer oo..am a vctim
PhonesRe: MTN Customer Care Thread by Oselumhe: 4:15pm On Jul 21, 2015
pls help me to deactivate the mtn music+……this is my number 08163061883
Methylblack:
please deactivate me from the mtnmusicplus subscription...it just keeps on autorenewing itself whenever i load...im fed up...i av sent 'stop' to '5900' thousands times...it keeps on telln me 'unsubscription failed. End user do not subscribe for this'...help me out...my line is 08160602364
Methylblack:
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Methylblack:
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JideSM:
The Facebook service is not active. It has since been deactivated
[quote author=Methylblack post=36014812]please deactivate me from the mtnmusicplus subscription...it just keeps on autorenewing itself whenever i load...im fed up...i av sent 'stop' to '5900' thousands times...it keeps on telln me 'unsubscription failed. End user do not subscribe for this'...help me out...my line is 0816060236



HELLO JIDE I HAVE THE SAME PROBLEM OO MY NUMBER IS 08163061883
PhonesRe: MTN Customer Care Thread by Oselumhe: 4:12pm On Jul 21, 2015
pls help me to deactivate the mtn music+……this is my number 08163061883
Christianity EtcRe: My Experience With A Young Christian Girl by Oselumhe: 11:47pm On Jul 12, 2015
MizJanet:
GIRL: okay, pls whats the second verse

ME: okay, proverb 8:24

GIRL: *she reads in her bible* okay, and whats your point ?

ME: people say that proverb 8 talks about the God of christians , Jesus

GIRL : yes , he is the uncreated creator

ME: really? But the verse I gave you said he too was " brought forth"

GIRL: yeah, he was begotten

ME: created ?

GIRL: NO, begotten

ME: but you told me that anything born is created

GIRL: i dont seem to get you, are you saying Jesus is created ?

ME: *i smiled* but its your bible that said Jesus was brought forth , isnt it ?

GIRL: yes, but I explained to you that it means he was begotten

ME: You have contradict yourself my sister , according to the first verse which says mountains are brought forth , you said it means they are created .

GIRL : *sighs* , but what I know is that Jesus was not created , pls we shall see next time others are waiting for me

ME: so you will leave me , without solving this

GIRL: its not like dat *smiles and walk away* ,



, but why are christians not consistent and straight forward ?
You try to use carnal reasoning to understand the word of God
Christianity EtcRe: Christianity Betray Its Own Logic by Oselumhe: 11:40pm On Jul 12, 2015
MizJanet:
Another way of sayin i dont kNoW what to say? cheesy

Kindly leave the thread. Since u gat nothing to contribute to the op
MizJanet:
Another way of sayin i dont kNoW what to say? cheesy

Kindly leave the thread. Since u gat nothing to contribute to the op
MizJanet:
Another way of sayin i dont kNoW what to say? cheesy

Kindly leave the thread. Since u gat nothing to contribute to the op
Do you know what mizjanet for you to understand the bible You need to surrender your life to Jesus then ask God to help you.....The devil is really deceiving your lies like big bang theory and you weren't there when big bang occur but you hold on to it but you refuse to have faith in God word because you can't see God...May God open you eyes
Christianity EtcRe: Why Religion Is Clueless ( Section 2) by Oselumhe: 11:23pm On Jul 12, 2015
[quote author=MizJanet post=34596802]A student that read a contradictory textbook for exams cannot pass and infact such a student is not intelligent . Anything that contradict itself is a source of confusion.

Again, Anything that contradicts itself , is a source of confusion and therefore an intelligent person will never put his hope on such information.

Before i pronounce this subject as contradiction, I want you to personally view this three bible verses.

Here , the christian bible said earth is reserved for fire .


NET Bible
But by the same word the present
heavens and earth have been reserved
For fire
, by being kept for the day of
judgment and destruction of the
ungodly.



BUT here the christian bible said the earth is established forever .


Ecclesistes 1:4
English Standard Version
A generation goes, and a generation
Comes, but the earth remains forever
Psalm 104:5

King James Bible
Who laid the foundations of the earth,
that it should not be removed for ever.




Is The bible confuse ?


Never If you can't believe the bible that says God created human beings and that your are not an animal but you want to believe that you are a higher animal just because of a scientific fact......and can you prove to me that human beings are higher animals......Remember you can say all you can about God on earth but when you die.....You will now see the God you blasphemed...then it will be terrible
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Christianity EtcRe: Must Read!!why And How I Became A Satanist by Oselumhe: 8:37pm On Jul 12, 2015
[quote author=Mellin post=34113275]Firstly, am not here to wake up those who want to stay asleep but for those who aren't aware they are sleeping.. I will give a brief history about me and then what led to my conversion..

Am 23 years old, born in a Christian family. From imo state.I was raised to believe that Jesus saves and through him I can get anything. I went to a Seminary school, I was taught about god and all that. From my jss1 to jss3 I couldn't really understand the so called Bible. Certain verse contradicts another. Then from my ss1 to ss3 during teachings in crs I asked questions about some Bible passages but found out the priest that teaches us don't even understand what he teaches. Later he was transferred and another teacher replaced him. I studied the Bible like my life depends on it, so there isn't any verse in the Bible I can't tell you what happened and how it happened. The new teacher couldn't explain certain scriptures on her own too rather she tagged it a myopic gospel. I was like wtf?a times she will cane me for asking too much questions and will always tell me to ask god to open my spiritual eyes.. I kept thinking how can they teach what they don't know or practice? Hasn't she asked for her own spiritual eyes to be opened, aren't we meant to ask questions if we don't understand anything .. Ain't they supposed to show workings, u know like using faith to move ordinary pen talk more of mountain which I don't think any pastor or priest round the world even Pope can do. But yet I never stopped believing. I graduated among the best students, gain admission into higher institution (imsu) then my life changed. I found out things I try to control couldn't be controlled anymore, I fast and prayed not to fall into the temptation but still yet It didn't. I enjoyed my life till my 2nd year in school. I developed a heavy heart problems, am no smoker. I went to hospital and I was told am 100%OK.

I had this pain through out my remaining years in school. I kept visiting different hospitals but the series of test I ran, was confirmed OK. Then my parents said it's time to seek God.. I prayed, fast, did night prayers all to no avail. I visited priests which they will later give me holy water to use yet no show, I also visited scoan owned by tb Joshua , I was touched by both tb Joshua and his wise men cos I visited countless times yet my sufferings kept increasing. My uncle took me to Lord of chosen yet nothing. I visited other spiritual houses but none could help heal me rather some told me it's my uncle who's behind my suffering. I was like wtf?
I was there dying slowly and all I get from pastors and my parents was to have faith in God. A friend suggested I go down to the village to do something they called AGWU. I went and did it and the whole pain went off, I was free again, I was so happy but I never stopped believing in the xtian god. The native doctor who did that to me made one statement that kept me wondering. He said we keep on serving and bowing down to our fellow men all in the name of worshiping God. He said igbo culture has been here before the coming of any religious groups and it will still be here those religious groups will go. That we chose to suffer that's why we are suffering. He said to me forget about church and there rubbish practice that there is no life there. After a week I went back to my normal mode of worship. I went for thanksgiving and all that, I never stopped believing. Then the next day after the thanksgiving the whole problem came back in multiple folds, I couldn't stand, I couldn't breath well anymore. I was dying and I knew it.
I kept wondering what kind of silly life is this, where have I gone wrong. I kept wondering,, at a time I said to myself this life is not worth it. I started praying for death to come take me away.
Then on 4th April I woke up around 11pm.i had some poison I had prepared mixed with juice. I was ready to take my life away cos I couldn't bear seeing my parents suffer emotionally just because of me. I had some note prepared for my parents to read and for them to know why I had to do it. Death to me was the only thing that will end my pains. Then I went outside the compound to pray to heavens. I saw a full moon so I talked to it, I was sitting on the floor crying and praying for God's forgiveness on what am about to do. Then something happened... Lowba3
What was the state of f you mind while seeking for the treatment,where you born again or not...

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