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As early as 6:30am, Amber was already in my house. While I did the necessary chores, Amber went straight to the kitchen to start making food. Lois would arrive, latest, by 11 and I would still be at Lincoln Dayzee. By the time I was dressed and about stepping out, I was already perceiving the aroma of goat meat pepper soup.

Amber: You look amazing.

Me: Thanks my love. I can already perceive your handwork.

Amber: Anything for you dear. I bet you, with your appearance alone, the contract is already sealed.

Me: Amen o.

Amber: Run along now so you won't be late.

Me: Thanks. And text me as soon as Lois is here. I've sent her your number okay?

Amber: No problems. Goodluck.

Me: Thanks dear.

We shared a quick hug and I picked up my car key and left.
I quickly sent a message to Leonard and he replied, wishing me good luck.

Traffic was light and at exactly 10:00, I was in the parking lot of Lincoln Dayzee. I killed my ignition, gathered my files and my handbag and stepped out from the car. I locked it and started my graceful walk into the company. The interview was scheduled for 10:30. During the ride in the elevator, I called dad and informed him that I was there, he wished me luck and asked that I try to impress the young CEO so we could get along together and maybe have a future together too. Parents will always remain parents.
The receptionist on the floor was very cheerful and friendly. She must have mastered her work because she had a smile plastered on her phone.

Jessica: Good morning Miss?

Me: Pamela.

Jessica: Miss Pamela, I'm Jessica and you are welcome to Dayzee.

She ran her eyes on her huge note with that same smile.

Jessica: You have a meeting with the boss at 10:30. Please sit down.

Me: Thanks Jessica.

I lowered myself to a very comfortable cushion and clutched my file. This company is absolutely one of a kind. Some minutes later, a girl of about 20 or 21 came out from a door, she was dressed in a skimpy gown and her make up was heavy. She batted her eyelids at me and walked away. I didn't miss the kind of look Jessica gave her before she picked up the telephone ad announced my presence.

Jessica: You may go in now.

Me: Thank you.

I stood up and looked at her for direction, then she pointed at the door the silly girl had walked out from. I smiled and walked to the door. I tapped on it before walking in to get the shock of my life.

Me: William?

He was looking different and way more handsome than I can remember. But, he wasn't looking friendly one bit, even seeing me did not bring a smile to his face.

William: Lock the door behind you Miss.

I was surprised at the way he spoke to me like I was someone else or one of his stubborn employees. I closed the door and decided to remind him of who I am.

Me: William, it's me, don't you remember me?

William: Pamela Bernards, come and sit down please. I don't have time for such fake pleasantries.

Me: What?

The shock and embarrassment I felt at that moment didn't make me realise when I sat my @ss down on the chair opposite him. He opened a file which was on his desk and stared deeply into it.

William: So, I spoke with your father and you're just here for us to sign the necessary papers.

Me: But.....

William: We're done talking about this contract because we already signed it. Look.

He pushed the file towards me like I was a leper, then he pulled out a cigarette and lit it. I looked at the papers and it had daddy's signature on it already. I went through it and realised that he was right, that was when it occurred to me that daddy was trying to match make us. How can daddy play this kind of trick on me and how must it be coincidentally with William?
I pulled my pen and was about to sign in the space allotted to me when he pushed away my hand and took the file. Tears welled up my eyes at such rudeness and I had to let my heart cry out.

Me: What did you just do William? Is that the best way to treat a friend?

William: You'll sign in the presence of the board. The board of executives from your company and mine. And to that, we'll be throwing a get together party for our companies so we'll get to know ourselves and our shareholders. We'll sign this papers there.

He puffed smoke into the air and looked away. I knew I'm on a long thing now and it'll only take the grace of God to bring me out of this one.
I stood up, straightened my skirt, picked my file and my handbag and made to walk out, then it occurred to me, we had no contacts.
I brought out my card and dropped it on the table.

Me: On a second thought, that's my card. I'll be expecting your call.

I walked out as soon as possible before he would say something else. But before I could get to my car, a text message came in.


"the party is on the 10th. I'm sure you saw the girl that walked out of my office. That's the kind of things I eat now."

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Tobe: Pamela, you know I still love you right?

I became tongue tied. Harry looked from Tobe to my humble self.

Harry: Wait wait. The two of you know each other? What.....

Me: Tobe, get out. Now.

Tobe: I'm leaving your house but I won't leave here till you give me a chance to explain myself.

Me: Explain what? You lying, cheating son of a nobody. Get out.

Tobe: Pamela, you.....

Me: What? I gave you my everything. I was loyal to you like a dog. What did you give me? You first slept with my childhood friend, then my roommate. And you still have the stupid, irritating guts to come back to my life? Is that how shameless you are?

Tobe: I explained to you, I told you that we went to her school and my friends were with girls. I had to just pick anybody. I'm sorry Pamela, I know I hurt you so very much. I'm sorry.

I walked to where he was standing and fixed my gaze on him.

Me: What are you thinking huh? That you have the right to walk in and out of my life like it pleases you? You must be stupid to be thinking that way.

Tobe: Baby, I looked everywhere for you, I went mad when I couldn't see you anywhere. But thank God I've found you. We can start afresh I promise.

I raised my hand and gave him a life threatening slap. I heard Amber gasp and Leonard walked to us immediately.

Leonard: Pamel....

Me: Stay out of this Leonard. You were there, you know how it happened. You knew what I went through. I had to live a lonely life for years. Leonard you're aware. Now, he wants to have me as a side chick. Does he think I didn't hear of his wedding? Ask this fool to get out.

Tobe: Pamela, you have the right to do what you're doing. It's all my fault i know but God knows I don't intend to keep you as a side girl or something. It's how much I love you, it's how much my conscience has dealt with me for the past years. You're my happiness Pamela and my marriage to Claire is just......

Me: Get out. I don't want to see you anywhere around me. Is that clear?

I left them and went upstairs. A beautiful Sunday just turned sour. Amber followed me. I sat down on my bed and she remained standing.

Amber: Do you think he's being truthful?

Me: I don't care one bit. He's a cheat and a liar. I don't care at all.

Amber: But I still can't believe he did all those things. He looks too innocent for that.

Me: I hate that he's back in my life.

She rubbed my shoulder and sat beside me.

Amber: Don't let him get to you dear.

Me: That reminds me, Lois is coming tomorrow.

Amber: Wow. For real?

Me: Yes dear.

Amber; That means, we have to get things ready for her.

Me: Not us, you.

Amber: Ah! How?

Me: I've got an interview tomorrow so you'll have to help me please.

Amber: Oh! It's alright. Anything for you.

Me: Thanks.

We shared a hug before she left for her house. I have a long day tomorrow so I have to start revising on my interviews. I made sure everyone had left before locking up and going into my study.

Leonard: So tell me, what's your plan? I'll confess that I love the way you're handling things but for how long?

Me; Let's go to my room.

He nodded and followed me. We walked up the stairs and Harry couldn't keep his mouth shut, asking us not to take long. I saw Tobe's face and it was not funny at all. I led Leonard to my room and locked the door.
We both sat down as I was looking for the right way to start.

Me: I want to thank you.

Leonard: Why?

I was tempted to slap his shoulders as usual but no, this was no time to play around.

Me: Leonard, it took you to bring me out of my shell. Isn't that enough reason to be grateful?

Leonard: No it's not. It's not. I want you back to your old self Pamela. This Tobe issue is still nothing compared to what will come in the future. That's why I wanna know your plans, that's why I want you to be strong enough to stand on your own.

I was confused, like, what the hell was he talking about?

Me: Are you gonna die or what? Why are you talking like that?

He smiled before sitting down again. He was so close that I could feel his breath on my neck.

Leonard: Does being around him still bring back those feelings?

Me: You mean Tobe?

Leonard: Yes. Who else are we talking about here?

Me: Oh! Surprisingly, it doesn't. I've also asked myself where all the feelings I had for him disappeared to. You know he was at my door this morning?

Leonard: Serious?

He withdrew and smiled, that smile that I was familiar with.

Leonard: I found out his marriage has not been a bed of roses. He's here because he's running away from his wife.

Me: What!

It was more of an exclamation than a question. God is indeed wonderful. Karma doesn't sleep nor rest.

Leonard: Harry was very open to me this morning because he felt I would be in the best position to give advice to the couple.

Me: As a marriage counselor right?

Leonard: I feel for him though.

Me: You're human so you should feel for him. I also feel for him but I believe this is karma. He should get what he served me. As for a plan, I don't have one because I'm not planning to keep him in my life again.

He looked at me and I looked away, surprised that I had said those things.

Leonard: Just be strong okay and don't let anybody try to make you feel out of place.

Me: Thanks Leonard. You've been helpful this past days. I don't know what I would have done without you especially during this confusing times. I'm grateful.

Leonard: It's nothing. Friends do better things.

Me: Like refunding the house rent since we're friends.

We both broke into laughter, falling on ourselves like I just said something that'll motivate a priest to become a bishop.

Leonard: But your name isn't in our records, so I'm guessing your dad paid.

Me: Yes he did. But once the rents expire, I'm not paying again. Come let's go downstairs before Harry adds more rubbish to the ones he had said.

Leonard: Alright Miss.

We walked out of my room and joined the others downstairs. They were watching Jara. Trust Harry, he started talking immediately.

Harry: Neighbour, come tell me how it was. Glad you ain't the loud type.

Amber: Aren't you talking too much?

Me: Don't mind him, lawyers and their bad thinking.

Harry: Yea. I knew it that you like me. Don't worry, we'll talk later in private.

Tobe: Easy bro. You mustn't look at everything in skirt. You.....

Me: Yes Harry. Private so that Leonard wouldn't figure out what we're up to.

While the others talked, I maintained a steady look on Tobe who's face was flushed out of embarrassment.
He stood up and put his hand in his left pocket. Everyone of us looked at him, wondering what he was up to.

Tobe: I beg to be excused guys. I need to sleep now.

Everyone nodded in approval and he began to walk towards the door, then just like he was being controlled by a remote, he turned and said.........

Me: Yes. They. Harry, Tobe and Leonard.

Amber: Outside Leonard, I don't know the others.

Me: Forgive me. Harry is my neighbour and Tobe just left my door.

Amber: What? Are you going to let him come here and ruin breakfast? Please o, I wouldn't want to end up separating fights instead of enjoying this beautiful meal.

I smiled and started frying the beef.

Me: There'll be no need for that. I'll just keep pretending like he doesn't exist. For now, let's concentrate. They'll be here in an hour.


The next forty minutes saw me in the dinning, getting the table ready after I had showered and changed into a mini gown. Amber had gone home to shower and also have a change of clothes.
While i made the table, thoughts of what i would do to get Tobe out of my system kept on coming to my head. I also asked myself where the love I had for him had disappeared to. How could he hurt me like that and still feel so shameless to come back to my life? MEN. They would shoot you and ask you the reason why you're bleeding. I won't let him come back into my life. If I had my way, I'll make him disappear each time my name was pronounced. Again, I asked God, why he created me with such a soft heart. Why wasn't I like Lois or maybe someone else who can pay back evil with evil?
All these thoughts were in my head until my door bell rang. I looked at the table again and nodded in satisfaction. It was Amber at the door. We sat down in the sitting room after she looked at my settings again.

Amber: Are you nervous?

Me: No. I feel different. As at two days ago, I had nobody in my life outside my parents and Lois, but today, I've got three friends in addition to an ex who only made my life miserable. For the past couple of years, I've had a very simple life and I was comfortable with it. Now, I feel like things will get worse with so many people in my life.

Amber: Who was preaching to me last night? Here? In this sitting room? Babe, come on. Whatever happens in Bangkok remains in Bangkok. Your past remains in your past, do jot let it interfere with your future because it won't help, it'll only push you away from people who matter to you. These are the words of my sister and it has always being at the back of my mind before you added yours last night. Pamela, you're a great lady so don't let what's that his name again? Tobe or whatever deny you the chances of being with better people. You get?

I smiled. I felt relief wash through me and I realised something I've been missing for years, closeness. Lois is a great girl but only if she were close. I silently prayed for Monday to come so she'll come home and stay with me. With these two ladies around me, I was already sure of many happy years.

Me: Thanks Amber. I needed that.

Amber: That's more like it. Now I'm wondering what's keeping this boys.

Me: Boys?

Amber: Men.

We laughed and she started telling me about the project she was handling; to deliver 15 works of art, all nature, to the new house of the governor's in laws. The house would be dedicated in two months and needed to finish the work before then. We were still talking when the guys came, with Tobe, having a bottle of wine in his hand........................wonders shall never end.




Breakfast was amazing, we all ate like we were family and surprisingly, I didn't feel uncomfortable even with Tobe's presence. Everyone talked about what he or she does. We got to know that Harry was a barrister (little wonder why he is very arrogant) while Tobe is an engineer(can't remember the name of the company he mentioned).

But one thing was sure, we were all successful and we thanked God for that.

After eating, Amber and I did the dishes immediately before joining them in the sitting room where they were yabbing themselves over glasses of the wine Tobe came with. Immediately we sat down, Harry and Amber started bonding while I got busy with my phone till Leonard brought my attention back to the group.

Me: Anything the matter?

Leonard: Yes. Let's see in the dinning please.

Harry: Just do it here. We're all adults and its fun watching two people or more tango like teenagers. No better place for a quicki'e

Leonard: My guy, your mouth no get shame o.

Harry: I know. But you're still my friend.

Leonard: Na because I like you o.

Harry: Perfect. Like a lawyer, it's very legal.

Tobe: Jonse man.

They laughed, including Amber.

Leonard: Babe, leave this men that has brains belonging to children. I'll join you in the dinning please.

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Greater height, glory to glory and wishing you all the best in life.

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Thanks for the comment guys. I understand that most of you are disappointed with the way the updates are coming, but bear with me, I've got loads of work now and I hardly find time to update. Secondly, my phone is faulty and I find it hard to use it. But I promise that if you guys stop vexing indirectly for me, your encouragements will push me to update and just like Alone, this story will be coming twice in a day. Your encouragement is all I need. And I'm sorry for not performing up to the expectations of you guys.







I opened the door and there was Tobe, dressed in a packet shirt and jean trouser. He was looking cute as usual but who cares?
I tightened my face in a frown as I leaned on my door frame.

Me: Yes Eddy, good morning. You look like you're just coming from church.

Tobe: Pamel please stop.

Me: Stop what exactly? The greeting or the.....

Tobe: Do you have amnesia?

Me: Uhm.... Yes. So forgive me if I'm having problems with remembering you.

He reached out and touched my head, caressing my forehead the way he used to.

Tobe: Are you serious?

Me: Tell me why you're here please. I was busy inside before you came.

I showed him my hand which was stained with ketchup.

Tobe: I want us to talk Pamela. I'm......

Me: Tobechukwu Onuoha. How's your wife?

He swallowed hard and I smiled, then he tried to say something but was too surprised to say a word.

Me: Surprised? Now, if you've got nothing important to say, get out of here before I call the security on you.

Tobe: Pamela, I.......

Me: You know what? Get out. And don't bring your miserable self to my door again. Fool.

I banged the door and went back to the kitchen. Amber was busy with tomatoes but she looked up immediately I stormed in.

Amber: I wonder the guy who is so unfortunate to come to your house this morning. Who's he?

Me: You were eavesdropping?

Amber: Nope. Just wanted to know what was keeping you, then when I came there, you were shouting so I just left. I'm sorry if......

Me: No. It's alright. He's my ex, he was dating myself and my roommate. Now, he's married to her.

Amber: Holy Moses! And he had the effrontery to come here?

Me: Just let it go. Is the rice ready?

Amber: Yes. Have taken it down. Will Leonard come for breakfast?

Me: Oh! Let me call him.

I picked my phone from the kitchen table and dialed Leonard's number.

Me: Hello

Leonard: Hi babe. What's up?

Me: You back from church?

Leonard: Yes dear. I'm with Harry now.

Me: Will you come over for breakfast?

Leonard: Of course dear. I need to change my taste of food. Let me ask the guys.

Me: No. Wait.

I knew they were going to agree and then, Tobe will come here to disturb my peace again.
I heard murmuring in the background and i knew they were contemplating on coming.

Leonard: We'll be there in an hour.

Me: Leonard, I.....

Leonard: No worries babe. I know what you're thinking but trust me, you'll enjoy our company.

Me: Okay. Amber is still here though.

Leonard: Very nice. See you girls soon.

I hung up and dropped my phone.

Amber: Any problem?

Me: They will be here in an hour.

Amber: They?

He was still with Harry and Tobe, another guy had joined them and they were laughing hysterically. I walked to them and notified my presence.

Me: Hi guys.

They turned to me and Leonard's hand went to my waist immediately.

Leonard: Missing me?

I smiled. He was playing along and I was already imagining an estate filled with fun already.

Me: Kind of.

Harry: Ho ho! These two lovers are really getting to me.

Leonard: Go get yourself one then.

Tobe: You both are dating?

His voice was calm and full of surprise.

Leonard: Not yet. She's still playing hard to get.

I saw him swallow hard and his throat tightened.

Harry: Look, stubborn neighbour, you've got to stop this female pride of yours and just say yes.

Me: But....

Harry: I'm serious. Just say yes already.

Me: Fine.

I turned to Leonard and he had this kind of smile on his face.

Me: I want to tell you that I'm going in, calling it a night.

Leonard: So soon? The fun has not even started, the fire.....

Me: You know I don't like staying out this late. Besides, I'm not going to bed immediately. I made a new friend so we want to go in and know more about ourselves outside this noise.

Harry: Tell me you're straight please.

Me: Of course I'm straight. Silly.

He faked heaving a sigh and we all laughed.

Leonard: Alright babe, I'll call you before I go in. Do I get you anything you'll like to take inside?

Me; No dear. We'll manage with the chicken from breakfast.

Leonard: Alright. See you then.

He pecked my forehead, then I waved at the others before catwalking to Amber who was patiently waiting.

Amber: You both are a nice pair.

Me: Who?

She held my hand and we started walking to my home.

Amber: My boyfriend died last year. It's been very hard for me to get him out of my head.

I slung my arm over her shoulder and she paused to look at me.

Me: Let's walk. We'll do the talking inside.

She nodded and we walked quietly to my house. Anybody who saw us will never think we were just returning from a barbeque.
We got to my house and I unlocked my door. We got inside and she helped me brew some coffee after which we settled on the floor of my living room(yes, I sat and she followed my lead).

Me: Before you start getting those feelings, you should note that Leonard is not my boyfriend. I'm as single as you are. We just happen to come from way back as good friends.

Amber: I'm surprised. But you two look so good together.

Me: I saw that.

I sipped my coffee and dropped the saucer on my centre table.

Me: I'm sorry for your loss Amber, but you shouldn't dwell in the past forever. You need to move on. There's someone out there for you and if you continue in this light, you'll end up chasing everyone away from your life. He's gone and there's no amount of abstainance that'll make him come back to you.

She dropped her cup and wiped a single tear.

Amber: You're right Pamela. But what do I do?

I held her hands and looked at her, the tears fell and I let her cry before she came into my arms.

Me: You'll have to move on Amber.

She had cried herself to sleep and I ended up helping her to my guest room.
While I slept that night, I pondered over the words I had said to Amber and realised it was also applicable to me. I had to move on and stop brooding over Tobe.



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The next morning while we made breakfast, she told me about her housemates and I realised they were students trying to make ends meet but then, what would bring them to sell their bodies just for money and at same time, come and live in an expensive estate, yet Amber said they're struggling to make ends meet.

Me: They should not influence you o.

She laughed heartily and I was surprised to see her laugh that much.

Me: Shuu?

Amber: If they were to influence me, it would have been a long time ago.

Me: Better o. I.....

I was shut up by the door bell so I excused myself and went to answer the door.

She came back almost immediately, she had two glasses and I picked one. She sat down and crossed her legs.

Amber: Was trying to be sure I remember this face. Ain't you the CEO of De Bernards?

Me: Yes, I am.

Amber: Then I'm right. My name is Amber and i must confess, you look more beautiful in person than in those magazines.

Me: Thank you. You're not looking bad yourself. The name is Pamela.

She stretched her hand and I took it in a handshake.

Amber: Nice meeting you Pamela.

Me: The pleasure is all mine.

Amber: Actually, I'm going to go straight to the point here cause I don't fancy beating about the bush.

I dropped my phone which I had been busy with and stared at her.

Amber: I noticed you when I drove past you and your boyfriend this morning. I decided I was going to add you to the list of my friends. Hope you don't mind?

I smiled. I used to think that girls love competition, they don't like approaching their fellow girls because they don't wanna appear Jewish but this girl in front of me was proving me wrong already.

Amber: Is that a yes?

Me: Amber, I'm a very boring person, you might end up running away from......

Amber: Boring? With those clothes? Babe, look around, the guys here are ogling you and the girls are wishing to be you, yet you call yourself boring?

I smiled again. Only if she knew that my life was all about work now.

Me: Look......

Amber: The only explanation I'm trying to come up with, for you, is that you're a very busy person and you may not be able to give our friendship enough time to blossom. Trust me on this one, I'll help you with my own schedule.

Me: Your own schedule? What do you mean by that?

Amber: Alright. I'm an artist. I own galleries around here and in Lagos. I'm also a very busy person but I still have time for my friends.

Me; You're an artist?

Amber: Yes ma'am.

Me: Wow. Will you make me a portrait? Please?

Amber: That will be after I'm done with a project at hand. I promise.

Me: Thank you. Wow. You don't look like one.

Amber: Trying to prove to them that artists do well too.

Me: That's beautiful. So you live here?

Amber: Yes. Zone B. The last house in zone B, I don't live alone though.

Me: Your parents?

Amber: Hmm hmm. My friends and my younger sister who schools in Nsugbe.

Me: Oh. That's cool.

She pointed at two girls who were mingling with some guys.

Amber; Those are my crazy housemates.

I fixed my gaze on them, the way they were flirting with the guys, I was sure they're nothing more but runs girls and no, I ain't gonna be friends with such people who'll only remind me of Claire.

Me: I won't lie, I don't like this two.

Amber: Knew you would say that. But they're really nice girls and.....

Me: It's okay. I beg to be excused now, I don't stay out by this time.

Her face creased with a grown immediately.

Amber: Are you not enjoying my company?

Me: No don't say that. You actually made my night a wonderful one. If you don't mind, you can follow me to my apartment where we will spend much time. I don't like staying out by this time.

It was past 11pm and no one was making any sign to go home. I had to leave abeg. Not like I wasn't enjoying her company but you'll agree with me that habits remain habits no matter what.

Amber: That'll be nice.

Me: I'll go tell Leonard I'm leaving now. Will see you in five.

I almost laughed at his reaction. He was surprised and wouldn't take his eyes off me. I in turn, locked eyes with his.


Harry: Oh! Forgive me, this is my brother from another mother, Edward. Eddy, meet my neighbour, Pamela.

I stretched my arm to give him a handshake which he couldn't resist.

Me: Nice meeting you Eddy.

Tobe: Uhm.... I...

Harry: Falling already? She's beautiful so I don't blame you.

I tucked my weave on behind my ear and smiled. I'm so loving this night.

Harry: So Pamela, you didn't tell me the handsome Leonard is your boyfriend.

Me: Right. The last and first time we met and talked, it wasn't funny, let alone nice.

Harry: I get. So he's your boyfriend?

Me: He's not.

I can swear I heard Tobe breath out. I wanted to speak when I saw Leonard coming towards us.

Me: We'll get to talk some other time Harry, Leo is back.

We all looked in his direction and he had his hands full. He had a tray which contained a glass of wine and a covered plate.

Harry: But you both will make a good couple Y'know.

Me: I'll think about that Harry.

Leonard: Wondering what you're thinking about.

I had to do something before Leonard makes Harry understand that I actually knew who his friend was.

Me: Leonard, meet my neighbour, Harry and that's his friend, Edward.

He looked at me, then looked back at Tobe. I knew what was going on in his mind and it was better it remained so than for him to speak it out.
They shook hands and I took my tray from Leonard before excusing myself to look for a table where I can settle down. I had not walked much when I saw a table of four which was empty. I lowered myself to one of its chairs and began to stylishly devour my chicken.
Girls, ever been in a crowd, you know you're being watched and you're trying to do everything just right? That was my situation at that moment.
I sipped my drink like I was royalty and I bit into the chicken like I didn't want to injure the already dead fowl and chatting with Lois at same time. I felt a shadow behind me so I turned around to see a girl on a long Versace singlet and boots to match. She was beautiful but not bodily end owned like me. She had a smile and I wondered if it was for me. I turned back and resumed eating. It was when she sat down beside me that I knew she was there to see me.

Amber: Hi.

Me: Hi.

I dabbed on my lip with a serviette and gulped down the rest of my wine.

Amber: You're beautiful. Who're you wearing?

Now, I had to look at this girl again. I knew that people living in the estate are mostly top recognised citizens but again, who goes to the extent of noting the designer they wear their clothes?

Me: Thank you. I....

Amber: You're welcome. Please give me a few minutes, I'll be right back.

Me: It's OK. Take your time.

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Trying to derail my thread? Please take your time to avoid........





I tugged Leonard's arm and he turned to me.

Me: What's he doing here?

Leonard: Who?

I nodded towards the direction of the supposed intruder who was busy discussing with my pompous neighbour.
There was surprise on Leonard's face then I knew he wasn't aware of his presence in the estate.

Leonard: Babe, I'm not aware of this. Seriously.

Me: I believe you. But what do I do now? I mean, I'm not prepared to meet him just yet.

He placed his hands on my shoulders and I had to take my eyes off this intruder.

Leonard: You must be ready at all times, the bible even said that. God knows I'm not aware of his presence but baby, you must not keep running away. Why not show them how strong you've grown with the years?

He had a reassuring smile on his face and I felt goose bumps all over my skin.

Me: It's okay. So long as you're sticking to me tonight.

He smiled

Leonard: I just said it some minutes ago and I'm saying it now, I'm all yours for tonight.

Me: Fine.

He held my hand and we began to walk towards the crowd. It was like a fiesta was going on. Lots of people were in the park which left me wondering if Akpaka estate was that big to contain everyone in the park.

The master of ceremony spoke into the microphone and people started clapping. It was when Leonard started waving with his free hand that I knew he was just introduced to the people. We walked into the crowd and I must swear that different eyes were boring into my back. I fixed a smile on my face and fought not to look in his direction.


MC: ..........and the beautiful lady he's refused to leave her hand since they walked.

The crowd broke into soft whispers so I waved and held unto Leonard for dear life. We got a stand and stopped. He did the opening speech and welcomed everyone, then he introduced himself and asked everyone to enjoy the night. He came back to my side and used his phone to take a selfie of the both of us before asking someone to give us a full shot. His arms were on my waist and it felt so comfortable (the hand not me o).

Leonard: What do I get you?

Me: What will you take?

The music wasn't loud enough to make us shout just yet.

Leonard: I'm taking spirits.

Me: Pure spirits?

Leonard: Yes.

Me: Alright. Just get me any wine that won't kill me.

He smiled.

Leonard: Chicken or?

Me: Chicken please. I'm a mermaid so I don't eat fish.

Leonard: Wow. Since when?

I slapped his shoulder, a habit that has refused to leave my system.

Me: Just go and please, don't waste time.

Leonard: I'm guessing you haven't been to a barbeque before. Kill time by either using your phone or making new friends.

Me: Yes boss but still not enough for you to waste my time.

Leonard: Fine. Miss CEO. I'll be right back.

He pecked my cheek and walked out gracefully, shaking hands with some people before I bent to my phone. I started chatting with Lois immediately, telling her how far the night has gone.

Harry: I must confess that my neighbour is looking so breathtaking.

I looked up and that was the arrogant neighbour of mine and just beside him was Tobe. A message came into my phone and it was a chat from Lois. "act like he doesn't exist or better still, show him how classy you've turned out with the years. no fall my hand o"
I smiled and locked my phone.

Me: Sorry for the brief distraction Harry. Good evening.

Harry: You're polite this evening and it's nice. At least, I'm getting to see your good side.

Me: Don't make it look like I'm the bad person Harry. Who's your friend?

laddybay:
This story is the BOOM.
Ahn ahn
Jokes apart, PamelB u are gifted die
When I read alone unfortunately I was yet to join NL if not I would have bombarded you with remarks of appraisal
Honestly, If there was a better word than perfect, then this story is it

Tanx dear.

As I was putting the finishing touchings on my make up, my door bell rang. It was 20 minutes past seven. I picked my phone and went downstairs. I opened the door and it was Leonard, dressed in a Gucci singlet, a jean short and a boot.
He stared with open mouth and I had to struggle with myself to go back and change my clothes. Like Lois has suggested, I was on a white off shoulder crop top, a bum short and a jean booty snicker. My long weave on was parked in a stubborn ponytail and I had to confirm if I was truly the one standing in front of the mirror.

Leonard: Wow. Pamela, is this really you? Mehn! Look at those thick curves.

I had to slap his shoulders.

Leonard: Let me express my self babe. You look hot and......

Me: And you're 20 minutes late.

Leonard: I know. Wanted to give you enough time to get ready. You know ladies and the way they take time to dress up.

Me: Will you come in for a drink before we step out or?

Leonard: Nah. Lots of people are already waiting for the barbeque to start and I can't delay them. Come, lock up let's leave.

We stepped out and I locked my door, putting the key in my pocket. As soon as we started going close to the estate's park, I began to feel uncomfortable because I was already getting different looks from people. We had passed some girls dressed in worst clothing but this wasn't my thing or so I thought. I stopped walking and Leonard stopped too.

Leonard: What's wrong?

Me: I need a change of clothes.

Leonard: Why? You suddenly wanna be boring now right?

Me: Not at all. I'm not used to this kind of clothes.

Leonard: But you have them in your wardrobe.

Me: All thanks to Lois. She keeps sending me all these each time she gets new orders.

Leonard: Thank God for that. Listen Pamel, I'm not going to try to preach to you, but we only live once. Withdrawing into your shell and refusing to socialize is the worst thing you can do to yourself. Tobe and his wife will definitely be happy to know that they turned you into a loner. Look around, see your fellow girls, living up life like its no man's business and you want to.......

Me: Hey. Let's go. So long as you'll be by my side.

Leonard: What am I here for?

We locked hands together and walked the rest of the way and guess the first person I saw............










I'm late for work o

For the first time in years, I had to worry about what to put on for a social gathering and how to impress people who are not business partners and clients. The first person my mind went to was Lois so I quickly placed a call across but she didn't pick. I tried over and over but she wouldn't pick.

I slowly walked up the stairs, determined to pick anything from my wardrobe and throw it on. I was just in front of the door to my room when she called back.

Lois: Sorry dear. I was busy with someone when you were calling. How are you?

Me: Apology accepted. Guess who just left my house.

She paused for a while before screaming into my ear.

Lois: Omg Tobe. Did you slap him? Did you throw him out? Is that why you're speaking in that tone?

I hissed a frustrated sigh.

Me: It's not Tobe.

Lois: Then who?

Me: Leonard.

Another pause, then another line of screams. She was happy I had met him, wanted to know where and how we met again. I spared no detail in telling her everything.

Lois: Wow. God works in mysterious ways.

Me: I know that but.....

Lois: To think William had loved you all these years. Babe, I'm happy your life will be having a positive turn around now.

Me: Please quit being dramatic. What do I wear?

Lois: Hmmm. Yes. Ehhm. Where are you now?

Me: In my room. On my bed.

Lois: Small girl. Okay, this is what you'll do. Go and stand in front of your wardrobe and make sure the door is thrown open.

Me: Ahn ahn. Why?

Lois: Quit complaining like a goat in heat and do what your best friend is saying.

Me: Okay. Fine.

I walked to my wardrobe, opened it and stood in front, looking at all the designers in it and imagining what I'll look like in one.

Lois: Ever been to a barbeque?

Me: If I have, I wouldn't be calling you.

Lois: Village girl. I'm glad Leonard is there now, at least, he'll get you back to your old self.

Me: You're talking about Leonard, hope you know his presence in my life will make William come in too. I don't want......

Lois: Hey! Now, look for a white crop top.

Me: So I'm now talking rubbish bah? And a crop top, I'm not wearing that in a public gathering.

Lois: Hello? I'll just hang up and leave you alone to wear rubbish to a barbeque. Do you know who you'll meet there? Or you want to wear a gown or your work clothes to a social gathering?

She was obviously angry and I didn't like it anytime she got angry over my timid choices. I knew that back in the years, I didn't need her help with all those things but right now, she was my backbone, my only support.

Me: I'm sorry Lois. Forgive me.

Lois: Pamela stop this thing you're doing o. You won't remain an island forever. And just so you know, I'll be in Nigeria on Monday. It's time we get your life back in shape.

Me: Lois.....

Lois: A white crop top, I know it's there. I gave you dozens of those and You've never won any.

Me: Are you still angry at me? I'm sorry. You'll make me break down o and it won't be good for this evening.

Lois: How can I remain angry with my sister. You piss me off sometimes but what can I do? I'll have to put up with you because you're my sister but trust me, once I'm back, you'll know that I'm back.

Me; So you're not angry anymore?

Lois: I'm not. So long as you send me dozens of pictures from what will happen tonight. So back to what you'll wear.........

And that was it. Such a loving friend. I knew with all the clothe selection she was making, I'm in for a very long night.

[b][/b]Tanx for your understanding guys. i will try to be updating using my work laptop. lets keep d love flowing........

In an hour or a little more than that, I was done with cooking rice and making a fresh pineapple juice. I had also warmed the sauce using a microwave. I went upstairs, took my bath and started searching for what to wear. After rummaging through my wardrobe, I finally settled for a chiffon top and jean short, just not to dress provocatively.

Leonard was at the door at exactly 11:34am. He looked smart and handsome in his checked blue and white short, then a black top that didn't hide his body.

Me: Wow. You filled out provocatively this past years.

He gave out a smile and walked in

Leonard: And I'm still looking for the right words to use. The past years has being good to you as well.

Me: Don't flatter please, with all these flesh?

Leonard: I'll rather use the word, thick. Just the way we men like it.

Me: I smell a flirt.

Leonard: I'm no flirt dear. I'm just being realistic.

Me: Realistic indeed. Please make yourself comfortable while I get breakfast ready.

Leonard: Thank you.

I left him and went to my dinning which was ready. I rechecked if everything was in place, rice, sauce, chicken, water, wine, then my homemade juice. Everything was just where it was supposed to be. I walked back to him and announced that breakfast was ready. He smiled and stood up before following me. I served him and we ate silently, something I had learnt to do over the years. After eating, we did the dishes together before settling down in the sitting room, with me, in my favourite place which was the floor.

Leonard: So you still haven't learnt how to sick your village self down on a chair huh?

I smiled and handed him the remote.

Leonard: Why will you buy this beautiful settees when you know you won't use them?

Me: I've also asked myself that same question for years. But let's just say that where I sit, depends on my mood.

Leonard: So what's your mood now?

Me: Happy. I'm happy.

He scoffed and I frowned. Lois always said same things anytime she visited but it's already part of me.

Leonard: You're lucky you've got a nice body, if it were some other girl sitting on the floor for the number of years you've been doing it, her backside would have flattened by now.

Me: I see. But sorry, I do squats.

Leonard: Guessed as much. No wonder it's......

Me: Now don't start again.

Leonard: I won't.

He laughed and brought out his phone, dialled a number and spoke for a while before turning to me.

Leonard: Would you mind some grilled fish?

Me: No, thanks.

He ended the call but didn't end the smile.

Leonard: That was my cousin sis. I'm certain she stole some from what will be used this evening. Speaking of which, will you be there?

Me; Nope.

Leonard: Wow. Such a straight and simple answer. Why?

Me: Nothing. I just don't want to mingle with all these people and then later, they'll come and act as friends when all they want is to intrude into your privacy.

Leonard: What thinking? I now understand that you're purposely shutting people out from your life. Pamela it's not right.

Me: I know. But I don't need anybody in my life. I'm okay with Lois, my family and then you.

He heaved a sigh and shook his head, giving me a look that was far from nice.

Leonard: Tell me, what's your sole purpose in life? What do you really want?

Me: I don't want anything outside taking care of my father's business.

Leonard: I'm sorry but you're wrong. Is your father aware that you only think of business? Cause I'll love to speak to him. Friends are what we need in our lives. They're the reason we wake up every morning and plan on how our day will be. Pamela, friends are supposed to be the business empire you think of. No man is an island Pamela. What happened to you? Is this still about Tobe and Claire?

Me: Leonard, you don't know what happened after I left. They all turned against me except Lois. Vanessa and Cynthia chose Claire over me, the same Claire I had introduced to them. My life became a living hell. I had to push everyone away because I was scared of trusting the wrong persons.

Leonard: And do you trust me?

I looked up at him and the tears fell. I was surprised at myself because I thought my tears had dried up. I didn't know I was still open to emotions. He allowed me some seconds before coming over to sit beside me.

Leonard: I don't know what to say about your past relationship. But Pamela, about your friends, you made the mistake yourself.

I looked ar him and he nodded.

Leonard: You see, trust isn't something you can give to just anybody. You were like an open book to them so why won't they toss you when you've attained your limit of usefulness? That's human nature for you. William is my best friend doesn't mean I don't have other friends but he's the only one who knows my secrets or has useful information about me and it has remained so over the years. We choose the path we thread in life the same way we choose our friends. Whatever past mistake you made is giving you an opportunity to amend it now. I'll come to you by seven. We're going to that barbeque together.

He pecked my forehead and stood up.

Leonard: Be that hot girl with thick curves William fell in love with. I want all the bachelors in this estate to drool over you Pamel.

He rubbed my head like I'm a little child before leaving. I was going to have his words at the back of my mind for a very long time.




Good morning all. Forgive me for my recent inability to update frequently. My phone is faulty so I'm praying that I get money asap to buy a new one. For now, I use my mum's phone to update before leaving for work that's why it'll be coming in the morning and sometimes, at night. Have a lovely day.

We had gone into discussion immediately we went in. He had gushed at my living room decors, saying I was still single yet living in one of the expensive houses in the estate. What do I stand to loose? Daddy was paying anyways. He owned and managed RSSL corporations, he was yet to find that woman he would call his own.

Me: Wow. You're not married? At your age?

Leonard: I'm still too young. I've got a baby mama but I'm not ready to settle down with her. I'm looking for that girl that will sweep me off my feet and not leave me hanging the same way you did to William.

I frowned.

Leonard: Yes. You don't know what William went through after you left. Your line was disconnected, Facebook account wasn't active and just when we tried to locate you, our families decided we'll go for our masters. You really hurt us, William especially.

Me: But I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt anybody. I was dunning away from the heartbreak and disappointment. William never talked about loving me again so.....

Leonard: We had to attend their wedding because we thought you'd be in attendance. William had never stopped wishing he could see you again. But I believe God does things in his own way and time.

I felt bad. That's why I didn't want anyone from my past to come back into my life. My past housed lots of pains and heartbreaks but one thing is for sure.....Leonard was here now and I'll be seeing William very soon.

Leonard: So tell me, what have you being up to?

I raised my head and looked at him. Images of our last time together came back to my head. i swallowed hard and cleared my throat.

Me: Uhm....I've been doing fine. CEO of my dad's company, De Bernards. Nothing really interesting going on in my life outside work.

Leonard: Heard of De Bernards. Had being there a couple of times last year.

Me: Last year, I was in Texas. Just resumed work this year.

Leonard: Glad you're really good cause I've heard a lot about the company.

Me: Thank you.

Leonard: Look Pamela, I'm sorry if I used the wrong words but you don't have to blame me. The way you left was not good and closing all communication links was not just right.

Me: Tobe was calling me, he was on my Facebook, my twitter, everywhere. That was all I could do to get him out of my head.

Leonard: And you didn't trust us to keep you safe from him? William almost died.

Me: What?

Leonard: Yes. I even became mad at him for letting you bite deep into his system.

Me: How....I mean, how's he now?

Leonard: He's fine. Very fine. I'll tell him I met you.

Me: No please don't do that. At least not yet.

He smiled and shook his head.

Leonard: You don't need to bother about anything. For now, I'll go back home and shower, change into something better and come over for breakfast. Hope your meals are still delicious?

That was the typical Leo. He always has a way of making one's mood change just with words.

Me: I'll ask you to be the judge of that. I've got sauce in the fridge so I'll just make rice.

Leonard: Cool.

I walked him to the door and he dropped a peck on my forehead.

Leonard: I'll be right back.

Me: Alright.

I locked my door and slumped on the floor. William. How do I escape this time? I didn't know that leaving them all would cause such problems and more heartbreak. Tobe was a cursed being. I cursed the day I met him. The feelings of love I had for him had now been turned to hatred. God help him I don't meet him till I die.

I stood up and went upstairs, removed my clothes and walked down unclad, making way to the kitchen. Advantages of living alone. You could do anything the way you liked. I tied an apron over my naked self and began the process of cooking. I was going to make this breakfast a beautiful one. Then once I'm done with the contract, I'll make plans on how to meet William and apologise for all I did to him.

I went back to my car, opened the door and sat down, leaving my legs on the floor with my door open. I brought out my phone and started logged in to my Nairaland account to check Purityval's latest update but nothing, the guy was yet to update. I logged out and dropped the phone.

Harry or what was his name again was leaning on his car, smoking and giving me a devilish look. i was about to go down and return his stares when a car honked behind him. I smiled. This was going to be fun. I came down and we both stared at ourselves before he walked up to me while the car kept on honking.

Harry: Are you into politics? Women should be submissive y’know.

I smiled and tapped on my phone.

Me: Definitely not submissive to your kind of man. Men should respect women alright? Move out of the way before that car rams into your old, rickety bus.

Now don't mind me. He was riding a very cute venza but I was just getting back at him for calling my car.......what was it again?

Harry: You obviously........

The car honked louder and longer.

Me: Do you need a tow van? I can help you call one.

He hissed and walked to his car before getting in and driving off. I got into mine and drove off too, heading to the mall.

That weekend, the estate was having a barbeque and everyone was expected to come. I heard it happened once in two years and they used it as a medium to let everyone in Akpaka know each other. I had parked in the previous year and believe me, I wouldn't like anyone being all friendly with me and disturbing my quiet life. I wasn't going. I'll use that Saturday evening to go through the necessary files I'll be needing for the meeting on Monday.

I woke up that Saturday morning around 5:30am, wore a black short, my Arsenal jersey and a trainer, I let my long hair loose, picked up my headset, locked my door and started my Saturday jogging to the gym. It was something I started doing during the service year and my own way of keeping fit. I spent two hours at the gym before jogging back to the estate (don't worry, the estate isn't far from the gym anyways). By 8:45, I was at the estate gate. I decided to walk the rest of the way.

The song was playing on my head so loud that I didn't know someone was calling me and following my quick strides till he touched my shoulder. I turned and was shocked at who I was seeing. Leonard.

Me: Leonard!

We went into each other's arms immediately. I had to take off my headset. He was looking like a macho guy, grew taller and even more handsome.

Leonard: Run away princess.

I hit his arm playfully and he smiled, looking at me with the eyes of a teenager.

Leonard: Look how much you've grown. Come here.

We hugged again, then he carried me up like I was a little girl.

Me: Drop me Leo.

And he did. I was shy because onlookers were all staring with smiles on their face.

Leonard: So when did you start visiting the gym?

Me: How....

Leonard: I was there. Followed you from there

Me: You're not serious.

Leonard: Wanted to follow you to your door but I was surprised when you walked into the estate cause I didn't know you live here.

Me: You live here too?

Leonard: Yes. My dad owned this estate and many others. It was willed to me together with his business empire after he passed on.

Me: Wow. Sorry about your loss.

Leonard: Happened the year you ran away from us. Come, let's walk to your apartment.

He placed his hand around my shoulder and we started the glorious walk to my house. Six years and I'm meeting him again, I prayed silently not to meet anyone from my past again. If not for anything, I loved the simple and quiet life I had now

I took the last sip of my coffee and returned to the kitchen. Last year, Tobe and Claire had wedded, got the info from Lois, who remained my best friend. She had refused to attend the wedding, claiming that she had an important business to attend to. Cynthia and Vanessa had stopped being friends with me after they had told Claire that Tobe was the said boyfriend I had. They had even gone to the extent of giving Claire my new line. I had to do an ultimate sacrifice, I dropped everything about social networking or phone communications. I gave my phone to Lois, broke the sim card and decided to move on with my life. If I needed to speak with my parents, i would call them using Lois' phone. Any research on any assignment, I would do it with my laptop. It was a boring life but I had to endure, to move on and be strong for myself. After my graduation, I went home after all the celebrations and mum handed me an iPhone with a new sim card. That was when I started life afresh. Opening a new Facebook account, I had to use my native name and my daddy's christian name. During service year, I avoided a forms of communication with the people around me, the only person that remained in my life was Lois, the ever faithful friend.


Now, she is has a clothing line and she's based in UK. We were successful and I loved it, I was happy but emotionally, I'm still a wreck.

I was about going back to my room when I got a call from dad.

Me: Hello daddy.

Dad: My princess. How're you?

Me: I'm good dad. How's mum?

Dad: She's fine. I've got something I want you to work on.

Me: Dad, I'm on leave.

I growled.

Dad: I know baby girl. This deal is very important to us, to you and i and we need to grab it. I promise to make it up to you.

I heaved a sigh.

Me: Alright daddy. You know I don't like it when you plead with me that way. Anything for you daddy.

Dad: Thanks honey. It's the biggest contract we'll be having if you put in your best.

Me: Is it Kolanji?

Dad: No dear. Its Lincoln Dayzee.

Me: Oh my God. Daddy how did you do it?

Dad: You don't trust your father anymore? It's on Monday, 10am

Me: Alright daddy. I'll also put it in prayers.

Dad: That'll be nice. Take care dear.

Me: You too daddy. My regards to mum.

We said the goodbyes and hung up. Today is Thursday, I've got to get ready for that meeting. I believe that first impression matters a lot and I'll do anything to get that contract for father.
I quickly dressed up and picked the key to my spider and stepped out. I had just driven out of my compound and was about entering the street when a car stopped just in front of mine. I honked for the rider but whoever it was refused to move. I came down, eager to give him a piece of my mind. I went over to the driver's side and knocked.
He took that opportunity to push the door open, hitting me in the process. What insolence?

Out stepped a cute young man, neatly dressed in a jean and body hugged shirt which was neatly tucked in. But I'm not here to admire him.

Me: Are you blind? You're in my lane and you should drive out for me to pass.

Harry: And I refuse to act on a woman's orders. Drive this little baby of yours out of my way.

Me: You call....? Anyways, why do I have to argue with you? I can still do whatever I want to do some other time. You'll still be the one to move when someone else wants to drive in.

Harry: So I heard you're rich, beautiful and soft hearted but now I'm proven wrong. My neighbour is so arrogant. Can I put up with that?

Me: Wait! You're my neighbour?

Harry: My name's Harry Chukwuma, I just moved into the next house after yours. Miss Pamela, drive out of my way now.

Me: Quite a good introduction but sorry, I know my rights. You're the one to move out of my way.

Harry: Fine. We'll see about that.

He dropped the dishcloth and settled beside me on the rug.

William: Then, why would you leave?

Leonard cleared his throat and stood up.

Leonard: I'll see you two later. Need to run along now.

William: My regards to Henry.

Leonard: Alright. Come and lock up. Babe, what will I get you?

Me: Uhm... peppered chicken will do.

Leonard: Alright. See you later.

He left and William came back to sitting where he was.

William: So?

Me: Actually, I'm here to have fun, spend time with you guys before I leave. Don't kill it.

William: Hhmm. I know its about Tobe and Claire, but don't you think Claire deserves to know the truth? You can't....

Me: William, enough please.

William: Why?

Me: Because I said it's enough. I don't want to tell her.

I stood up and he followed suit.

Me: I gave him loyalty, my virginity, commitment, what have you? I told my parents about him, my friends, he was my life, my joy, what did I do wrong? I understand that sometimes, men love to try out something new, but when he saw her picture, why didn't he tell me? Why didn't he open up to me? Instead, he was looking for when he'll come and continue from where he stopped. He lied to me, what was my crime?

I wiped my tear and nodded like it was going to give me the answers I needed.

Me: William, don't make me cry anymore by reminding me of things I'm trying to forget.

He walked closer to me and held my shoulders, his eyes, damp like he was going to cry.

William: I'm sorry baby. I didn't mean to say things that'll hurt you but I.....

Me: It's okay Will, let's stop talking about it. It's part of the lessons life has taught me. Let's sit down.

We sat down and he picked up the remote but I took it from him.

Will: You want me to keep staring at you all day and loose my sanity?

Me: No. We'll do more than that. You've got drinks right?

He nodded and stared at me, as if wanting to decipher where I was getting to.

Me: Fine. We'll play truth or dare. You know how it's done right?

William: No way. You're not a drinker babe and I won't let you do that.

Me: Don't be a kill joy Will. Besides, you're here to help if I start going overboard. Please.

William: Alright. Half shot for you then.

Me: Cool.

He stood up and left for the bar, returning with a drink in a transparent glass.
The game began and sooner than expected, I was tipsy, drinking each time I was asked to pull off, because I knew I had nothing underneath. William was also left in his boxer and nothing else.

William: You don't want me to see those titties of yours right?

Me: Hmmm. After the game, if you ask politely, I may just reconsider.

William: Then I quit. Let's take this party to the bedroom.

Ladies, ever gotten drunk? Or even a little tipsy? What feeling do you have down there? I knew it was wrong but hell, I wasn't going to let this burning consume me. I wanted a man, and since Tobe isn't available, I'll have to make do with William. Don't call me desperate, or sick, I'm just trying to satisfy my flesh. Ask me when I started using people cause I'm also surprised that I'm doing this.

I stood up and let him run his eyes over me. I pushed him down to the couch and gave him a look I thought to be sultry. I sat on his legs and started grinding to a music playing in my head alone and I felt his erection poking my buttocks.
I stood up, turned around and removed my baggy top before turning to face him again. I saw his jaw drop as he stared lustfully at my breasts whose tips were now very pointed. He stood up immediately and carried me into his bedroom. I won't regret this. It was just for tonight anyways.

I woke up in his bed with a very heavy headache. He was sleeping peacefully with a light snore. I checked the time, it was 2:05am. I picked a towel, wore my short and walked into the sitting room where I hoped to see my top. Leonard was sitting, watching football. He smiled at me and I sat down beside him.

Me: Do you have pain killers in this house? My head is banging.

Leonard: I'll be right back.

He left and came back shortly with panadol and a glass of water which I took immediately

Me: Thank you.

Leonard: You're welcome.

Me: Shouldn't you be asleep right now?

Leonard: I missed this match yesterday so I'm trying to catch up. Tell me, are you two now a couple?

Me: Who?

Leonard: William of course.

Me: Please.

I picked up my top, wore it and removed the towel, dumping it on a cushion.

Me: My house needs me. See you later Leonard.

He watched me leave the house with shock written all over his face but I cared less. A new chapter is beginning today and I don't plan to include any man in it, not yet.


I used that time to pack in everything I had left into my car before coming back and crashing on the floor in what used to be my classy sitting room. Then, as early as 5:30, I was on my way to Monarch, my new abode. And the only people in this new chapter of my life were Lois, Vanessa and Cynthia. Once everywhere was clear, I'll be getting a new sim card. It won't be easy for me, I know but what's life without chances?




Now, I'll like you guys to go back to the first update of this story cause I'll be starting from there in my next update. Tanx and keep reading.
I also want to use this opportunity to tell you guys that "ALONE" will soon be in hard copy as it is being acted(worked on) at the moment.

I stood and stared at my empty kitchen. Everything was gone. Yes! gone. I dialled a number on my phone and adjusted my earpiece.

Me: Hello

Receiver: Yes ma. You call on time sef. The boys don dey finish offload.

Me: They shouldn't help me arrange anything. I'll do it my own way, they should just unpack those things and you'll lock up the house. Nobody should tamper with my properties.

Receiver: No ma. I dey watch them with clear eye.

Me: Better, cause any loss will be paid by you.

Receiver: I know nau. Oya make I go back to work.

I hung up and the song I was listening to resumed playing. I walked out of the kitchen and into the sitting room which was also empty. I had taken every dime I owned in the house. The only thing left was my box full of cloth which I would take to my new house myself.

I had rented an apartment somewhere in monarch. An apartment with a room, sitting room, kitchen, toilet and bathroom. I was contented with it and without telling anyone, I had hired a worker who came with a truck and picked all my stuff.

I stepped into my half empty room, I'll be sleeping on the floor tonight but I cared less. It was just for tonight. I made sure I was ready for tomorrow, my boxes, make up kit, shoes, every personal belonging of mine, and when I was sure I had everything put in place, I placed a call to Claire. She had followed Tobe to Australia for God knows what and she calls me like everyday to tell me what they've been up to.

Claire: Hello baby girl. How is it over there?

Me: Fine. How's Australia?

Claire: Personally, I'm having fun. But I don't know what's up with Eddy. He's being sulking and won't give me much attention. Can you talk to him for me? He's here and......

I hung up. How and why will I do that? Talk to him? And convince him to free up and spend quality time with her? I won't. I can't.

My phone rang and it was Claire. I picked it, ready to tell her my mind since I was packing out.

"was it your airtime that finished?"

Now, that was not Claire's voice. I shivered at the voice that always turned me on, at the voice that had driven me crazy in love.

Tobe: Baby?

Me: You called a wrong number.

Tobe: Pamela, it's you I want to speak with.

Me: Give Claire the phone.

Tobe: Baby, just hear me out already. I love you and nothing can change that. Just give me a chance to explain myself.

Me: Tobechukwu, you're very stupid. What else do you want to explain? That you called me so you'll make sure that the coast is clear for you to come and visit your girlfriend? Tobe, give Claire the phone now. I wonder if you're comfortably saying all these before her and she has not broken your head.

Tobe: She asked me to call you. She's taking her bath.

Me: Interesting.

I hung up and grafted a message immediately, telling Claire that I was packing out, reasons being that memories of my ex loomed around the house and I needed to clear my head.

When I was sure the message had delivered, I switched off my phone and locked my door before crossing over to William's apartment.
Leonard opened the door and a smile quickly appeared on his face.

Leonard: Hello beautiful one, come in.

I greeted, returning his smile as I stepped into their sitting room. I was putting on a bum short and baggy top (with nothing underneath both). I settled on the soft milky rug, my favourite spot in the apartment. Leonard sat on a cushion opposite to where I sat.

Leonard: William is in the kitchen. He'll join us before I leave.

Me; Going out or I'm chasing you out?

Leonard: See this girl, are you a stranger in this house? I want to go to bisara road to get something from a colleague, then drop at shoprite for some groceries.

Me: Long story. I know your ways nau. Anyways, if you like, don't come back on time. You know I'll be leaving tomorrow morning.

Leonard: I'm not forgetting that.

William: She's forgetting we helped in loading the truck.

William joined us with a dishcloth in his hands.

Me: Good afternoon Will

William: Thanks baby. So you came to remind us that you'll be leaving tomorrow abi?

Me: No nau. I came to spend time with you guys. Don't make me cry with fake accusations

William: So, where do we go?

I paused for a while, thinking of the places I had wanted to go with my boyfriend. We were at William's apartment and resting after eating beans and roasted plantain (bought out of course). It's been three days since I found out the relationship between Tobe and Claire and believe you me, it's being three tear filled days. I had locked myself up, refused to speak with my friends, Claire herself had been worried, she kept sending messages, asking me to open the door and tell her what's eating me up. My cheating ex has also being calling but who sigh? It was the third day after that William got me out actually. I didn't know he always sat in my sitting room, waiting to know if I'll come out by chance. That day, I looked at my room which was littered with empty cans of water and decided to do something. I'll take them out to the kitchen, refill them and bring it back to refrigerate in my room. I got out of the room with my arms filled to the brim with cans when I saw him. He was sitting on my favourite couch with his hands clamped to his fine jaw as if he were praying, but he wasn't. He had his eyes on me but still looked quite calm and handsome.

That moment, my legs felt weak and I had to struggle with the cans just to get hold of myself. What was happening to me?
He stood up and walked towards me in slow steps. I let the cans drop and they scattered to different directions in the sitting room.

Will: Baby look at you.

He enveloped me in his arms and I felt like paper. I couldn't stop my hands from going round his body as I sniffed in his scent. He smelled good. He released me and I pulled away, doing a double check if I should pick the cans or just walk back to my room.

Will: Look at yourself, what are you doing to yourself?

I shook my head and the first tear dropped, running down my cheek and stopping just on top of my upper lips, tingling it before it went down a little to my open mouth. I closed my mouth and tasted the salty evidence of my weakness.

Will: Staying in the confines of your room won't help you. You need to come out of your misery and move on with your beautiful life.

He came closer and held my arms, causing me to look up at him.

Will; Pamela, you are beautiful, you're intelligent, you've got a good heart, why let some people with ill luck turn you into a sadist? Why let them break you? Pamela look, you've got a long life ahead of you, why let this one thing kill you?

He stopped, then pulled me to a chair and I sat like a zombie, allowing his words to sink in.

Will: So what if you've spent a year with him? A year is nothing compared to the years ahead which you're trying to destroy now. So what again if you love him? He didn't deserve you, he doesn't know what he lost by going for someone else after you gave him your loyalty. It shouldn't be you who should cry or bother yourself. It should be that guy. He's the one who should lock himself indoors for days and cry bitterly for letting this precious one go.

I went into his arms, embracing him and crying my heart out. He let me, brushing my tattered weavon with his hands. After he his given me time to shower, he helped me to rearrange my scattered room, after which we left for his apartment. Leonard had travelled to see his sick mum so I was left all alone with him, but I knew I was safe.

Me: Let's go to villa toskana. Heard Flavour will be performing tonight.

Will: It was yesterday.

Me: What? I missed that?

He nodded and I frowned.

Will: We'll go see a movie. Which do you prefer, romance or horror.

I rolled my eyes and stuck out my tongue.

Me: Horror please. It's best for the mood.

Will: Fine. 7pm then. For now, let's play scrabbles.

My phone rang and I looked at it. Lois.

Me: Hello.

Lois: Finally.

I heard some voices in the background and I knew she was with Cynthia and Vanessa.

Lois: We were worried you'll kill yourself. Can we come to the house now?

Me: Thank you Lois. You're really a good friend. My regards to the girls.

Lois: Hmmm. Where are you? Because you're sounding so not roomlike.

Now I wonder where in the dictionary I can locate "roomlike"

Me: I'm with William. He's really a husband material.

I heard William giggle like a girl and I smiled.

Lois: Wow. Girls, your girl is already thinking of another guy.

I heard them laugh and I joined.

Lois: Glad that you're coming out of your torment. Let's not take your time. We'll talk later okay.

Me: Thank you Lois. I love you girls.

Lois: And we love you more. Don't worry, we'll deal with those two in our own ways alright?

Me: Now don't start. I'll see you girls tomorrow.

Lois: Be safe my friend and let William dig you down there.

She hung up before I could reply. I turned to William who was arranging the Scrabble. He had a smile plastered on his face and I couldn't help but smile.

That night turned out to be one of my best nights. William is everything Tobe isn't. He knew the right words to use at the right time. He knew the right answer to every question and whenever a call came to his phone, he'll tell the person that he's having a good time with his girl. We took pictures and posted on Facebook and Instagram and I knew I was open to queries.

As he walked me into my sitting room at exactly 12:10am, all I wanted was for him to walk me to my room and dig me hard like Lois had said. I've never seen such gentleness and show of love.

Me: I'll go straight to bed now. Thank you very much Will

Will: Anything for you my love.

I watched him leave before locking the door. If only I had met him before Tobe.

Claire's door opened and she came out in a towel.
She came straight to me and hugged me tightly

Claire: Thank God I've seen you Pamela, what happened to you?

Me: Relationship issues. My boyfriend broke up with me, then seeing you all lovey dovey with yours got back this feeling. I'm sorry for getting you worried.

She hugged me again and this time, I returned the hug.

Claire: Boys don't need to be loved, you just need what's between their legs and pocket. Me, I just need what's between their legs and I'm sure that's the only thing you need from them. We, you and I are already made so screw them.

I heaved a sigh and forced a laugh.

Me: Thank you Claire.

Claire: Anyways, sorry about your breakup.

I nodded.

Claire: Was busy with some hot guy before I heard the door click. Will see you tomorrow morning.

Me: Claire. Your boyfriend......

Claire: Forget him babe. I just need him for show offs.

She started walking away.

Me: Don't turn my house into a wh'ore house.

Claire: Loosen up girl.

She disappeared into her room and I went into mine. I was going to thank God for giving Tobe just the right punishment.

Happy Sunday everyone.