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ApostleAnarchy:
Good day people. I have really wanted to share my life-threatening weakness with someone but unfortunately, i have no one.. let me begin

We all have some imperfections/weaknesses, some might be physical disabilities, hair baldness, mental disabilities etc. It can come in any form as long as its something that you see and regret in yourself everyday you wake up. I am 20 and i discovered mine when i was 16.. On entering university, i discovered i couldn't really communicate with anyone in school and i detested public places, people hated me naturally and never came close to me.wherever i went, people talked silently about me.
Whenever i tried going against this weakness to try and kick off any conversation whatsoever, physical symptoms like; sweating, shaky limbs,loss of words, uncomfortability etc manifested.. After few weeks in the university, i lied to my parent that i hated my course and that i couldn't cope.. In summary; I dropped out just like that


After staying idle at home for years, i got a decent job which i really cherished, i worked for about a month there, trying my best to hide my weakness but on entering my second month of work there, things changed and my weakness made me quit.

Beginning of this year, i noticed that it has also began affecting my relationship with close relatives and most have begun moving away from me. They say i am immature and a snub. They don't want to have anything to do with me anymore. My parent is threatening that i need to leave his house very soon as i am now a man but my weakness makes me so weak..

I am not bad looking but due to this weakness, i have never had a girlfriend. I push all the girls that want to know me away with this weakness..

Parents Should not only give their kids food and put them in schools, they should also communicate deeply with them.
I was a victim of a broken home and i stay with my abusive father. As a child, i suffered from neglect because no one cared about me and now, its threatening my existence on Earth. Whenever i remember how lonely and empty i am, i weep cos i am not equipped to stay alife.

Please advice me because am tired. I have tried being social but my weakness always destroys everything. I feel hopeless

My broda I understand your situation very well. I understand what it feels like not knowing what to say and even when you do not knowing how to say it. Thus, deciding to keep quiet but people around think you are just being a snub. I understand what feels like when everyone around you see you as being insane and starts avoiding you ( this act by odas gradually affects you mentally). I understand what it feels like when everyone around you turns out against you. I understand what it feels like not having someone to talk to because you think they would use your predicament against you. I understand what it feels like not fitting into any group. I understand what it feels like losing ones happiness and drifting into the highest state of depression (feeling like a walking corpse). I understand what it feels like feeling like an empty vessel and wishing for the cold hands of death to take one away. I understand what it feels like seeing oneself as the worst of creatures and regretting ones very existing . Anyone that has never been in this situation will never understand fully.

gaby:
Have you tried the link on my signature?

mindsta

Being a cultist and being an illegal immigrant in a north African country is very similar. You live in constant fear and suspicion. You are forced to always watch your back when you are on the street, there are certain areas that are no go zones cos danger awaits you, you are suspicious of every citizen of the country and only comfortable when you are with fellow blacks, you fear the police, you fear that every stranger that comes close to you is likely to attack you, you can't sleep with your two eyes closed cause of fear of impending attack. The list goes on. Only those that have experienced illegal migration especially through the sahara desert will understand what I'm talking about.
Saynotocultism
Saynotoillegalmigration

I need help seriously to something that has been bothering me for a long time now. I am an extreme introvert that can't start or hold a conversation with anybody. Where ever I go I always see my self as a misfit due to my inability to communicate reasonably with people and this normally scares people away from me. Most people think I am a snub but the problem is that I find it very to communicate effectively. I think right now it has gotten worse and my self esteem has been affected drastically and it has also affected me mentally. Even at the place where I work everyone now ignores me and think that I am not mentally conscious. I no longer feel happy and safe with my job and life in general. Right now I feel like giving up with life because this kind of life is not worth living.

the president of the north have spoken. no northern Nigerian was killed therefore, no Nigerian was killed

mad govt playing politics with the life of its citizens

9jaBlogger:
The President Muhammadu Buhari led federal government on Wednesday said that no Nigerian was killed in the latest xenophobic attacks in South Africa, Igbere TV reports.

Igbere TV had reported that properties worth millions of naira, belonging to Nigerians in South Africa, were set ablaze with many others looted by South Africans.

President of the Nigeria Union in South Africa, Comrade Adetola Olubajo, said the attacks began on Sunday morning in Jeppestown area of Johannesburg.

Mr Olubajo said in a statement that the mob “looted several shops owned by foreign nationals”, adding, ”but the police later dispersed the angry mob and made some arrest.”

But reacting, Lauretta Onochie, Buhari’s Special Assistant on Social Media, said the videos being circulated on social media were not recent, insisting that no Nigerian was lost to the attack.

“No Nigerian life has been lost in South Africa in the last few days. The videos being paraded on the social media are old videos that are unrelated to Nigerians in South Africa”, she tweeted.

http://igberetvnews.com/962506/no-nigerian-was-killed-in-south-africa-presidency/

Lalasticlala, Mynd44, OAM4J

mad govt playing with the life of its citizens

op you must be high on Ijebu weed for you to make such a comparison.
next you will compare will compare between 2 face and nairamarley who is better.
burna all the way

lol was she Eva a musician or is it that trash she sings she calls music

God who did I offend for you to make me come from this shit hole

these people want just finished sia sia

khafi will have belle before she leave the house

buygala:
I am beginning to suspect that this Khafi does not menstruate





Abi how has she and Gedoni been fvcking 24/7?

Na wa o

ur head dey there