creepsyme:

Thanks so much, I sincerely appreciate.
But, different approach how?
I have prayed, fasted done uncountable deliverance from the age of 27.
I truly wish I know what else to do.
I am so worn out now, I need strength to even move on.

henrimoto:
Dont be tired! Dont be tired!! (Igbeyin a'dun) - the latter part will be great!. Your case is not irredeemable ( It is not the worst of all). As long as you hold on to THE ALMIGHTY ONE - THE CREATOR of the universe and mankind, in HIS infinite mercy, HE will bring your utmost heart desire(s) to manifestation. Just be positive, confident and courageous about yourself....

henrimoto:
There are fine attributes about you, the GOODNESS OF GOD is all around you, let not the present difficulties cover your mind. Just work with other positive comments from this forum. The most important, is... put on a positive outlook about it all. Share smile, laugher, care, attention and love to those arround you. Remain strong.

henrimoto:
Dont be tired! Dont be tired!! (Igbeyin a'dun) - the latter part will be great!. Your case is not irredeemable ( It is not the worst of all). As long as you hold on to THE ALMIGHTY ONE - THE CREATOR of the universe and mankind, in HIS infinite mercy, HE will bring your utmost heart desire(s) to manifestation. Just be positive, confident and courageous about yourself....

edoman2016:
@kobojunkie @bratislava,

You guys have turned someone else thread to bible study classes. Continously making comments that is no longer relevant to the OP's subject. Its enough.

edoman2016:
@kobojunkie @bratislava,

You guys have turned someone else thread to bible study classes. Continously making comments that are no longer relevant to the OP's subject. Its enough.

Kobojunkie:
What do you mean when you say the goodness of God is around her?

Only the righteous have God's goodness around them and God's righteousness is not something to comes on one in the dark.

creepsyme:
Hello moderators kindly move this topic to frontpage please and please.

I am a lady of 47 years.
I never knew my life would turn out this way, I never knew I would get to even 30 years without getting married not to talk of 47 years.
Well, for the benefits of doubts, I am super pretty and gorgeous, I am educated at least I have my first degree and one or two professional qualifications.
Nothing I did ever came out productive, I lived all my life struggling to make ends meet and attain the life I ever prayed and desired for, but to no avail.
I worked in the bank for several years and came out with absolutely nothing to show for it, worst of it is, my outlook never agree with my situation, people see me and beg me for money thinking I am okay not knowing I don't even know where my next meal will come from, I get cheated each time I buy stuff because I look rich to them sometimes I weep before the sellers when I discover I am being cheated until they become confused.

I have never in my life been choosy about a life partner Incase anyone may think I was been selective.
No man ever asked for my hand in marriage until I got to 39 years,I had good relationships that never resulted to anything, at the beginning of any relationship the men could literally lick my feet and move mountains for me, but eventually it ends in premium tears for me.
I have had opportunity to mingle with the low and high class, I only succeed in going around the circle of high class without even touching it myself.

I have tried my hands on so many things but it failed just to ensure I don't beg and to put food on my table.
I have prayed all the prayers I know, done all the deliverance I know and yet nothing.
I feel so depressed that that sometimes thoughts of suicide goes through my mind.
I feel sorry for myself and I always wonder if anything good can come out of my life again.
Sometimes I think about trying to have a child or two because my menstrual cycle is still very much on, but the thoughts of bringing a child into the world without any plan on ground make me to think twice, when feeding
myself is even a big challenge.
All my siblings are happily married with children and that I am grateful to God for, I only find myself going for omugo year in year out and now I have become big mummy with no career, no job, no child, no husband.
Sometimes I wish it could be a bad dream I should wake up from.

Iam just there getting beautifully old.
Now I understand why a lot of people commit suicide, especially when the light at the end of the tunnel takes too long and becomes bleak to reach.

I need someone out there to pray for me sincerely from their ❤️ I am loosing it already.
Nothing make sense to me anymore!

Can God still come through for me?
Can God still make me laugh the way he made Hannah and Serah to laugh?
Please someone should give me an answer.

creepsyme:

I am sincerely speechless by this question, I wish I have an answer to it.
However, I am now feeling stupid.

inforesource:
@creepsyme, yes there is still hope for you. But when desperation set in to ones life, he/she will not be able to think straight.

What we usually missed about life is that we never knew it is seasonal. Like the Scripture says, there is time for everything. You have used up all your youthful season without achieving much, now you need the MASTER of TIME to help you redeem them and move it forward to where you are now. Please not, I am not saying you should go to deliverance. Deliverance is delivered through the WORD of GOD. You must make a firm decision to knowing GOD personally. I can tell you with all conviction that GOD is waiting to TURN YOUR LIFE AROUND.

I will not lie to you, it can get messy if you do not understand the right step and needed sacrifice you must make now to turn your life around. Stop going to Church for going sake and seek why you go to Church. If your reason for going to Church is not seeking to know GOD personally, then you need to pause!

Furthermore, you said in your post you have prayed and yet you are desperate. You said you have prayed and yet you are thinking of suicide. I can tell you that you do not understand what prayer is. I know we do it religiously. Unfortunately, that is wrong. Read Matt 6.

In conclusion, desperation in this season of your life will make things worst. Bear in mind, if you want God's solution, then you must understand God is not a magician. You must go through the the process. But one thing I know for SURE, you will never regret you did.

JESUS LOVES YOU!

Kobojunkie:
She is not alone.... from her very own story she has never been alone. Instead she thinks that the only way to not be alone is to be married and maybe have kids, but that isn't true at all. Changing one's mentality can make one realize this and that is why I suggest she disconnect from thinking of marriage some of cure for what she is struggling with.

Are you a Nigerian? Your comments seems not to reflect the Nigerian mentality. A country where they view marriage as the peak of a woman’s existence. Without marriage and children, women no go fit drink water drop cup. The earlier we all agree that there’s more(way more) to life than getting married and procreating, the better for us as a society.

At10tion:
Many problems of men are either caused by them or from their parents. You need to search deep my sister. You've taken things for granted too long. When things doesn't look sane at 40, you should have seek God ceaselessly! You just need to take a different approach to life.

When you say you prayed and fasted, and do deliverance, did you do it for doing sake? Was there no revelation, no response, no reply from God to your problems? Then probably you didn't do it unto God to get an answer!

When you work in a bank, didn't you save or buy shares, didn't your connections enlighten you to self-productivity, you just enjoyed making money for the bank unmmh!!

Viking07:
Are you a Nigerian? Your comments seems not to reflect the Nigerian mentality. A country where they view marriage as the peak of a woman’s existence. Without marriage and children, women no go fit drink water drop cup. The earlier we all agree that there’s more(way more) to life than getting married and procreating, the better for us as a society.

oluwaseyi0:
What if all this has been done from her youthful age and it's God that is been stubborn, showing strong head and enjoys watching her basking in her miseries

Kobojunkie:
According to her she has probably been doing it according to the doctrines and traditions of men(and their churches) for the past 20 years, giving you the biggest clue in all that she hasn't been doing it according to God but the standard set for her by men instead.

henrimoto:
....The Blessings of the ALMIGHTY are HIS Goodness to mankind and his environment. What are these Blessings? - The gift of Life, Talent, Protection, his Mercy and Grace. If GOD's blessings is only for the righteous one, why are sinners and evil men still enjoying the benefits of Nature ? - the air, the water, ability to move around etcetera etcetera.

oluwaseyi0:
1. She has not been doing it according to god? Or according to your own definition of doctrine of God

2. Special assistant to God on doctrines ad tradition. So it her fault now that despite all she has done, God has been playing deaf and dump

3. When will god ever take responsibility? It has to be the victim fault.

4. Must someone cry cry cry and cry after praying for years before having children and husband, or is god trying to claim he his not aware she desperately need those things? Children that even mad woman that don't give a Bleep about god use to easily have. Nawa o, this life no truly balance

Klass99:


Why are you so quick to tag a story as fake? I have seen you do this more than once.

The OP's account is an old one from 2013, she has stayed on her thread and participated in it, by engaging back, answering people's questions and providing more insight into her situation.

Yet, you say it's fake? Haba!

Saintmary:





I don't need to explain myself to you.



I am free to adjudge any case as I see fit.




Please drop your opinions and focus.



Have a lovely day.

edoman2016:

@klass99 @saintmary

This is the second time I will read both of you showing aggression to each other on nairaland. Una dey share the same man ni?? #takeiteasy

Saintmary:


Please and please,


I made a comment, make your own abeg


Don't put me in a triangle I didn't sign up for.

Klass99:


Hah, when? Please check again it is not me o! You have me mixed up with someone else.

This is the only occasion when I will quote this moniker first to direct a comment at her. The only other time I did so, was in response to her where she quoted me on a different thread and I engaged back politely.

You can see her posts on this thread, abi? She is generally in the habit of engaging with negative vibes/energy. I am aware of her moniker, I usually jump and pass. But, I couldn't ignore this one.

edoman2016:

Please and please,


I made a comment, make your own abeg


Don't put me in a triangle I didn't sign up for.

I was very sure this is the second time I will see your monicker. Check above an its almost same aggression.

This is last time I will respond

Klass99:

Hey apologies for the late response. Sadly, it will be neither of those countries. Some years ago I was in your +254 city, it was a group trip with two other girls and a very nice one too.

Trader asked a question that makes me smile till this day.

He asked if I was really Nigerian or fronting as one, I said I was, then he goes you are too calm to be a Nigerian. We see them here every day and they are just loud, aggressive and obnoxious.

....but it was inspired by my bible app (YouVersion). I am as pentecostal as you....
@ Creepsy.me, pls download that app if you can and try to follow through on one of their various plans. I think you will enjoy it or I hope you will, as much as I do.