Hmmm... Still melancholic. I know some people will say the future is pregnant with opportunities, so I should be hopeful. Not in my case. My dreams have been aborted. A lot is going on in my life that will make you agree it's an emergencycase.....

May God grant you your heart desire in Jesus name... Amen

HEALTH

For long I have stressed on my health status. It isn't getting any better. Some might see me as a big baby for being garrulous about it. Bear with me, it's my own way of soothing the situation. Besides, we're one family. So allow me spew what's on my mind.


The wind pipe is still not free. The obstruction/twisted nature makes it look as if I'm strangling myself. I suffered from imbalance and became disoriented while conversing. I had to rest a little to regain myself. it is often accompanied by a throbbing headache,difficulty swallowing and partial seizure in my chest. It's becoming scary day by day.

This frustrated rat!!! How much will it take to shut you up! You are so depressing, if you've given up on life, could you die quietly, pleaaaase

SHELTER

We used to live fine in a 3-bedroom flat. I remember my mum would buy bags of rice, garri and beans to last 6 months. we also had our fridge stocked with frozen food. Now, we live at the mercy of others since my mum finances crumbled. I hate the fact that I can't do anything substantial to help due to my state of health.


One time, my mum had to sleep in her store while I stayed with a cruel friend. we're currently in a self-contain overdue for payment. It's not like power supply or water is stable in our current abode but we don't care. I really hope we can meet up and not move to a place worse off.

LivingFree:
This frustrated rat!!! How much will it take to shut you up! You are so depressing, if you've given up on life, could you die quietly, pleaaaase

Easy with him. His case na mental case

EmergencyCase:
SHELTER

We used to live fine in a 3-bedroom flat. I remember my mum would buy bags of rice, garri and beans to last 6 months. we also had our fridge stocked with frozen food. Now, we now live at the mercy of others since my mum finances crumbled. I hate the fact that I can't do anything tangible to help.


One time, my mum had to sleep in her store while I stayed with a cruel friend. we're currently in a self-contain overdue for payment.

una no get family members?

I think you should both allow him talk and help him out with advise.. It's gonna go a long way.... Please..... As for you bro, you will live long but first have faith in yourself and abilities and start all over...

DREAMS

Teaching English Language for 9k was never my dream nor that of my family for me to do. Just because I'm sick and also unable to clear my dues to take my result, I had to settle for a meagre-paying job. The employer understands my situation and always let me take the day off when I suffer a relapse. Due to the money I borrowed from our thrift and credit cooperative, my pay is now slashed. Hmm...


My mates are living energized, industrious and full of life. For me, I can't plan my future because I have a premonition that my story won't end well. All I live for now is: try to wake up, work (no matter how small) and sort out the food to eat. Then I retire to bed early like some one bedridden. This has been my routine in order not to aggravate the situation

EmergencyCase:
Hmmm... Still melancholic. I know some people will say the future is pregnant with opportunities, so I should be hopeful. Not in my case. My dreams have been aborted. A lot is going on in my life that will make you agree it's an emergencycase.....

People will hate me for saying this but I just have to say it. You will never move ahead in life if you keep proclaiming failure and disappointment. That's just the fact of life.

I have read all your posts and you may think you are letting out,but you're just digging yourself deeper into an abyss of continuous disappointments and failures. As a man thinketh and speaketh so shall it be. You proclaim failure so shall it be for you. Sorry

Oyindidi:
May God grant you your heart desire in Jesus name... Amen

amen too. MY faith has been shaken. Hopefully, a miracle will rekindle it

EmergencyCase:
amen too. MY faith has been shaken. Hopefully, a miracle will rekindle it

Finally, go for confession of your sins because you voted against Goodluck Jonathan.

You saw white and called it black, while you chosed black as white...


You do not have a PVC so how do you turn the tide now?

My brother, go get your PVC and vote out incompetence, vote out Buhari, APC and the TERRORIST APC members.

When you do, things will be good for you.

I definitely know how you feel right now. It's really hard. Sometimes you wanna go crazy or just end it all. People don't seem to care. They don't understand because they aren't you.There are walls around you. Darkness.
But somehow, you have to cling on to hope; the desire to stay alive. That glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel. You have to breath. Don't think about it too much. Hope for a better day.
Maybe you are gonna get out of it, maybe not. But if you are gonna go down, go down fighting.
Stay strong. Life's fvcked. Dreams are not guaranteed but just breath. Just live. Just survive. Damn.

EmergencyCase:
Hmmm... Still melancholic. I know some people will say the future is pregnant with opportunities, so I should be hopeful. Not in my case. My dreams have been aborted. A lot is going on in my life that will make you agree it's an emergencycase.....

...


Listen Bro... I'm Also Melancholic... I Have Dreams but I Have Not Aborted them and Will Never...


No Matter How Bad, your Time Will Come... Some Times I Get Depressed And Feel Like Giving Up Everything but When I Look At All I Have To Offer, i Come Strong... I Never Reason With Suicide...

IamPlato:
...


Listen Bro... I'm Also Melancholic... I Have Dreams but I Have Not Aborted them and Will Never...


No Matter How Bad, your Time Will Come... Some Times I Get Depressed And Feel Like Giving Up Everything but When I Look At All I Have To Offer, i Come Strong... I Never Reason With Suicide...

Your dream is what? A failed yahoo boy

Dream accomplished, now go and die

LivingFree:
This frustrated rat!!! How much will it take to shut you up! You are so depressing, if you've given up on life, could you die quietly, pleaaaase

frustrated, yes but not a rat.


As for what it takes, maybe 50k, 100k 150k or even more.


What if some worries are perpetual and unable to be solved permanently.


This might just be my fate. To suffer and wail

It wouldn't hurt anyone to show a lititle compassion, life's a bitch...yes we know it but some are having it a bit tough than others...and as for you OP stay positive a thousand and one things could go wrong but they could very well turn for good

LivingFree:
This frustrated rat!!! How much will it take to shut you up! You are so depressing, if you've given up on life, could you die quietly, pleaaaase

You must be mad! Have you got no home training? Is this your thread? Did he force you to read it. Comon carry your multi colored pants and fly away from here. Busy body!!

Bro, what's exactly the problem? You've been complaining all over this forum and I no longer find it funny.

I ask again, how can we help? Just say it, some people may be willing at least to let you stop this should I call it madness.

If you're sick, get to a hospital for a diagnosis, get the bills and post a credible evidence here. I promise to help out in any little way I can seriously.

Oyindidi:
May God grant you your heart desire in Jesus name... Amen

You're contradicting yourself.


Who's God?

Who's Jesus?

May your heart desire be granted in Jesus name.

Simple and straight

HeWrites:


You're contradicting yourself.


Who's God?

Who's Jesus?

May your heart desire be granted in Jesus name.

Simple and straight

I pray in Jesus name... You can pray for him too he needs prayer

CaptJeffry:
Bro, what's exactly the problem? You've been complaining all over this forum and I no longer find it funny.

I ask again, how can we help? Just say it, some people may be willing at least to let you stop this should I call it madness.

If you're sick, get to a hospital for a diagnosis, get the bills and post a credible evidence here. I promise to help out in any little way I can seriously.

Nice one, only if the op will seize this opportunity.

What exactly is wrong with this guy,
He is sounding like a troll now.
Come out clear and say I need this or that with evidence,
Help will come.

CaptJeffry:
Bro, what's exactly the problem? You've been complaining all over this forum and I no longer find it funny.

I ask again, how can we help? Just say it, some people may be willing at least to let you stop this should I call it madness.

If you're sick, get to a hospital for a diagnosis, get the bills and post a credible evidence here. I promise to help out in any little way I can seriously.

exactly... emergencycase do as he says. There may be folks willing to help

UDUJ:


People will hate me for saying this but I just have to say it. You will never move ahead in life if you keep proclaiming failure and disappointment. That's just the fact of life.

I have read all your posts and you may think you are letting out,but you're just digging yourself deeper into an abyss of continuous disappointments and failures. As a man thinketh and speaketh so shall it be. You proclaim failure so shall it be for you. Sorry

why don't you mentor him on here...

Oyindidi:
una no get family members?

Which family members, in this world? Especially Nigeria
You are on your own

CaptJeffry:
Bro, what's exactly the problem? You've been complaining all over this forum and I no longer find it funny.

I ask again, how can we help? Just say it, some people may be willing at least to let you stop this should I call it madness.

If you're sick, get to a hospital for a diagnosis, get the bills and post a credible evidence here. I promise to help out in any little way I can seriously.

I will also support him if he can provide credible evidence. Even if it is N5k, I will send to him. All I need is evidence he isn't telling lies.

Please mention me when he does

This thread and Nairaland as a whole is a harsh reflection of the world we live in
Bad things happening Nobody really cares not because they are necessarily bad but that is just the way the world is either because they've become desensitised because of personal experience or whatever
I wish somebody told me this from a young age and not learning it my self much later in life, parents do not tell us this things atleast in this part of the world even though they know, I don't know why
When you come to this harsh realisation you may not even be able to enjoy life the way others are you Come to realise that selfishness and Narcissism is at an all time High! even if your situation is not this bad.
Truth be told life is not as beautiful as they say it is in fact that is a wicked statement! and intentional deviation from the truth
You see life what it truly is you become more realistic and if you have some humanity may become more humble etc
Sorry for my long post at EmergencyCase
Send me your no

Oyindidi:
una no get family members?

family members are not doing well financially. The extended family I'm from is nothing to write home about.


The few affluent ones are already overlaboured.


The Nigeria of today, people say they don't have even when they do (probably because they're scared the funds will run dry).

Oyindidi:
Nice one, only if the op will seize this opportunity.

bad girl

EmergencyCase:
amen too. MY faith has been shaken. Hopefully, a miracle will rekindle it

The kingdom suffereth violence and the violence taketh it by force.