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it is well

O ma se o

Please guys let me know if you want me to continue because I dont want to feel like I'm talking to people who didnt care about my thread. And no I'm not seeking for sympathy I just want at least one person to know my story.

Badboibipo:
Please guys let me know if you want me to continue because I dont want to feel like I'm talking to people who didnt care about my thread. And no I'm not seeking for sympathy I just want at least one person to know my story.

continue

Everybody on nairaland is mad. So feel at home

Badboibipo:
Please guys let me know if you want me to continue because I dont want to feel like I'm talking to people who didnt care about my thread. And no I'm not seeking for sympathy I just want at least one person to know my story.

Continue... You'll find many of your kind here

Bro...na girl wey rape you turn you to mad person
I piry you ooo. And wish you well wether here or there.

But a full blown madness is not your destiny and the only person that can give you the love that you crave for so badly is God.

Human beings have their own problems and do not have the capacity to love you unconditionally.

Talk to God and tell him what you really wish for...He can supply your emotional needs and fill the void in your life.

otipoju:
Bro...na girl wey rape you turn you to mad person
I piry you ooo. And wish you well wether here or there.

But a full blown madness is not your destiny and the only person that can give you the love that you crave for so badly is God.

Human beings have their own problems and do not have the capacity to love you unconditionally.

Talk to God and tell him what you really wish for...He can supply your emotional needs and fill the void in your life.

Lol really dont need sympathy bro or encouragement. Been there done that. Just sharing my experiences.

You should know I have evolved past every thing, nothing can change what I have set in motion now..except death of course. Just sharing this because I really have this need to share my life with the world it's all. Just read and sigh if u may but any other reaction it's just bants and really irrelevant to me.

R

Badboibipo:


Lol really dont need sympathy bro or encouragement. Been there done that. Just sharing my experiences.

You should know I have evolved past every thing, nothing can change what I have set in motion now..except death of course. Just sharing this because I really have this need to share my life with the world it's all. Just read and sigh if u may but any other reaction it's just bants and really irrelevant to me.

Bro... that is what you dont get. Everyone has their own issues. If you kill yourself or choose to deliberately run mad...the world will continue like you never existed.

Oshisco wetin concern person.

Ok

Go to Dunamis Gospel Center. God healed a boy that has similar problem, don't want to go into the details but his own was caused by his step mother. Don't settle for the life of insanity

O boy

Madness is bae ,,,,,,

Op, how did u become madder D commenter below me need d secret of ur madness

Doriginal1956:
Go to Dunamis Gospel Center. God healed a boy that has similar problem, don't want to go into the details but his own was caused by his step mother. Don't settle for the life of insanity

Lol the church and their pastors are more madder than anyone could ever be. What a joke..

otipoju:


Bro... that is what you dont get. Everyone has their own issues. If you kill yourself or choose to deliberately run mad...the world will continue like you never existed.

Oshisco wetin concern person.

Exactly. I really fucking understand this so well and I'm okay with it. At least I am now unlike before when this singular fact creeped me out.

"Everybody has their own problem" and this is mine. So no I'm not looking for any support or yahoo man sorry I meant pastor to come to my aid. I'm just sharing my ish for information purposes, now you know how society treats mad people unlike before I guess u learned something new today..that's my purpose for writing.

I dont need any help or whatever, I did at first at the early stages of my ish but I have come to understand life better and yeah I'm fucking good..you know you finally become happy when you stop lying to yourself.

Wow. I don't even know what to say. Humans can be wicked even when totally unwarranted. You have had one hell of an experience, seeing life through a prism most human wouldn't even imagine. You have done a good job shedding light on the average experience of a mentally unstable in a society like Nigeria.
You shouldn't feel bad about people who ignore you, most time when people cant offer any help to you, they ignore. Heck they can barely help themselves so why bother compounding your problem by looking at you disdainfully.

I know you don't want advice, pity.... Except love which you mentioned severally in your post. First you have to love yourself and believe you deserve love. I don't know the help you have seeked but I believe you have to love yourself enough to go to a psychiatric home so professionals can help you

Secondly I noticed that you write wonderfully well. Why don't you tap into this your experience and write a book detailing your life, problem and experiences. Books last for eternity and it is a better choice than nairaland post in terms of durability

Lastly please don't give up
Help will come soon..
I can't do anything to help but this is my contribution.
I hope everything works out well for you in the end.

Look nobody gives a Bleep if you live or die, I mean people would kill for sport if society tells them their are no more laws of policing. Humanity is evil as Bleep! do u think I dont know this? Lol u have no idea what I do know, I'm a very learned individual..so abeg dont come to me with your jesus or pastor shit. Not interested, your pastor lowkey collects fraud money from Benz boys who kill girls for money. Is that one yours referring me to, lol that one that is a fraudster wearing a suit and selling entertainment disguised as "miracles".

Send me a message!.. we need to talk man.

Let me humor myself. See if I really needed say support, it wouldnt be a yahoo man coming to my aid. It would say, be an NGO with interest in people with my condition. They would say, house me and then start a rehabilitation process for me and watch how I get better from there. Even individuals with resource and humanity could also say render such support. That is what you people would say, that is of I needed assistance which I dont anymore. So please let's stop playing the "religion will save you" card....its a joke to me.

Margy:
Send me a message!.. we need to talk man.

Are you religious? No offense..

Badboibipo:


Are you religious? No offense..

I am the one chosen to tell you the goodnews!

fascia:
Wow. I don't even know what to say. Humans can be wicked even when totally unwarranted. You have had one hell of an experience, seeing life through a prism most human wouldn't even imagine. You have done a good job shedding light on the average experience of a mentally unstable in a society like Nigeria.
You shouldn't feel bad about people who ignore you, most time when people cant offer any help to you, they ignore. Heck they can barely help themselves so why bother compounding your problem by looking at you disdainfully.

I know you don't want advice, pity.... Except love which you mentioned severally in your post. First you have to love yourself and believe you deserve love. I don't know the help you have seeked but I believe you have to love yourself enough to go to a psychiatric home so professionals can help you

Secondly I noticed that you write wonderfully well. Why don't you tap into this your experience and write a book detailing your life, problem and experiences. Books last for eternity and it is a better choice than nairaland post in terms of durability

Lastly please don't give up
Help will come soon..
I can't do anything to help but this is my contribution.
I hope everything works out well for you in the end.

I like how you weren't being "fake" in your comment, just honest. You didn't pretend to love me or offer any AUDIO help..you just spoke your mind. I love it. See I just said something that almost relates to the ways you feel I could get better. You know I need money for writing a book, now like I earlier said I dont have any support system like literally none! Where would I start from, or going to a psychiatric home. Lol..really? Like it's not free bro. In our country you could even be rich and the hospital will still KILL YOU. yes, KILL YOU instead of helping you. A country where u could be dying and the doctor would prefer doing something trivial than running to your aid. I have no money for self care. Plus even if I did I have no strength to pick myself up, only an NGO could do such for me. And yes I did reach out to some of them but hey I got no PUSSY , so they just read my ish and ignored because if you're not female then you should be strong enough to heal yourself I guess. Lol well done bro, I appreciate you.

You are not Mad !
You don't know your problem yet,
A problem known is half solved.


Go and find out what is wrong with you.

And seek for solution.

Do you know why your pastor refers you to God whenever you need money? Because he has his own problem and doesn't want any burden and in reality despite what he preaches every week he doesnt love you enough to put your problems before his...man doesnt give a Bleep, so yeah he refers you to a higher authority that you couldn't say no to cuz hey you're a religious fellow so when you hear G0d you shiver and obey.

It's almost similar to my ish, you know in your heart "this guy needs someone that's rich and filled with humanity to help him bruh, this guy needs someone that would forget his own needs and put his need before his and make sacrifices for him" but then again you think "abeg, who will do that for him in this wicked world of today" "a world where even his family dont give a Bleep about him" ... so you just offer the same solution your pastor would give "talk to God" just so it could seem like you cared but you know that God wont come down to save me right? You know he would still need an NGO to help me right? Lol yall funny

Gudlite:
You are not Mad !
You don't know your problem yet,
A problem known is half solved.


Go and find out what is wrong with you.

And seek for solution.

Lol if someone going naked for 15 years insnt mad to you then I dont know what else to say. Sigh

Margy:


I am the one chosen to tell you the goodnews!

Lol I literally give whatever I have to anyone in need like daily, I love mad people like they are my family. Dont know what other good news there is, because last I checked that was part of the good news jesus was all about.

FUCKING LOVE! I UNDERSTAND IT AND PRACTICE IT DAILY. BELIEVE IT OR NOT.

And you know that's the same goodnews I need to get saved! Someone putting my need before theirs and making sacrifices for me. But hey I know that's not the one you're referring to anyway, you prolly want to convert me to your church or make me read the bible and hope I would automatically get better by that. Nope I wont, I need love and sacrifice (I mean housing, food, rehabilitation, again rehabilitation because its what's most important and then say , job, love, money if you may) but I know nobody has that to give so I'm good.

Baba compose yourself ooo
No mad waka wey dem go throw tyre put for your neck ooo

iCauseTrouble:
Everybody on nairaland is mad. So feel at home

mad man

Guys, some people really have it hard in this life. Thank God everyday and treat everyone with love and respect, you never know what they're going through.

I've always been fascinated about what goes on in the mind of those mentally challenged people I see on the road, thanks for the first hand insight.