Self-control, discipline, diligence, morality, responsibility, humility, accountability, reliability and so on. Most of the aforementioned qualities of a good child/employee, is alien to 80 percent of the youths in my generation. I find those virtuous traits difficult to attain, no matter how I try. It is more like I am living a predetermined life of evil, lust and pending doom. I find myself in a powerless situation where my body impulses reject what is right, and court what is bad or unhealthy.

Surprisingly, I mainly derive joy from these uncouth and unfavourable vices. Below are some obnoxious spontaneous acts I do often, which could lead to my downfall:

It looks like you want people to advice you or help you but why all these grammars


Me I no too understand them no vex

*betting*

Seems all the partial recovery I make from betting addiction is ephemeral. There is always an inner yearning to go back to bet9ja shops. Staying at home or going to work does not give as much joy as staying in betshops.

When at betshops, I am treated to comical and 'lively' interactions by my fellow frustrated bet addicts. We laugh away our pains for that moment. I get to sit comfortably under the fans there, charge my phone (standby generator) and watch the latest movies/musics. I won't lie, currently at a betshop in Warri.

When I manage to win at times (no matter how little), I get big Pepsi and Bread and eat well. The winning feeling is so good. If not that we don't know when to stop betting when on winning streak, it would have been good. The addiction then makes me and other lowlifes to gamble with money that is not ours, in a bid to recover our losses. This has always put me in trouble. I pray I always find a way out of using people's money, to avoid being tortured.

Who else has noticed that when hungry, standing behind those who win soccer virtual at bet9ja shop, can give you something to eat. A day, after losing all I have, I beg between 300 - 500 naira from 'temporary winners' which I use to entertain myself. Hmm. Penny wise, pounce foolish though

I'm grabbing a seat.. This will be interesting...

*carbonated drinks addiction*

Since 2008, I find it hard doing without drinking sugary minerals. It's either Pepsi or coke. Any time I am excited, stressed out or need energy after chronic masturbation, I take pepsi, mostly with junk food. At the height of it, I take up to 3 Pepsi daily. My mum gate-crashes parties where she organises food and drinks for me. She brought three can coke from a burial ceremony. I took one last night and one this morning. I will likely take another one later today with whatever I eat.

It is always refreshing to take sweet things. I only eat sweet biscuits too (like pure bliss). I currently have some discomfort in the lower left and right side of my abdomen. I just pray I don't get diabetes or kidney problems. I urinate often and kind of feel numb in my lower limbs at times. I get dehydrated a lot and blurred vision.

Even when I take bitter leaf (as advised) to regulate my body, I still go back to sweet things. Hmm. Irresistible attraction

As your name is so you are.

*the spirit of masturbation*

I have been masturbating for ten years now. I started off naively and experimentally. Now, it's hard to let go. The thought/fear of stopping the act, even makes me commit the act more. Before now, i used every little opportunity to jerk off. It started with sex chat on 2go back in the days. Now I masturbate to anything. My thoughts, a person I fantasize of, porn, phone intimacy etc.

I have done the act almost everywhere. On the bed, the toilet, parlour, office, at a friend's place etc. Before now, I only jerk off when I need to sleep or when I am frustrated from betting loss. No timetable again. The world is a bitter and cruel place. It's my only source of joy. Once I jerk off, I sleep to forget the pain.

I always look for an opportunity to get home for it. More like a stimulant for the day. I have used everything available to 'soapy'. Rocking pillow, bare hands, groundnut oil, Vaseline, saliva, hair cream, panties etc.

As a result, I have a weak erection. I know I may not be 'man enough' in my marriage, but I can't help it. I get pains around my pelvic region and back, coupled with blurred vision, loss of weight and balance.

What do I do? Youths of this generation are slaves to their addictions. We just keep pushing ourselves like that. Only God can help us

Uzomacharles:
It looks like you want people to advice you or help you but why all these grammars


Me I no too understand them no vex

pardon me. I use those dictions so it sticks to me. Practice makes perfect

This your format Don too old Na bro ,what did you think?
Make well give you the latest one Na.

GodWrites:
I'm grabbing a seat.. This will be interesting...

my life is a joke

Game of thrones season 9.. Lemme Grab my chair...

Surely.


It is your destiny.

ChildOfDoom:
*betting*

Seems all the partial recovery I make from betting addiction is ephemeral. There is always an inner yearning to go back to bet9ja shops. Staying at home or going to work does not give as much joy as staying in betshops.

When at betshops, I am treated to comical and 'lively' interactions by my fellow frustrated bet addicts. We laugh away our pains for that moment. I get to sit comfortably under the fans there, charge my phone (standby generator) and watch the latest movies/musics. I won't lie, currently at a betshop in Warri.

When I manage to win at times (no matter how little), I get big Pepsi and Bread and eat well. The winning feeling is so good. If not that we don't know when to stop betting when on winning streak, it would have been good. The addiction then makes me and other lowlifes to gamble with money that is not ours, in a bid to recover our losses. This has always put me in trouble. I pray I always find a way out of using people's money, to avoid being tortured.

Who else has noticed that when hungry, standing behind those who win soccer virtual at bet9ja shop, can give you something to eat. A day, after losing all I have, I beg between 300 - 500 naira from 'temporary winners' which I use to entertain myself. Hmm. Penny wise, pounce foolish though

I know you

ChildOfDoom:
pardon me. I use those dictions so it sticks to me. Practice makes perfect

Okay

PenuelFarms:
As your name is so you are.

hmmm. fate?

NobleSeed:
This your format Don too old Na bro ,what did you think?
Make well give you the latest one Na.

just my life misfortunes, nothing more

I wonder why u think ur life won't remain in disarray with this name you bear self

Dem swear for you,no..no,,telli me??

Werey OP

Arindin

ChildOfDoom:
just my life misfortunes, nothing more

this misfortune is too much for ,so I'm sceptical if this is real or fabricated stories....
Is been long you started telling this your misfortune stories with different moniker. What happened to the advice,solution that has always being given to you on a platter of gold?

Ahmad62:
Game of thrones season 9.. Lemme Grab my chair...

hmm

Meedon:


Surely.


It is your destiny.

ah. I sure hope it can be reversed. many youths in my generation have lost focus. Not only me

Kirchoffs:
I know you

oh I doubt

ChildOfDoom:
oh I doubt

You'd be surprised......Your name starts from D

is oohkay ⤴️⤵️

No time for advice or praying for anybody to night I need to pray for my self. anyhow, the guy bellow will tell you how I feel concerning you

this childofdoom ehn
only u is a chronic gambling addict
only u is a chronic masturbating addict
na only dey eat and drink anyhow
na waoh
one person with many afflictions

Start smoking weed in a slient place your brain go reset and tell you what to do

ChildOfDoom:
ah. I sure hope it can be reversed. many youths in my generation have lost focus. Not only me

Bro. It is not only you.

Your village people want to somersault your destiny.

Light red and green candles at midnight and call on God to cast hindrances away from you. Then quench the flame in a cup of pure water and drink.
All your problems will be resolved pronto and your financial undertakings would prosper!
NOT joking!

Cerebellum:
I wonder why u think ur life won't remain in disarray with this name you bear self

Dem swear for you,no..no,,telli me??

Werey OP

Arindin

hmm. the username stuck. it's analogous to my nomenclature. i can't even delete. forgot the mail's password. so, i always go back to this account, even when I say I will not use it again

ChildOfDoom:
hmm. the username stuck. it's analogous to my nomenclature. i can't even delete. forgot the mail's password. so, i always go back to this account, even when I say I will not use it again

create another account and name it "ChildOfGrace"

Scripted and writing promotion.

lefulefu:
this childofdoom ehn
only u is a chronic gambling addict
only u is a chronic masturbating addict
na only dey eat and drink anyhow
na waoh
one person with many afflictions

What more can I say? this life is a mystery

Tony142:



create another account and name it "ChildOfGrace"

hmm. Okay sir