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the testimony of a frreed man
Two kingdoms one soul .
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God was calling me to his presence but my sins couldn't withstand his holiness ,
but God knew my heart and I couldn't hide it from; him so I said "
ME :"I heard Your voice in the garden, and I was afraid because I was naked, and I hid myself."
Then God replied
GOD: "how did you know that you were naked? Have you eaten from the tree of which I commanded you not to eat?"

I started looking for excuses to give ,
so my soul answered and said
SOUL: "it was the flesh that you gave me that fed me with it ,"

god said to the flesh
GOD :"what is this that you have done

and my flesh replied : "it was Satan that tempted me and I did it ."

Then God said to the spirit of the man
"Because you have allowed this to happened you are guilty and the guilt is also upon each and every one of your offsprings that comes out from withing you (the spirit of man ) ,"
And you and all your offsprings
(every other spirit that comes out from within you -this very spirit )are under the judgment of my wrath.

MAN: God b,b,b,but ..............

GOD: but what!
you are inexcusable ho man
for judgment has been set!
and you shall receive the wages that is due to you .

NARRATOR: then a book was opened which is the book of the laws of God ,
and in the book it was written
"the wages of sin is death "

Then another book was opened which is the book of my life (in which was recorded each and every thing I have ever done ) ,and it was shown me a live- video and I saw the sin I have committed displayed before me .
Then I knew that the day of the lord has come, and their is nothing hidden that would not be reaveled.

Then the law spoke and said

THE LAW : "this is your judgment
"Because you have heeded to the sinful Desires of your flesh , and have eaten from the tree of which I commanded you, saying, `You shall not eat of it` : "Cursed is the ground for your sake; and you shall die ."

Then God said to himself " I will send him away out of this garden or else he do a thing that would keep him unredeemable forever .

Then God turned to the man and said to him

"Any time your days on earth encounters an end that is sure for it ;
then You shall die in the flesh ,and your flesh whom have obeyed and for whom you have lived your life shall return to the ground whence it was taken .
then your spirit with its soul shall face the Consequences of its spiritual death by By going through the chastisement and torments of hell where they shall be weeping ,and gnashing of teeth ,where their worm do not die neither their fire quench ;which is the second death ."


NARRATOR: upon hearing this I fell on my face and began to weep :
ho, ho ,ho , how foolish I am
how have I destroyed my soul for earthly ,temporal and momentry pleasure ho why why I'm finished .
, is this how I'm going to end up ?
ho I cursed the day I was born .
woe unto the one who bears the news of my birth to the world .
woe unto them that bear me from my mothers womb because they took no taught to slay me .
ho that I were a stillborn or that my mother had miscarriage of me .
ho what more could I say ?
I thought I was on earth to enjoy my self and get all I could out of life .
I thought I would escape in one way or another .
I thought that if god should see that i wasnt the only one who engaged in such act maybe then he might be willing to pardon a multitude if he wouldn't pardon in solitude ,but i forgot that it was lack of righteous multitude that denied Sodom and gommorah forgiveness and it was the multitude of sinners that led to it utter destruction.

While crying I saw flaming swords going speedily in all directions as if to cut whatever they comes upon .
then I fled from the garden,
then went out of eden ,
and also walked away the presence of God and went into the world ,and there in the world I became a fugitive,a wanderer and a vagabond.

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COMMENTARY :
my friend !
You have to know that watching pornography and masturbating is sin .

You have to stop that thing because it damages your soul .
It would affect you physically psychologically and spiritually .

Masturbation robs you of glory in life .

It causes weakness to your body ,and deteriorates your mental capacity.

It is not an unhealthy thing to practice as some medical personal have suggested .
Some of those people are satanic agents from demonic kingdoms sent to enslave men .

The good news is
"You can break free from the power masturbation and pornography if you are truly willing to be free .


The apostle Paul wrote about this kind of struggle in
Romans 7:14-25
[14]We know that the law is spiritual, but I am not. I am so human. Sin rules me as if I were its slave.
[15]I don’t understand why I act the way I do. I don’t do the good I want to do, and I do the evil I hate.
[16]And if I don’t want to do what I do, that means I agree that the law is good.
[17]But I am not really the one doing the evil. It is sin living in me that does it.
[18]Yes, I know that nothing good lives in me—I mean nothing good lives in the part of me that is not spiritual. I want to do what is good, but I don’t do it.
[19]I don’t do the good that I want to do. I do the evil that I don’t want to do.
[20]So if I do what I don’t want to do, then I am not really the one doing it. It is the sin living in me that does it.
[21]So I have learned this rule: When I want to do good, evil is there with me.
[22]In my mind I am happy with God’s law.
[23]But I see another law working in my body. That law makes war against the law that my mind accepts. That other law working in my body is the law of sin, and that law makes me its prisoner.
[24]What a miserable person I am! Who will save me from this body that brings me death?

[25]I thank God for his salvation through Jesus Christ our Lord!

So in my mind I am a slave to God’s law, but in my sinful self I am a slave to the law of sin.


Here he then wrote about the solution.

the is solution .
Romans 8:1-5,13
[1]There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit.
[2]For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death.
[3]For what the law could not do in that it was weak through the flesh, God did by sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, on account of sin: He condemned sin in the flesh,
[4]that the righteous requirement of the law might be fulfilled in us who do not walk according to the flesh but according to the Spirit.
[5]For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit.
[13]For if you live according to the flesh you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live.


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COMMENTARY:
Draw near to God and seek for his forgiveness when you sin instead of running away or pretending that all is well .

1 John 1:8-10
[8]If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.
[9]If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
[10]If we say that we have not sinned, we make Him a liar, and His word is not in us.

A new day is here !
It shall be full of blessing and joy in Jesu's name

the testimony of a frreed man
Two kingdoms one soul .
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The brother continued with his story :

"yes ! I was once addicted to ponongraphy ,and was even a chronic masturbator .
I wasn't proud of myself .

I was filled with guilt and fear ,and shame
All because I was a slave to my flesh and allow Satan to beguiled me with the image of the forbidden fruit ,immediately I gazed upon the forbidden fruit (picture of sin ) I couldn't help but to imagination how much pleasure , ecstasy and fantasy one could derive from it if one should be engaged in it .
so I ate it (watched it ) and also gave it to my husband (my soul) and immediately I released sape*m my eyes were opened
(I loathed myself and had great hatred for my self )
and I knew that I was naked
( the consciousness that I've sinned came upon me )
then I sew leaves together to cover myself ( I started pretending befor the public that all was okay -in other to hide my sins )

After all of that :
in the cool of the day (hour of fellowship ) I heard the sound of God walking in the garden (preachers evangelizing) and I ran and hide myself (love to avoid anything that would
point me to God because of my conscience )

Then I heard a voice calling out for me

"Human ! Human ! where are you "?

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COMMENTARY :
The bible says in
Proverbs 28:13
[13]He who covers his sins will not prosper, But whoever confesses and forsakes them will have mercy.

COMMENTARY:
IN CHRIST Jesus old things are passed away and all things are made new again

COMMENTARY:
I want to believe that we all have one or two things we regretted doing in the past .
We aren't proud of those things but we have to move on and forget the past .
Having dealt with whatever repercussions might be involved .