i'm sitting on my hospital bed, thinking bout what had transpired a week earlier, this is how da story unfolds,


its a noon on a typical saturday and i'm chilling in da crib
ma shorty is in da drive way washing ma whip
me and ma home boy in da living room sippn guiness stouts
we playing video games clowing and actinfg a fool
about half past two, there's a light drizzle so ma girl comes back in da crib
she in da kitchen buggn on how we aint helpn her wit da food
time goes by and sh*t is still all good
we munching on delicious steam rice and chicken soup, still sippn da brew
ma girls cell kept going off, sand she had a funny look
she racing all over da whole crib makin noise with her shoes
then i asked "whats d aproblem boo, hope u kool"
she replied, "shish i'm real good, its one of my girls acting a fool"
she gave me a kiss, so i could stop bugging and sh*t
but da look on her face had me a lil worried and sh*t
her phone rings again and now im gettin irritated
and she ran to da bathroom when i tried to grab it
ma home boy tells me ta chill and leave her alone
i tell him 2 shudafucup because i was going insane
now da light drizzle had turned into a very heavy rain
da episode kept on playing itself over and over again
her phone would ring asnd she'll whisper somehing to someone
anyways its about six and da door bell rings, trin trun, trin, trun
i goes for da doorbut couldn't see nobody through da peep hole
as soo as i opened da door, 3 niggaz bust rite tru da door
they in all black, masked up, holding shot guns and sh*t
they started askin me if i was shishi and sh8t
i was a lil scared but Bleep it, but damn i never showed it
they walked me ta da living room asking where i kept ma loot
ma homeboy jumped out of da window, escaped rite  tru da back
one of them niggaz pointed a gun in my face and told me ta say my grace
ma girl told them to not to shoot me but they all was in a rage
two of da niggaz went uptairs to my room, ransacking ma sh*t
another one stayed wit me and ma chick still threatening 2 blow da steel
i was scared, he was scared, could feel his heart burning at a rapid pace
in da panic and confusion i tried to grab da steel and knocked him 2 da floor
so we on da floor grappling, and his weapon drops 2 da floor
da other niggaz couldn't hear us because da music was on full blast
so while im struggling wit this nigga, i rips da mask from his face
then da shock gripped me so hard because i seen this nigga before on ma street
throughout this whole time ma girl looking stunned not moving and sh*t
so da nigga regains control and he points da sh*t back in ma face
da other niggaz fly across da staircase holdin my belongiings in they hands
then one of them called for da otha nigga to shoot me rite there in da head
he pulled da trigger thrice and before he fled this is what he said
, "yo gay, seen u around ma way always stunting and sh*t, u fly muthaf*cka, anyways im sorry i have to feed you with lead and oh yeah i've been boning yo girl",

yo man, tell me you are kidding. is dis another freestyle or did you get shot?

diddy how can u believe that this is true it's just one of his moments neways ShiShi hope u r ok nd sh1t

menike:

Y'all Don't get yaselfs Punked

OMG,lol

thank god i wasnt punked

aint no body gettin punk'd in herre shishi is good in puttin stuff into words nd i credit him for that

OK,sorry oooooooooooooooooo baby shishi hope u get well

damn shishi wuz u jus feelin lyrical or did u get shot fa real newayz hope u gudd

Moving this to poems. Get well soon, Mr. Big Trouble (tm).

Shishi holla at 2fine aight

Shit Iz Mad Lyrical! Feel ya on dis son.

2fine, i feel u baby, i didn't get shot guys, i was just feeling down that day and i just wanted to write sumthn , and i'm also writing a book at the moment,  its like a romance type thang, its SICK, i showed the first few pages to my home girls and they thought it was crazy!!! , and no its not about eveseh and shishi