Not so long ago
I was just a boy
I was so full of life
Was without a direction in the world
Yet, my heart was big, soft, n fair


Then you came knocking
Your cute smile n passionate eyes
Who could resist you?


You became my habit
My obsession
For two whole years, you were the reason I lived
You became my whole world


But on a cold tuesday night-
Three days before our anniversary
Three nights before I asked you to be my wife-
On the bed we shared
I found a note
A Dear John you wrote


"with you I had fun
with you I feel loved.
With you I can be free,
But now I have to leave


"I'm sorry, but I met someone
And he means a lot to me.
King, he asked me to be with him!
I want to be with him!


"When you love the way I love him,
King,
You'll understand the way I feel.
Thanks for the memories,
I will always cherish them. "


...you chopped my heart into a hundred tiny pieces
You roasted them over a fire you started inside me
Served them to me with a smiley face n my tears to drink.
Girl, you rigged my world with explosives
Then you made me watch as it levelled before me


You're the devil, n I'm a fool


For why else would you be in my arms
Just a year later, crying over my shoulders
After he left you
A wreck with a baby in a tired womb


©2014 kingblaq