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Being Married To Someone Who Hates You by jhasper(m): 8:42pm On Jul 08, 2016 |
CHAPTER 1: THE END
Living With Someone Who Hates You
Anne and I were divorced after five years of
marriage, when she admitted to having an affair.
I later learned it was with her piano teacher.
After our divorce, and his, she married him.
While giving her lessons on my old piano, he told
me that the sounding board was cracked and the
instrument needed to be rebuilt. I paid him $
3,000 for the job.
I didn’t suspect that there was another man until
Anne’s behavior became peculiar; muffled
telephone conversations, evasive answers about
who was on the phone, hours away from home in
the evenings and on weekends. When suspicions
of infidelity overwhelmed my trust, I began
asking pointed questions. Her denials were
hollow and eventually led to an admission that
she was in love with another man, but she didn’t
tell me who it was. In fact, she said that I didn’t
know him. Much later I learned that it was her
piano teacher. Then I remembered the night that
I came home and saw his cigarette butts
crushed in a saucer on our kitchen table beside
two used wine glasses. She hadn’t bothered to
clean up the revealing mess.
I wonder how many men have experienced living
with a wife who has lost respect for them. You
don’t know why you disgust her or when esteem
became revulsion. You start to question things
about yourself; do you chew with your mouth
open, do you snore, do you wear ugly shoes, are
you too fat, is it because you lost your hair?
These are not basic qualities like kindness and
generosity; but when your wife is treating you
with contempt, then how you eat, what you wear
and how you look become critical. She makes
you feel repulsive. You become less of a man.
You want to change to please her, but you can’t.
Maybe it’s too late; or maybe you can’t change.
I remember one humiliating lunch when our
marriage was unraveling and I still thought there
was something I could do to keep her. We were
in a restaurant and I had no appetite so I ordered
a salad. The lettuce leaves were larger than bite-
sized and I wanted to eat with quiet dignity; not
like a man born in the Bronx whose parents were
children of Jewish immigrants, but like the men
she dated in her Grosse Pointe Country Club
past. I cut the salad into small pieces, carefully
putting each one in my mouth individually and
chewing quietly. It didn’t help.
The separation agreement was written and
converted to a divorce in less than a month;
even faster than our courtship had become a
marriage. |
Re: Being Married To Someone Who Hates You by jhasper(m): 8:44pm On Jul 08, 2016 |
CHAPTER 2: THE BEGINNING
Meeting Someone Who Needs You As Much As
You Need Her
The beginning was filled with wonderful days
when we admired each other’s wit and good
looks. We were anxious to be married. I had just
lost my young son, Alex, to cancer and was living
alone in a house that had once been our home. I
called her a few days after the funeral. We were
married three months later. Her reasons for
marrying me after so brief a courtship were
never clear. She said that she fell in love with
me at the funeral—something about my dignity in
that tragic moment touched her deeply. The
wedding was performed by a judge who had
been my law partner in his brownstone office.
She said “I do” even before the question was
finished, eliciting smiles from the few close
friends who were our witnesses. |
Re: Being Married To Someone Who Hates You by jhasper(m): 8:44pm On Jul 08, 2016 |
CHAPTER 3: THE MIDDLE
Our Marriage
Before the love affair with her piano teacher
converted our marriage from a source of pride to
an embarrassment for me, Anne and I were an
ordinary suburban couple. Her friends became
mine and mine became hers. We walked our
dogs together each morning and evening from
our house to a beach on the Long Island Sound
owned by our homeowners association. We took
vacations in winter to the warm islands in the
Caribbean and in summer to Europe. We had
friends to dinner and she became a favorite with
my law partners. Our intimate life was normal
except that her English cocker spaniel slept with
us. He was protective and had to be banished
from the bedroom when I wanted to touch her
without being attacked
The pride I felt in being her husband was
magnified by an interesting change in my social
status as soon as we were married. Our house,
which had been my home for twenty years, is
“the least expensive house in a most expensive
neighborhood.” That’s how it was marketed when
I bought it. I was nothing special to my neighbors
until Anne arrived with her beauty, her elegance,
her English cocker spaniel and her BMW (the
only thing she kept from her prior marriage other
than some jewelry). I sailed a 23’ sloop and soon
became Commodore of our yacht club. Then I
was elected president of the homeowners
association. When we were divorced under
circumstances that must have been known to
many, I fell from that artificial grace. |
Re: Being Married To Someone Who Hates You by jhasper(m): 8:45pm On Jul 08, 2016 |
CHAPTER 4: ANOTHER ENDING
A Beginning
Recently I was in Greenwich at a store where
pianos are rebuilt, repaired and sold. I was
looking for something to replace my old Hardman
Peck baby grand now that I’m playing again.
While talking with the owner I mentioned the
name of the man who had rebuilt my piano years
before, without mentioning the personal details.
The store owner knew the man and his wife,
Anne. He told me, “They visit the store a lot. Too
bad about his Alzheimers. She has it rough. Good
people.” I nodded. |
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