Hey OP,

I have gone through your posts. I think you are just a restless youngman. Perhaps you are not the scammer they said you are, you are full of energy but you don't know where to channel it.
I read the self diagnosis in your diary (another post), you did a great job - knowing where your weaknesses lie is problem half solved. It's a common problem with most of you young ones of today.
Life is not handed to anybody on a platter of gold, it's good to have dreams but Rome was not built in a day. We all have our stories of humble beginnings, however begging for money is a lazy way out. You can blame your parents for being born poor but the fault is yours if you end up poor in life. Hustle to get yourself a formal education, you can do your online innovative drive by the side until the income can sustain you.
You have a bright future but there is no shortcut to the top of a palm tree, we all have to do the painful and steady climb. There is so much money in cyberspace but not through scams (I don't believe you are a "scam", you are just misguided) - there is a 17 year old teenager getting paid for his youtube videos, be innovative and put your brilliant mind to work.
Finally remember - No pain, No gain ...Hardway the only way !!! Hustle the clean way and the sky won't be your limit.